Bang Yong Guk (B.A.P) - AM 4:44

Korean

두 어깨의 짊어진 무거운 짐
내가 쓴 가면이 얼마나 무서운지 누구도 모르겠지
수 많은 사람들의 환호와 바꾼 내 열정이 뭔지 나도 모르겠어
굳이 애써 뭘 위해 계속 달리는지
열등감과 죄의식만 남아 내 목을 옳아매는 현실
뭐가 뭔지 인생에 던진 내 카드가 진짜로 옳은건지는
남들이 판단해 뭐가 그리 간단해
마음을 담은 내 가사들은 그들에겐 읽어볼 가치도 없지
다들 돈과 명예만 쫓기를 원해
결국 내 가사들은 쓰레기 편지 GO AWAY
왜 다들 내게만 편협한 시선이 돼 뭘 해도 세상은 열심히만 걸었던
내겐 전부 다 위선이네 고개를 떳떳하게 들어봤던
어린 아이를 사람들은 쳐다 봐 멍청하게 밞고 찢고 쓰러뜨리고 나서 어른들은 뻔뻔하게 걱정하네 yeh
돈으로 둘러쌓인 가치관 삐뚤어져버린 그들의 나침반
마지막 까지 날 감싸지마 그런 놈이 되라면 차라리 떠나지 난
그게 행복하게 달려왔던 동생들의 대한 존경
내겐 밤 하늘 위에 내 가슴 속 할아버지를 위한 공경

매일 밤 마다 흐르는 나의 노래
쓸데없지 그냥 이건 내 고백
내 할아버지 품으로 i will go back
i know it i know it i know it 간절해 난

다 저리가 다 저리가
이 빌어먹을 세상 다 저리가
다 저리가 다 저리가
동정 어린 시선 다 저리가
다 저리가 다 저리가
사랑 따윈 필요 없어 다 저리가
다 저리가 다 저리가 다 저리가

매일 밤 나쁜 생각들로 외롭게 언제나 밤을 새지
아무도 날 안아줄 필요 없으니 항상 내 입을 꾹 다문거지
소주 한잔에 슬픔을 마취시켜 결론은 단 한가지야
더 이상 기억도 나질 않아 대체 나란 병신새끼가 뭔지
형, 동생 들에게 뭘하든 항상 난 한 치 부끄러움없이 살고싶었어
이것을 망쳐논 새끼들은 배불리 살고 있잖아
걔들이 남긴 피해 의식 따위 절대 신경 안쓰듯이
무식한것들을 싹 다 잊으려애써 이건 마치 공허한 먼지
내 왼손에 든 알약들 처럼 내 사랑도 날 떠나갔어
내 fan들이 내 두 손을 잡어 쓰러지지 않게 날 꽉 안아서
i know 날 갇아놓은 현실의 무게감도 모두 내 버려둔채 그냥 울고싶어
필요한것 같아 난 나의 안식처 right?

매일 밤 마다 흐르는 나의 노래
쓸데없지 그냥 이건 내 고백
내 할아버지 품으로 i will go back
i know it i know it i know it 간절해 난

니가 이 세상에서 제일 외롭고 힘이들땐
니 어깨를 내가 두드려줄께 안겨도 돼 그땐
허나 넌 내가 힘이들땐 절대로 관심 조차없게
내게서 멀리 꺼져버려 위로섞인 말 전부 의미없네
왜?
상처란 의미는 내겐 no way 거짓말 뿐인 사람들에게
매일 밤 악몽에 시달려 내버려 둬
i'm just doin ma things

매일 밤 마다 흐르는 나의 노래
쓸데없지 그냥 이건 내 고백
내 할아버지 품으로 i will go back
i know it i know it i know it 간절해 난

다 저리가 다 저리가
이 빌어먹을 세상 다 저리가
다 저리가 다 저리가
동정 어린 시선 다 저리가
다 저리가 다 저리가
사랑 따윈 필요없어 다 저리가
다 저리가 다 저리가 다 저리가 다 저리가

Romanization

Du eokkae-ui jilmeojin mugeo-un jim
Naega sseun gamyeoni eolmana museo-unji
Nugudo moreugejji su manh-eun saramdeur-ui hwanhowa bakkun nae
Yeoljeongi mweonji nado moreugesseo
Gudi aesseo mweor wihae gyesog dallineunji
Yeoldong gamgwa chwi-ui shigman nama nae mogeur orhaemaeneun hyeonshil
Mwoga mwonji insaenge deonjin nae khadeuga jinjjaro oreun geonjineun
Namdeuri pandanhae mwoga geuri gandanhae
Ma-eumeul dameun nae gasadeureun geudeuregen ilgeobol gachido eobji
Dadeul dongwa myeongyeman jjoggireul wonhae
Gyeolgug nae gasadeureun sseuregi pyeongi GO AWAY

Wae dadeul naegeman pyeonhyeobhan shiseoni dwae
Mwor-haedo sesangeun yeolshimhiman georeoddeon
Naegen jeonbu da wiseon-ine
Go gaereul ddeoddeot-hage deureobwaddeon
Eorin aireul saramdeureun chyeoda bwa meongcheonghage
Balmgo jjiggo sseureo ddeurigo naseo eoreundeureun ppeonppeonhage geogjeonghane YEH
Don-euro dulleossahin gachigwa ppittureo jyeobeorin geudeur-ui nachimban
Majimag ggaji nal gamssajima geureon nomi dwiramyeon charari ddeonaji nan
G euge haengboghage dallyeowaddeon dongsaengdeuri daehan jon-gyeong
Naegen bam haneul wie nae gaseum sog harabeojireul wihan gonggyeong

Naeil bam mada heureuneun na-ui norae
Sseulde-eobjji geunyang igeon nae gobaeg
Nae harabeoji pumeuro I will go back
I know it I know it I know it ganjeolhae nan
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
I bireomeogeul sesang da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
Dongjeong eorin shiseon da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
Sarang ddawin piryo eobseo da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga da jeoriga

Naeil bam nappeun saegakdeullo wirobge eonjena bamerul saeji
Amudo nal anajul piryo eobseuni hangsang nae ibeul kkug damun geoji
Soju hanjane seulpeumeul machwishikyeo gyeolloneun dan han-gajiya
Do isang gieokdo najil anha daeche naran byeongshinsaekki ga mwonji
Hyeong, dongsaeng deurege mwolhadeun hangsang nan hanchi bukkeureo-um-eobshi
Salgo shippeosseo igeseul malchyeonon saekkidereun baebulli salgo ijjanha
Gyaedeuri namgin pihae ui-shig ddawi jeoldae shin-gyeong ansseudeushi
Mushighan-geoddeureul ssag da ijeuryeo-aesseo igeon machi gongheohan meonji
Nae winsone deul aryagdeul cheoreom nae sarangdo nal ddeona gasseo
Nae fan deuri nae du soneul jabeo sseureojiji anhge nal kkwag anaseo
I know nal gadanoheun hyeonshir-ui mugegamgo
Modu nae beoryeodunchae geunyang ul goshipeo
Piryo han-geog gata nan naui anshigcheo right?

Naeil bam mada heureuneun na-ui norae
Sseulde-eobjji geunyang igeon nae gobaeg
Nae harabeoji pumeuro I will go back
I know it I know it I know it ganjeolhae nan

Niga i sesangeseo jeil wirobgo himideulddaen
Niga eokkaereul naega dudeuryeo julkke an-gyeodo dwae geuddaen
Heona neon naega himideulddaen jeoldaero gwanshim jocha-eobge
Naegeseo meolli kkeojyeo beoryeo wiroseokkin mal seonbu ui-mi-eobne wae?
Sangcheoran ui-mineun naenen no way geojitmal ppunin saramdeurege
Maeil bam akmong-e shidallyeo caebeoryeo dwo
I’m just doing ma things

I’m just doin ma things

Everything’s gonna be alright

English

The heavy weight carried on two shoulders
Nobody would know how scary the mask I wear is
I don’t even know what I traded my passion for in place of everyone’s cheers
For what am I insisting on trying so hard for to keep on running
Feeling inferior and guilty are what’s left reality is rising and blocking my throat
What is what if the card life has thrown at me is really right
Others judge for me what is so simple
The lyrics I put my heart into isn’t worth reading to them
Everyone wants to chase after money and fame
In the end my lyrics are trash letters GO AWAY
Why do they all only look at me close mindedly Whatever I did to walk enthusiastically the world
To them was hypocrisy trying to holding his head up in pride
People stared at the young child like he was dumb adults shamelessly worry for you after stepping, ripping, and making you fall over yeh
Values surrounded with money their crooked compass
Don’t try to defend me until the end I rather leave than become like someone like them
Respect toward my dongsaengs who thought it was happiness and ran
To me above the night sky reverence for my grandfather in my heart

Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need

Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away

Every night I spend my lonely nights with bad thoughts
No one needs to hold me so I shut my mouth tight
With a glass of soju I anesthetize the sadness in the end it’s all one thing
I don’t even remember any more just what a dumb shit like me is
I wanted to live without an ounce of shame to my hyungs and dongsaengs no matter what I did
The assholes who ruined this are living with their bellies full
Just as they don’t pay attention to the victim mentality they have left behind
To try to forget all the ignorant ones is like empty dust
Just like the pills in my left hand my love has also left me
My fans hold my two hands and hold me so I won’t fall
I know I want to leave and put down the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry
I think I need it I’m my own refuge right?

Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need

When you’re feeling the loneliest and having a hard time from this world
I will pat your shoulder you can lean into me then
However, whenever I am having a hard time so that you won’t even be interested
Get far away from me, all the words of comfort is meaningless
Why?
The meaning of ‘hurt’ to me, no way only to the people full of lies
Everynight I suffer through nightmares, leave me alone
I’m just doin ma things

Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away

I’m just doin ma things

Everything’s gonna be alright