아직도 여전히
니가 난 그립고 또 그립네
아직도 여전히
함께한 추억이 날 맴도네
어쩌면 그때 널 잡았다면
아니 그때 너를 막았다면
아직도 여전히
우리는 아직도 친구일까 어땠을까
Dear my friend 어떻게 지내니 넌
나는 뭐 잘 지내 알다시피 뭐 응
Dear my friend 나 솔직히 말할게
난 니가 존나게 미워 아직도
여전히 기억해 함께였었던 지난 날
대구로 함께 놀러갔었던 우리 시간과
수많은 날 둘이면 세상도 무섭지 않아
말하던 우린 지금 전혀 딴 길을 걷지 Damn
그때 기억나? 아마 신사였나
둘이서 소주를 기울이며 나눴던 우리 대화
세상을 씹어 먹을 거라던 우리 둘의 포부
원대한 꿈을 품었었던
우리는 어렸었지 꼴랑 나이 스물이야
갑작스러웠던 연락두절
한참이 지난 뒤 모르는
번호로 왔었던 너의 부모님의
그 짧은 전화 한 통에 곧바로 달려가 봤지
서울 구치소 안양은 너무 멀었지
아직도 여전히
니가 난 그립고 또 그립네
아직도 여전히
함께한 추억이 날 맴도네
어쩌면 그때 널 잡았다면
아니 그때 너를 막았다면
아직도 여전히
우리는 아직도 친구일까 어땠을까
니가 변한 건지 아니면 내가 변한 건지 Uh
흐르는 시간조차 미워 우리가 변한 거지 뭐
야 니가 밉다 야 니가 싫다
야 이 말을 하는 이 순간조차 난 니가 그립다
매주 갔었던 서울 구치소 면회 길
왕복 세 시간쯤 됐었던
먼길을 혼자서 나섰지
너의 재판 날과
너의 출소 날
눈이 펑펑 오던 겨울
흰 두부 똑똑히 기억나
그리고 간만에 본 넌 전혀
딴 사람이 돼버렸고
눈이 풀린 채 넌 말했지 *을 해 볼 생각이 없냐구
난 화가 났고 또 욕을 했네
유일한 친구였던 너를 되돌릴 방법은
없고 너는 괴물이 돼버렸네
내가 알던 넌 없고 널 알던 난 없어
우리가 변한 건 비단 시간 때문이 아닌 걸 난 알아
니가 알았던 난 없고 내가 알았던 넌 없어
우리가 변한 건 비단 시간 때문이 아닌 걸 덧없어
아직도 여전히
니가 난 그립고 또 그립네
아직도 여전히
함께한 추억이 날 맴도네
어쩌면 그때 널 잡았다면
아니 그때 너를 막았다면
아직도 여전히
우리는 아직도 친구일까 어땠을까
아직도 여전히
니가 난 그립고 또 그립네
아직도 여전히
함께한 추억이 날 맴도네
어쩌면 그때 널 잡았다면
아니 그때 너를 막았다면
아직도 여전히
우리는 아직도 친구일까 어땠을까
Oh—
어땠을까
ajikdo yeojeonhi
niga nan geuripgo tto geuripne
ajikdo yeojeonhi
hamkkehan chueoki nal maemdone
eojjeomyeon geuttae neol jabattamyeon
ani geuttae neoreul magattamyeon
ajikdo yeojeonhi
urineun ajikdo chinguilkka eottaesseulkka
Dear my friend eotteohke jinaeni neon
naneun mweo jal jinae aldachipi mweo eung
Dear my friend na soljigi malhalge
nan niga jonnage miweo ajikdo
yeojeonhi gieokae hamkkeyeosseotteon jinan nal
daeguro hamkke nolleogasseotteon uri shigangwa
sumanheun nal durimyeon sesangdo museopji ana
malhadeon urin jigeum jeonhyeo ttan gireul geotji Damn
geuttae gieonga? ama shinsayeonna
duriseo sojureul giurimyeo nanweotteon uri daehwa
sesangeul sshipeo meogeul georadeon uri durye pobu
weondaehan kkumeul pumeosseotteon
urineun eoryeosseotchi kkollang nai seumuriya
gapjakseureoweotteon yeollakdujeol
hanchami jinan dwi moreuneun
beonhoro wasseotteon neoye bumonimye
geu jjalbeun jeonhwa han tonge godbaro dallyeoga bwatchi
seoul guchiso anyangeun neomu meoreotchi
ajikdo yeojeonhi
niga nan geuripgo tto geuripne
ajikdo yeojeonhi
hamkkehan chueoki nal maemdone
eojjeomyeon geuttae neol jabattamyeon
ani geuttae neoreul magattamyeon
ajikdo yeojeonhi
urineun ajikdo chinguilkka eottaesseulkka
niga byeonhan geonji animyeon naega byeonhan geonji Uh
heureuneun shiganjocha miweo uriga byeonhan geoji mweo
ya niga mipda ya niga shilhda
ya i mareul haneun i sunganjocha nan niga geuripda
maeju gasseotteon seoul guchiso myeonhoe gil
wangbok se shiganjjeum dwaeteotteon
meongireul honjaseo naseotchi
neoye jaepan nalgwa
neoye chulso nal
nuni peongpeong odeon gyeoul
hin dubu ttokttokhi gieonga
geurigo ganmane bon neon jeonhyeo
ttan sarami dwaebeoryeossgo
nuni pullin chae neon malhaetchi *eul hae bol saenggagi eomnyagu
nan hwaga natgo tto yokeul haenne
yuilhan chinguyeotteon neoreul doedollil bangbeopeun
eopsgo neoneun goemuri dwaebeoryeonne
naega aldeon neon eopsgo neol aldeon nan eopseo
uriga byeonhan geon bidan shigan ttaemuni anin geol nan ara
niga aratteon nan eopsgo naega aratteon neon eopseo
uriga byeonhan geon bidan shigan ttaemuni anin geol deoseopseo
ajikdo yeojeonhi
niga nan geuripgo tto geuripne
ajikdo yeojeonhi
hamkkehan chueoki nal maemdone
eojjeomyeon geuttae neol jabattamyeon
ani geuttae neoreul magattamyeon
ajikdo yeojeonhi
urineun ajikdo chinguilkka eottaesseulkka
ajikdo yeojeonhi
niga nan geuripgo tto geuripne
ajikdo yeojeonhi
hamkkehan chueoki nal maemdone
eojjeomyeon geuttae neol jabattamyeon
ani geuttae neoreul magattamyeon
ajikdo yeojeonhi
urineun ajikdo chinguilkka eottaesseulkka
Oh—
eottaesseulkka
Still, as ever,
I miss you, and I miss you
Still, as ever,
the memories of us together circle around me
Maybe, if I had held you back then,
no, if I had stopped you back then,
still, as ever,
would we have remained as friends, what would it have been like
Dear my friend, how are you doing
I, well, am doing well, as you probably know, yeah
Dear my friend, I’ll be honest with you
I still fucking hate you
I still remember the old days when we were together
Our times when we went to Daegu together to hang out
Countless days, “With the two of us, even the world is nothing to be afraid of”
We, who used to say so, now walk on completely different paths, damn
Do you remember then? It was maybe in Sinsa
The conversation we had over soju
The ambition we had that we will eat the world alive
We, who had big dreams, were young, we were only twenty
Your going out of contact all of a sudden
A while later,
after getting a call from an unknown number,
a short call from your parents
I ran to you immediately
Seoul Detention Center, Anyang felt so far
Still, as ever,
I miss you, and I miss you
Still, as ever,
the memories of us together circle around me
Maybe, if I had held you back then,
no, if I had stopped you back then,
still, as ever,
would we have remained as friends, what would it have been like
Would it be that you’ve changed, or I’ve changed, uh
I hate even the time that is passing right now,
I guess it’s us that have changed
Hey, I hate you, hey, I hate you
Hey, even at this moment as I say this, I miss you
The trip to Seoul Detention Center that I went every week
A long, three-hour-long round trip,
I went on by myself
Your trial day, your release day
I remember vividly
the white tofu on a winter day with a lot of snow falling
And, when I saw first time in a while,
you had become a completely different person
With drowsy eyes, you asked if I wanted to try *
I got infuriated and cursed at you
There was no way to bring you, who was my only friend, back,
and you became a monster
There’s no you that I used to know, there’s no me who used to know you
I know that it’s not just because of the time that we’ve changed
There’s no me that you used to know, there’s no you who I used to know
It’s not because of the time that we’ve changed, it’s all so transient
Still, as ever,
I miss you, and I miss you
Still, as ever,
the memories of us together circle around me
Maybe, if I had held you back then,
no, if I had stopped you back then,
still, as ever,
would we have remained as friends, what would it have been like
Still, as ever,
I miss you, and I miss you
Still, as ever,
the memories of us together circle around me
Maybe, if I had held you back then,
no, if I had stopped you back then,
still, as ever,
would we have remained as friends, what would it have been like
Oh-
What would it have been like