뒤돌아 봤을 때
생각보다 멀리
와있었어 난 혼자였고
문득 겁이 났지
내가 날 봤을 때
지쳐있단 사실을
몰랐었어 난 외로웠고
문득 겁이 났지
넌 잘하고 있어
헷갈릴 때면
여태 그랬던 것처럼
그냥 Go
너답게 해
너는 너를 알아
연습했잖아
한 수 천 번은 말야
좌절 한 두 번
이젠 시시해
원래 기회라는 건
인생의 위기에
넌 알잖아
다시 일어나는 법
천국여행 간다며
어서 싸 캐리어
멈추지 마라
아직 할 일 많아
뒷바라지하는
부모님의 사진봐
넌 동생들의 거울이자
가족들의 별
네가 잠을 줄여야만
그들이 편하게 숙면
야 이 병신아
티 좀내지마
마음 단단히 먹어
알아 외롭지만
견뎌내야 돼
눈물 흘리냐 사내새끼가
뚝 그치고
다시 들어 책임감
eh- 아무것도 보기 싫었을 때
억지로 눈을 부릅뜬 건
그냥 겁나서
덜컥 겁이 나서 그래 u-eh-o
아무 말도하기 싫었을 때
일부러 목소릴 높인 건
There is no other reason
겁이나 난 겁이나
(겁이 나)
입버릇처럼 말했어
언제나 나는 나를 믿어
상대는 없다며
But enemy was in my mirror
계속된 싸움에
이성을 잃었었나봐
내가 나를 죽였어
엄마도 내 눈치를 봐
대중의 관심을 받는 게 eh-
CCTV 속에 사는 게 eh-
한곳만 죽어라 팠는데
그게 내 무덤이
될 수도 있다는 게
무서웠어
아버지 날 보고 있다면
정답을 알려줘
어른이 되기엔
난 어리고 여려
아직도 방법을 모르고
부딪히는 짓만 하기엔
너무 아프다는 걸
이제 알았어 너무 늦었나봐
무식하게 채찍질만 하기엔
아물지 않은
상처가 너무 많아
eh- 아무것도 보기 싫었을 때
억지로 눈을 부릅뜬 건
그냥 겁나서
덜컥 겁이 나서 그래 u-eh-o
아무 말도하기 싫었을 때
일부러 목소릴 높인 건
There is no other reason
겁이나 난 겁이나
난 모든 게 감사해
내 종교를 떠나서
6년 전부터 이 꼬맹이를
이용하려 했던
악덕 대표님들 조차
날 구원해준 지금의 회사도
이 무대를 내어준
수많은 참가자도
남자의 삶을 알려준
하늘에 계신 큰아빠도
가족, 내 어깨들과
형제 같은 멤버들도
딱 오늘까지만 위로를 받고
내일부턴 겁쟁이가 아닌
성숙해진 나로
eh- 아무것도 보기 싫었을 때
억지로 눈을 부릅뜬 건
그냥 겁나서
덜컥 겁이 나서 그래 u-eh-o
아무 말도하기 싫었을 때
일부러 목소릴 높인 건
There is no other reason
겁이나 난 겁이나
dwidola bwasseul ttae
saenggagboda meolli
waisseosseo nan honjayeossgo
mundeug geobi nassji
naega nal bwasseul ttae
jichyeoissdan sasileul
mollasseosseo nan oelowossgo
mundeug geobi nassji
neon jalhago isseo hesgallil ttaemyeon
yeotae geulaessdeon geoscheoleom geunyang Go
neodabge hae neoneun neoleul ala
yeonseubhaessjanha han su cheon beoneun malya
jwajeol han du beon ijen sisihae
wonlae gihoelaneun geon insaengui wigie
neon aljanha dasi ileonaneun beob
cheongugyeohaeng gandamyeo eoseo ssa kaelieo
meomchuji mala ajig hal il manha
dwisbalajihaneun bumonimui sajinbwa
neon dongsaengdeului geoulija gajogdeului byeol
nega jameul julyeoyaman
geudeuli pyeonhage sugmyeon
ya i byeongsina ti jom naejima
maeum dandanhi meogeo ala oelobjiman
gyeondyeonaeya dwae
nunmul heullinya sanaesaekkiga
ttug geuchigo dasi deuleo chaegimgam
eh amugeosdo bogi silheosseul ttae
eogjilo nuneul buleubtteun geon
geunyang geobnaseo
deolkeog geobi naseo geulae u eh o
amu maldo hagi silheosseul ttae
ilbuleo mogsolil nopin geon
There is no other reason
geobi na nan geobi na
ibbeoleuscheoleom malhaesseo
eonjena naneun naleul mideo
sangdaeneun eobsdamyeo
But enemy was in my mirror
gyesogdoen ssaume iseongeul ilheosseossnabwa
naega naleul jugyeosseo
eommado nae nunchileul bwa
daejungui gwansimeul badneun ge eh
CCTV soge saneun ge eh
hangosman jugeola passneunde
geuge nae mudeomi doel sudo
issdaneun ge museowosseo
abeoji nal bogo issdamyeon
jeongdabeul allyeojwo
eoleuni doegien nan eoligo yeolyeo
ajigdo bangbeobeul moleugo
budijhineun jisman hagien
neomu apeudaneun geol
ije alasseo neomu neujeossnabwa
musighage chaejjigjilman hagien
amulji anheun sangcheoga neomu manha
eh amugeosdo bogi silheosseul ttae
eogjilo nuneul buleubtteun geon
geunyang geobnaseo
deolkeog geobi naseo geulae u eh o
amu maldo hagi silheosseul ttae
ilbuleo mogsolil nopin geon
There is no other reason
geobi na nan geobi na
jakku geobi na
nan modeun ge gamsahae
nae jonggyoleul tteonaseo
6nyeon jeonbuteo i kkomaengileul
iyonghalyeo haessdeon
agdeog daepyonimdeul jocha
nal guwonhaejun jigeumui hoesado
i mudaeleul naeeojun sumanheun chamgajado
namjaui salmeul allyeojun
haneule gyesin keunappado
gajog nae eokkaedeulgwa
hyeongje gateun membeodeuldo
ttag oneulkkajiman wiloleul badgo
naeilbuteon geobjaengiga anin
seongsughaejin nalo
eh amugeosdo bogi silheosseul ttae
eogjilo nuneul buleubtteun geon
geunyang geobnaseo
deolkeog geobi naseo geulae u eh o
amu maldo hagi silheosseul ttae
ilbuleo mogsolil nopin geon
There is no other reason
geobi na nan geobi na
When I turned around
I saw that I came farther than I thought
I was alone and I suddenly got afraid
When I saw myself
I didn’t know I was exhausted
I was lonely and I suddenly got afraid
You’re doing a good job
When I get confused, I tell myself that and just go
Be yourself, know yourself
I practiced about several thousand times
Being in despair once or twice is child’s play now
Opportunities are always ways to get up from moments of crisis, you know
Going on a trip to heaven? Hurry and pack your carrier
Don’t stop, there’s still a lot to do
Look at the photo of your parents, providing for you
You’re the mirror to your younger siblings, you’re the star of your family
Only when you cut back on your sleep, can they peacefully sleep
Hey you idiot, don’t make it obvious
Be strong, I know you’re lonely
But you need to get through it, are you crying? Be a man
Stop crying and take responsibility once more
When I didn’t wanna see anything
The reason I forced my eyes to open wide
Is because I was just scared
It’s because I was suddenly scared
When I didn’t wanna say anything
The reason I raised my voice
There is no other reason
It’s because I’m afraid, I’m afraid
I used to say this like a habit
That I always believe in myself
That I have no worthy opponent
But enemy was in my mirror
Maybe I lost my reasoning in this continued fight
I killed myself, even my mom is careful with me
Receiving the interest of the public
Living inside a CCTV
I only crazily dug one well
But I was afraid that could become my grave
Dad, if you’re looking at me, tell me the answer
I’m too young and soft to become an adult
I still don’t know how
It hurts too much to just crash into things
Now I know, it’s too late to foolishly whip
There are still too many unhealed wounds
When I didn’t wanna see anything
The reason I forced my eyes to open wide
Is because I was just scared
It’s because I was suddenly scared
When I didn’t wanna say anything
The reason I raised my voice
There is no other reason
It’s because I’m afraid, I’m afraid
I give thanks for everything, aside from my religion
Even the evil CEO who tried to use me when I was a kid 6 years ago
Even my company that saved me right now
All the participants who gave me this stage
My uncle who is in heaven, who taught me how to be a man
My family, my members who are like my shoulders and my brothers
I’ll just be comforted for one day
So starting tomorrow, I won’t be a coward but a matured me
When I didn’t wanna see anything
The reason I forced my eyes to open wide
Is because I was just scared
It’s because I was suddenly scared
When I didn’t wanna say anything
The reason I raised my voice
There is no other reason
It’s because I’m afraid, I’m afraid