어제도 많이 마셨나봐
머리가 깨질것같아
일어날 힘조차없어
며칠째 쌓여가는
설거지와 빨래들
나를 더 비참하게 만들어
잔뜩 찡그린 표정으로
널부러진 내옷들을
하나둘 정리하다가
주저앉았어
왈칵 눈물이 흘렀어
엉망인 내모습이
나답지가 않아서
이런 내가 싫어서
난 죽지못해 살아
너없이 난 마지못해 살아
사는게 지옥 같은데
숨쉴때 마다 아픈데
내가 어떻게 잘살아
점점 말라가는 화분도
먼지 가득한 내방도
이제는 익숙해져가
시간이 가면
괜찮아지는 사람들
그게 부럽기도해
나는 시간이가도
소용없을 테니까
난 죽지못해 살아
너없이 난 마지못해 살아
사는게 지옥같은데
숨쉴때마다 아픈데
내가 어떻게 잘살아
니가 보라고
제발 돌아오라고
내가 나를 더
망치고있어
니가 내 전부였는데
넌 떠났으니까
살아갈 이유가 없잖아
난 죽지못해 살아
너없이 난 마지못해 살아
사는게 지옥같은데
숨쉴때 마다 아픈데
내가 어떻게 잘살아
eojedo manhi masyeossnabwa
meoriga kkaejilgeosgata
ireonal himjochaeopseo
myeochiljjae ssahyeoganeun
seolgeojiwa ppallaedeul
nareul deo bichamhage mandeureo
jantteuk jjinggeurin pyojeongeuro
neolbureojin naeosdeureul
hanadul jeongrihadaga
jujeoanjasseo
walkak nunmuri heulleosseo
eongmangin naemoseubi
nadapjiga anhaseo
ireon naega silheoseo
nan jukjimoshae sara
neoeopsi nan majimoshae sara
saneunge jiok gateunde
sumswilttae mada apeunde
naega eotteohge jalsara
jeomjeom mallaganeun hwabundo
meonji gadeukhan naebangdo
ijeneun iksukhaejyeoga
sigani gamyeon
gwaenchanhajineun saramdeul
geuge bureopgidohae
naneun siganigado
soyongeopseul tenikka
nan jukjimoshae sara
neoeopsi nan majimoshae sara
saneunge jiokgateunde
sumswilttaemada apeunde
naega eotteohge jalsara
niga borago
jebal doraorago
naega nareul deo
mangchigoisseo
niga nae jeonbuyeossneunde
neon tteonasseunikka
saragal iyuga eopsjanha
nan jukjimoshae sara
neoeopsi nan majimoshae sara
saneunge jiokgateunde
sumswilttae mada apeunde
naega eotteohge jalsara
I guess you drank a lot yesterday.
I think my head will break.
There is no power to rise.
For a few days
Washing dishes and laundry
Make me miserable
With a grimace of expression
My broken clothes
One by one,
I'm sitting down.
I had a tear in my arms.
I'm in a mess
I did not like it
I hate this.
I can not die
I live reluctantly without you
It's like living in hell.
It hurts whenever I breathe.
How i live well
Increasingly,
Dirt-filled inner room
Now get used to it.
When the time comes
People getting better
It envies it.
I have no time
It will not be useful.
I can not die
I live reluctantly without you
It's like living in hell.
It hurts whenever I breathe.
How i live well
You see
Please come back
I have more me
I'm ruining it.
You were all mine.
Because you left.
There's no reason to live.
I can not die
I live reluctantly without you
It's like living in hell.
It hurts whenever I breathe.
How i live well