믿었어 너를 나라고
어두운 내 삶에 구원이라고
가혹한 세상 이 악물고 버틴 이유
절대 무너질 수 없던 이유
너였는데
날 살게 했던 그 눈빛 다 연극이었니
수줍던 고백 따스한 약속들도
거짓인 거니
견딜 수 없이 미운 건
오히려 나였어
지금도 너의 눈빛 속에
어젤 찾는 나야
좋았니 두 역 맡을 때
내게서 울고 뒤돌아 웃을 때
어디서 어디까지 도려내야 할지
모든 날 모든 밤 니 모든 게
나였는데
날 살게 했던 그 눈빛 다 연극이었니
수줍던 고백 따스한 약속들도
거짓인 거니
견딜 수 없이 미운 건
오히려 나였어
지금도 너의 눈빛 속에
꿈을 꾸는 나야
말해줄래 장난이 길었다고
진심을 다한 사람의 결말이 이거니
모든 걸 주고 모든 걸 건 그 죄로
전불 잃는 것
견딜 수 없이 슬픈 건
오히려 나였어
두 번 다시는 어떤 맘도
믿지 못할 나야
mideosseo neoreul narago
eoduun nae salme guwonirago
gahokhan sesang i akmulgo beotin iyu
jeoldae muneojil su eopsdeon iyu
neoyeossneunde
nal salge haessdeon geu nunbit da yeongeugieossni
sujupdeon gobaek ttaseuhan yaksokdeuldo
geojisin geoni
gyeondil su eopsi miun geon
ohiryeo nayeosseo
jigeumdo neoui nunbit soge
eojel chajneun naya
johassni du yeok mateul ttae
naegeseo ulgo dwidora useul ttae
eodiseo eodikkaji doryeonaeya halji
modeun nal modeun bam ni modeun ge
nayeossneunde
nal salge haessdeon geu nunbit da yeongeugieossni
sujupdeon gobaek ttaseuhan yaksokdeuldo
geojisin geoni
gyeondil su eopsi miun geon
ohiryeo nayeosseo
jigeumdo neoui nunbit soge
kkumeul kkuneun naya
malhaejullae jangnani gireossdago
jinsimeul dahan saramui gyeolmari igeoni
modeun geol jugo modeun geol geon geu joero
jeonbul ilhneun geos
gyeondil su eopsi seulpeun geon
ohiryeo nayeosseo
du beon dasineun eotteon mamdo
mitji moshal naya
I believed you were me
Salvation in my dark life
The reason I grit my teeth and endure this harsh world
The reason it could never collapse
It was you
Was the look in your eyes that brought me alive all just a play?
Shy confessions and warm promises
Is it a lie?
What I hate so much is
Rather it was me
Even now in your eyes
It's me who's looking for you
Was it good when you took on the two roles?
When you cry at me and turn around and smile
Where and how far should I cut out?
Every day, every night, everything about you
It was me
Was the look in your eyes that brought me alive all just a play?
Shy confessions and warm promises
Is it a lie?
What I hate so much is
Rather it was me
Even now in your eyes
It's me who dreams
Will you tell me that the joke was long?
Is this the ending of someone who is sincere?
For the sin of giving everything and risking everything
losing everything
The unbearably sad thing is
Rather it was me
I will never feel anything again
It's me who can't believe it