불길한 예감은
역시 틀린 적이 없네
만약 복선이었다면
그때는 대체 언제
마냥 좋아 걷다 보니
결국 여기까지 왔네
많은 것을 놓치고
또 많이 잃은 상태
언제부터 잘못된 길을 밟은 걸까
한참 돌아보니 아마 내가 태어난 날
난 아버지의 아들로 김구라 아들로
만약 김현동의 아들이었담
친구들과 같았을까
yeah 걱정은 마 난 보다시피
내꺼 하고 있어
이게 멋있는 걸 알고 있어
요즘 나를 동정하는 사람 많이 봐
그 시선들이 행복해
난 아직 앤가 봐
난 아직 어려
근데 모두 내가 크기만 바래
난 아직 어려
내가 하고 싶은 건데 왜 안돼
난 성공만 성공만 바라면서
매일을 살고 있잖아
성공만 성공만 성공하면
모든게 조용해질까
매번 긍정적인 나도
흔들렸었지 많이
이혼 기사가 발표가 된 뒤에는
그저 잡생각이
심지어 현관 문 앞은
기자가 차지했을때
그때부터 인간은
잔인한 걸 알게 됐네 그래
우리 모두 입고 있어
젖은 코트를 걸쳤네
입고 있어도 춥고
그렇다고 벗기에는
겁이 나 난 내 고통이
더 크다고 생각했지만
색깔만 다를 뿐 누구 것이
더 비싸진 않어
인생은 증명의 연속이란 걸
배워왔듯이
우리는 어리숙하게나마
배워가고만 있지
성공이 과연 뭘까 생각해봐도
어린 나로선 그 정의를 못 내렸어
난 아직 어려
근데 모두 내가 크기만 바래
난 아직 어려
내가 하고 싶은 건데 왜 안돼
난 성공만 성공만 바라면서
매일을 살고 있잖아
성공만 성공만 성공하면
모든게 조용해질까
너희들이 아는 나의 삶은
생각보다 달라
살면서 반 이상을
달리는 차에서 잠 자
누군가 나의 삶에 대해
질탄하고 방관
하는 것은 11살 때쯤
깨달았어 아마
결국 시간이 약이란 게 느껴져
돌을 맞을 때는 가만히 있었네
난 그 어떤
무엇도 나를 증명해줄 수 없으니까
9년간 티비 속 내 모습은 어렸으니까
어둠이 있어야 별을 찾듯이
견디고 이겨내면 만날거야 반드시
그래 나도 이겨내고 있어
당연하듯이
너희도 이겨낼거라고
믿어 반드시 yeah
오랜 고민 끝에 단어들로 채웠던 밤
내 꿈과 함께 매일 밤 지새웠지 난
성공을 되뇌인 다음 다시 펜을 잡아
나로선 할 수 있는 게
이거 밖에 없으니까
난 성공만 성공만 바라면서
매일을 살고 있잖아
성공만 성공만 성공하면
모든게 조용해질까
난 성공만
bulgilhan yegameun
yeoksi teullin jeogi eopsne
manyak bokseonieossdamyeon
geuttaeneun daeche eonje
manyang joha geotda boni
gyeolguk yeogikkaji wassne
manheun geoseul nohchigo
tto manhi ilheun sangtae
eonjebuteo jalmosdoen gireul balpeun geolkka
hancham doraboni ama naega taeeonan nal
nan abeojiui adeullo gimgura adeullo
manyak gimhyeondongui adeurieossdam
chingudeulgwa gatasseulkka
yeah geokjeongeun ma nan bodasipi
naekkeo hago isseo
ige meosissneun geol algo isseo
yojeum nareul dongjeonghaneun saram manhi bwa
geu siseondeuri haengbokhae
nan ajik aenga bwa
nan ajik eoryeo
geunde modu naega keugiman barae
nan ajik eoryeo
naega hago sipeun geonde wae andwae
nan seonggongman seonggongman baramyeonseo
maeireul salgo issjanha
seonggongman seonggongman seonggonghamyeon
modeunge joyonghaejilkka
maebeon geungjeongjeogin nado
heundeullyeosseossji manhi
ihon gisaga balpyoga doen dwieneun
geujeo japsaenggagi
simjieo hyeongwan mun apeun
gijaga chajihaesseulttae
geuttaebuteo inganeun
janinhan geol alge dwaessne geurae
uri modu ipgo isseo
jeojeun koteureul geolchyeossne
ipgo isseodo chupgo
geureohdago beosgieneun
geobi na nan nae gotongi
deo keudago saenggakhaessjiman
saekkkalman dareul ppun nugu geosi
deo bissajin anheo
insaengeun jeungmyeongui yeonsogiran geol
baewowassdeusi
urineun eorisukhagenama
baewogagoman issji
seonggongi gwayeon mwolkka saenggakhaebwado
eorin naroseon geu jeonguireul mot naeryeosseo
nan ajik eoryeo
geunde modu naega keugiman barae
nan ajik eoryeo
naega hago sipeun geonde wae andwae
nan seonggongman seonggongman baramyeonseo
maeireul salgo issjanha
seonggongman seonggongman seonggonghamyeon
modeunge joyonghaejilkka
neohuideuri aneun naui salmeun
saenggakboda dalla
salmyeonseo ban isangeul
dallineun chaeseo jam ja
nugunga naui salme daehae
jiltanhago banggwan
haneun geoseun 11sal ttaejjeum
kkaedarasseo ama
gyeolguk sigani yagiran ge neukkyeojyeo
doreul majeul ttaeneun gamanhi isseossne
nan geu eotteon
mueosdo nareul jeungmyeonghaejul su eopseunikka
9nyeongan tibi sok nae moseubeun eoryeosseunikka
eodumi isseoya byeoreul chajdeusi
gyeondigo igyeonaemyeon mannalgeoya bandeusi
geurae nado igyeonaego isseo
dangyeonhadeusi
neohuido igyeonaelgeorago
mideo bandeusi yeah
oraen gomin kkeute daneodeullo chaewossdeon bam
nae kkumgwa hamkke maeil bam jisaewossji nan
seonggongeul doenoein daeum dasi peneul jaba
naroseon hal su issneun ge
igeo bakke eopseunikka
nan seonggongman seonggongman baramyeonseo
maeireul salgo issjanha
seonggongman seonggongman seonggonghamyeon
modeunge joyonghaejilkka
nan seonggongman
I’ve never been wrong when I had a bad feeling
If I could foreshadow, when would that be?
I just liked so I just kept going
And I finally came here
But I missed a lot of things and lost a lot of things
Since when did I step on the wrong path?
I looked far back and it’s probably the day I was born
As my father’s son, as Kim Gura’s son
If I was Kim Hyun Dong’s son
Would I have been the same as my friends?
yeah, don’t worry, as you can see
I’m doing my own thing
I know this is cool
I guess there’s a lot of people who pity me these days
But I like the attention
I guess I’m still a kid
I’m still young
But everyone expects me to grow up
I’m still young
I’m doing what I want, why can’t I?
I only look toward success
Living each day like that
If I succeed
Will everything become quiet?
I used to always be positive
But I was shaken a few times
After the divorce articles were published
I had all these thoughts
When reporters were standing outside the front door
That’s when I learned that human beings could be so cruel
We’re all wearing it
We’re wearing wet coats
We can wear it all we want but it’s still cold
But we’re too scared to take it off
Everyone thinks their pain is greater
But it’s only the color that’s different
No one’s is more expensive than the other
Just like we learned how life is a continuation of evidence
We’re foolishly learning
I think, what is success?
I haven’t justified it as my young self
I’m still young
But everyone expects me to grow up
I’m still young
I’m doing what I want, why can’t I?
I only look toward success
Living each day like that
If I succeed
Will everything become quiet?
My life that you think you know
Is more different from you think
Half of my life was spent sleeping in a moving car
I realized at the age of 11
That people tried to scold and speculate my life
I feel like this time is like medicine
When I was being stoned, I just stood still
Because nothing can prove me
Because the me in TV for 9 years was so young
Just like you can see stars when it’s dark
If I endure through this, I will see it
So I’m overcoming
As if it’s natural
I believe you’ll overcome too
After thinking for a while, my night was filled with words
I spent each night with my dreams
After I told myself I will succeed, I grabbed my pen again
Because this is all I can do
I only look toward success
Living each day like that
If I succeed
Will everything become quiet?
Only success