어질러진 책상을 바라보다
변한 것 없이 변해버린 나를 봐
울 수도 없고 웃을 수도 없는
너도 다 아는 그런 맘일 거야
그때 넌 무슨 생각이었을까
잔인하다 해도 모두 말해줘
바보같이 난 좋았던 일만
그런 것밖엔 안 떠올라서
후회한다고 뭐가 달라질까
돌아간다고 뭘 할 수 있을까
버틸 힘도 견딜 힘도 없어
어둑해진 밤하늘 바라보다
쓸쓸하게 날 비추던 달빛과
그 옆에 조용히 빛나던 그 별빛에
취해 난 너를 떠올리며 웃고 있었어
그때 넌 무슨 생각이었을까
잔인하다 해도 모두 말해줘
바보같이 난 좋았던 일만
그런 것밖엔 안 떠올라서
후회한다고 뭐가 달라질까
돌아간다고 뭘 할 수 있을까
버틸 힘도 견딜 힘도 없어
차라리 모진 말로 날
다신 뒤돌아볼 수도 없게
날 밀어내
지나쳐버린 시간을 원망해
붙잡을 수 없단 것도 알지만
다가갈수록 멀어지는 게
모두 내 탓인 것만 같은데
여기서 포기하라고 말해줘
그게 더 나을 거야 지금의 난
버틸 힘도 견딜 힘도 없어
너도 아는 그런 맘인 거야
eojilleojin chaeksangeul baraboda
byeonhan geot eopsi byeonhaebeorin nareul bwa
ul sudo eopsgo useul sudo eopsneun
neodo da aneun geureon mamil geoya
geuttae neon museun saenggagieosseulkka
janinhada haedo modu malhaejwo
babogati nan johassdeon ilman
geureon geosbakken an tteoollaseo
huhoehandago mwoga dallajilkka
doragandago mwol hal su isseulkka
beotil himdo gyeondil himdo eopseo
eodukhaejin bamhaneul baraboda
sseulsseulhage nal bichudeon dalbichgwa
geu yeope joyonghi bichnadeon geu byeolbiche
chwihae nan neoreul tteoollimyeo usgo isseosseo
geuttae neon museun saenggagieosseulkka
janinhada haedo modu malhaejwo
babogati nan johassdeon ilman
geureon geosbakken an tteoollaseo
huhoehandago mwoga dallajilkka
doragandago mwol hal su isseulkka
beotil himdo gyeondil himdo eopseo
charari mojin mallo nal
dasin dwidorabol sudo eopsge
nal mireonae
jinachyeobeorin siganeul wonmanghae
butjabeul su eopsdan geosdo aljiman
dagagalsurok meoreojineun ge
modu nae tasin geosman gateunde
yeogiseo pogiharago malhaejwo
geuge deo naeul geoya jigeumui nan
beotil himdo gyeondil himdo eopseo
neodo aneun geureon mamin geoya
Look at a messy desk
Look at me that has changed without changing
I can't cry and I can't laugh
It must be a feeling that you all know
What were you thinking then
Tell me everything even if it's cruel
Like a fool, I only liked things
I can only think of that
What will change if I regret
What can I do if I go back
I have no strength to endure, no strength to endure
Looking at the darkened night sky
The moonlight that lit me lonely
The starlight that quietly shone beside him
Drunk I was thinking of you and smiling
What were you thinking then
Tell me everything even if it's cruel
Like a fool, I only liked things
I can only think of that
What will change if I regret
What can I do if I go back
I have no strength to endure, no strength to endure
I'd rather use harsh words
So that I can't look back
Push me out
I blame the past time
I know I can't hold onto
The closer you get, the farther you get
I think it's all my fault
Tell me to give up here
That would be better
I have no strength to endure, no strength to endure
It's a feeling you know too