나이를 먹어가고
세상을 알아가네
그럼에도 세상을 모르는 게 더 약이었을까
불이 꺼진 방 안과는
전혀 다른 야경을 바라보며
낮게 읊즈린 말
점점 어른이 되나 봐
기억이 안 나
내가 바란 것들은 무엇이었나
나 이제는 겁나
내 꿈의 파편들은 어디로 갔나
숨은 쉬는데
심장은 고장이 난 것 같은데
그래 이젠 말야 꿈을 쥐는 게
버겁기만 한 어른이 되는 게 어른이 되는데
스물이 되면 바뀔 줄 알았지
졸업을 하면 바뀔 줄 알았지
Shit 그렇게 렇게 서른이면
그래 그래서 나는 뭐가 바뀌었지
가끔씩 덜컥 이유 없이 눈물이 쏟아져
내가 바란 삶 내가 원한 삶 그저 그런 삶
뭐가 됐든 이젠 상관없지
하루라도 막 걱정 없이
하루라도 막 고민 없이
사는 게 사는 게 사는 게
점점 어른이 되나 봐
기억이 안 나
내가 바란 것들은 무엇이었나
나 이제는 겁나
내 꿈의 파편들은 어디로 갔나
숨은 쉬는데
심장은 고장이 난 것 같은데
그래 이젠 말야 꿈을 쥐는 게
버겁기만 한 어른이 되는 게 어른이 되는데
naireul meogeogago
sesangeul aragane
geureomedo sesangeul moreuneun ge deo yakieosseulkka
buri kkeojin bang angwaneun
jeonhyeo dareun yagyeongeul barabomyeo
natge eulpjeurin mal
jeomjeom eoreuni doena bwa
gieoki an na
naega baran geotteureun mueosieonna
na ijeneun geobna
nae kkumye papyeondeureun eodiro ganna
sumeun shwineunde
shimjangeun gojangi nan geot gateunde
geurae ijen marya kkumeul jwineun ge
beogeobgiman han eoreuni doeneun ge eoreuni doeneunde
seumuri doemyeon bakkwil jul aratchi
joreopeul hamyeon bakkwil jul aratchi
Shit geureoke reohke seoreunimyeon
geurae geuraeseo naneun mweoga bakkwieotchi
gakkeumsshik deolkeok iyu eopshi nunmuri ssodajyeo
naega baran salm naega weonhan salm geujeo geureon salm
mweoga dwaetteun ijen sanggwaneopji
harurado mak geokjeong eopshi
harurado mak gomin eopshi
saneun ge saneun ge saneun ge
jeomjeom eoreuni doena bwa
gieoki an na
naega baran geotteureun mueosieonna
na ijeneun geobna
nae kkumye papyeondeureun eodiro ganna
sumeun shwineunde
shimjangeun gojangi nan geot gateunde
geurae ijen marya kkumeul jwineun ge
beogeobgiman han eoreuni doeneun ge eoreuni doeneunde
I grow older
and become to know the world
And yet, would it have been better to not know the world?
Looking at the night view
that’s completely different from inside of the room with lights off,
the words that I murmured
Perhaps, I’m gradually becoming an adult
I can’t remember
What are the things that I hoped for
Now I’m scared
Where did the fragments of my dream go
Though I’m breathing,
it feels like my heart has broken down
Yeah, to talk about now, finding it hard to hold onto your dream
That’s becoming an adult, becoming an adult
I thought I’d change when I turned twenty
I thought I’d change when I graduated
Shit, like that, that, when I become thirty,
yeah, so what changed with me
Sometimes, tears suddenly pour down with no reason
The life I wished for, the life I wanted, a so-so life
Whatever it is, it doesn’t matter anymore
For just one day, without any concerns,
for just one day, without any worries,
to live, to live, to live
Perhaps, I’m gradually becoming an adult
I can’t remember
What are the things that I hoped for
Now I’m scared
Where did the fragments of my dream go
Though I’m breathing,
it feels like my heart has broken down
Yeah, to talk about now, finding it hard to hold onto your dream
That’s becoming an adult, becoming an adult