Big World

You left me in this big world
You surely knew that I’d be totally
alone in this place
People are together,
They stare at me
“Where is he?”

You left me with no choice
So I chose the way
of locking up the door
So no one could tear it
apart again
I slammed it hard, for you to hear
But I left my window open

You were not part of me,
you were my everything
Everything we had was
the dreams of my childhood
Yeah, I wanted a family

You were not part of it,
you are the everything
Isn’t that your reason why
you want me to stay
I can’t live without you
in this big world

You left me in this dark place
didn’t even have room
in your heart for my last words
But my sadface for you,
It was a happyface
to hide my tears away from you

The scars too deep,
the deaths too painful
Not strange at all
in this big, messy,
cruel world we live in

But I had you
yeah, I had you
Ever since I met you
I finally had feelings,
small hopes and little wishes
I had you

You were not part of me,
you were my everything
Everything we had was
the dreams of my childhood
Yeah, I wanted a family

You were not part of it,
you are the everything
Isn’t that your reason why
you want me to stay
I can’t live without you
in this big world