벌써 새 계절 어느 사이
싸늘해진 밤공기
어떠니 건강히 지내니
집 앞을 걷다 또 네 생각이 나
아파야 맞는 건데
사람 맘이 신기하지
이렇게 널 떠올릴 때마다
난 말이야
아픈 채로 참 반가워
날 바라보던 너 가만히
내 얘기를 듣던 너
그러다 활짝 웃던 너
한 순간도 놓치기 싫은
너의 기억 위에 나를 기대본다
숨 쉬듯 익숙해
오래된 소파에
온몸을 맡긴 것처럼
너를 생각하면 여전히 아늑해
문득 궁금해져
너도 가끔 내 생각이 나는지
그럴 땐 어떤 표정일지
별것도 아닌 시시한 생각들
잊어야 좋을 텐데
사람 맘이 이상하지
이렇게 너를 떠올릴 때면
정말 다 잊혀질까 봐 겁이 나
날 매만지던 너
가볍게 나에게 안기던 너
어느새 눈을 감던 너
어느 것도 버리기 힘든
우리 시간들이 나를 감싸온다
그걸로 따스해 담요처럼
포근한 그때 그곳 우리 둘
너를 간직하는 일이 내겐
지우는 일보다 늘 쉬워서
한 순간도 널 잊지 못하는 나
숨 쉬듯 익숙해
사랑했던 기억에 나를 맡길 때 마다
여전히 아늑해 아늑해서 아파
beolsseo sae gyejeol eoneu sai
ssaneulhaejin bamgonggi
eotteoni geonganghi jinaeni
jip apeul geotda tto ne saenggagi na
apaya majneun geonde
saram mami singihaji
ireohge neol tteoollil ttaemada
nan mariya
apeun chaero cham bangawo
nal barabodeon neo gamanhi
nae yaegireul deutdeon neo
geureoda hwaljjak usdeon neo
han sungando nohchigi silheun
neoui gieok wie nareul gidaebonda
sum swideut iksukhae
oraedoen sopae
onmomeul matgin geoscheoreom
neoreul saenggakhamyeon yeojeonhi aneukhae
mundeuk gunggeumhaejyeo
neodo gakkeum nae saenggagi naneunji
geureol ttaen eotteon pyojeongilji
byeolgeosdo anin sisihan saenggakdeul
ijeoya joheul tende
saram mami isanghaji
ireohge neoreul tteoollil ttaemyeon
jeongmal da ijhyeojilkka bwa geobi na
nal maemanjideon neo
gabyeopge naege angideon neo
eoneusae nuneul gamdeon neo
eoneu geosdo beorigi himdeun
uri sigandeuri nareul gamssaonda
geugeollo ttaseuhae damyocheoreom
pogeunhan geuttae geugot uri dul
neoreul ganjikhaneun iri naegen
jiuneun ilboda neul swiwoseo
han sungando neol ijji moshaneun na
sum swideut iksukhae
saranghaessdeon gieoge nareul matgil ttae mada
yeojeonhi aneukhae aneukhaeseo apa
It’s already a new season
The night air has gotten cold
How are you? Are you healthy?
I walked by your house and thought of you again
I should be hurting
But the human heart is so mysterious
Every time I think of you
It hurts but I’m happy
You, who used to quietly look at me
You, who used to listen to my stories
You, who used to smile brightly
I’m leaning on your memories
That I don’t want to lose for a single moment
I’m used to it, just like breathing
Like laying down on an old couch
When I think of you, it’s still so cozy
Suddenly, I get curious
Do you sometimes think of me too?
If you do, what kind of face do you make?
I think about these little things
It would be better to forget you
But the human heart is so strange
Every time I think of you
I get so scared that I’ll really forget you
You, who used to touch me
you, who used to lightly come into my arms
You, who closed your eyes
Every single part of us is hard to throw away
It wraps around me
It’s warm, like a blanket
The cozy times, in those times, us two
Keeping you is always easier than erasing you
I can’t forget you for a single moment
I’m used to it, just like breathing
Every time I trust myself in the loving memories
It’s still so cozy, so cozy that it hurts