갈수록 자꾸만 처져 가는 어깨
후회를 거듭해 나온 말은
이걸 어째
떳떳하고 싶고
떵떵거리고 싶은데
그 꿈이 자꾸 희미해져
쌀알보다 작게
늘어만 가는 자책 자괴감 속에
나는 그 어느 곳에도
속해있지 못해 마음만 급해
조급병이 또 도진 탓에
숨막히고 답답해
내 병명은 아마 급체
장원으로 급제하는 것까지는
바라지도 않았는데
시험 볼 기회도 쉽게
내게 내어주지를 않네
큰 벽돌 하나 삼킨듯해
내려가지도 올라 가지도 못해
위산만 역류해
전부 괴물로 변해 날 보는 시선에
나도 괴물이 되어
하루하루를 겨루네
뒤틀린 생각과 행동으로
가득 채우다 뒤틀려져
비틀거리는 짓 난 안 해
나의 가족과 날 믿는 내 사람과
내 차가운 현실에도
cheers to me cheers to me yeah
나의 노래와 앞이 보이지 않는
나의 창창한 미래에도
cheers to me cheers to me
지금 너는 돋보기 쓴 노인처럼
그게 눈 앞에 있는 걸로 느끼겠지
하지만 손을 휘저어도
닿을 리가 없지
사실 더 멀리 있으니
그 안경을 좀 벗고 현실을 봐
안경 뒤 네가 만든
왜곡돼있는 합리화에 속지마
그리 예쁘지 않을지도 몰라
생각보다 가까울지도 멀지도 몰라
but I don’t give a shit
긴 터널도 끝엔 보이지 빛
배고픔을 견뎌내면 더 맛있게 eat
하듯이 조급함을 없애 꿋꿋하게
that’s it that’s it that’s me that’s me
돌아가든 직진하든
뒤돌아선 가지마
쉽게 얻어질수록 전부다 that’s not mine
멈추지마 흔들리지마 keep that in mind
다가갈수록 될거야 난 one of a kind
나의 가족과 날 믿는 내 사람과
내 차가운 현실에도
cheers to me cheers to me yeah
나의 노래와 앞이 보이지 않는
나의 창창한 미래에도
cheers to me cheers to me
나의 가족과 날 믿는 내 사람과
내 차가운 현실에도
cheers to me cheers to me yeah
나의 노래와 앞이 보이지 않는
나의 창창한 미래에도
cheers to me cheers to me
생각을 더듬어봐
떠올려 보란말야
행복했던 때를 말야
어쩌면 내가 말야
가진 게 없다면 만약
이렇게나 작아질까
앞이 안보이겠지
but 긴 터널도 끝엔 보이지 빛
배고픔을 견뎌내면 더 맛있게 eat
하듯이 조급함을 없애 꿋꿋하게
that’s it that’s me
앞이 안보이겠지
but 긴 터널도 끝엔 보이지 빛
배고픔을 견뎌내면 더 맛있게 eat
하듯이 조급함을 없애 꿋꿋하게
that’s it that’s me
galsurok jakkuman cheojyeo ganeun eokkae
huhoereul geodeuphae naon mareun
igeol eojjae
tteostteoshago sipgo
tteongtteonggeorigo sipeunde
geu kkumi jakku huimihaejyeo
ssaralboda jakge
neureoman ganeun jachaek jagoegam soge
naneun geu eoneu gosedo
sokhaeissji moshae maeumman geuphae
jogeupbyeongi tto dojin tase
summakhigo dapdaphae
nae byeongmyeongeun ama geupche
jangwoneuro geupjehaneun geoskkajineun
barajido anhassneunde
siheom bol gihoedo swipge
naege naeeojujireul anhne
keun byeokdol hana samkindeushae
naeryeogajido olla gajido moshae
wisanman yeokryuhae
jeonbu goemullo byeonhae nal boneun siseone
nado goemuri doeeo
haruharureul gyeorune
dwiteullin saenggakgwa haengdongeuro
gadeuk chaeuda dwiteullyeojyeo
biteulgeorineun jit nan an hae
naui gajokgwa nal mitneun nae saramgwa
nae chagaun hyeonsiredo
cheers to me cheers to me yeah
naui noraewa api boiji anhneun
naui changchanghan miraeedo
cheers to me cheers to me
jigeum neoneun dotbogi sseun noincheoreom
geuge nun ape issneun geollo neukkigessji
hajiman soneul hwijeoeodo
daheul riga eopsji
sasil deo meolli isseuni
geu angyeongeul jom beosgo hyeonsireul bwa
angyeong dwi nega mandeun
waegokdwaeissneun haprihwae sokjima
geuri yeppeuji anheuljido molla
saenggakboda gakkauljido meoljido molla
but I don’t give a shit
gin teoneoldo kkeuten boiji bicc
baegopeumeul gyeondyeonaemyeon deo masissge eat
hadeusi jogeuphameul eopsae kkuskkushage
that’s it that’s it that’s me that’s me
doragadeun jikjinhadeun
dwidoraseon gajima
swipge eodeojilsurok jeonbuda that’s not mine
meomchujima heundeullijima keep that in mind
dagagalsurok doelgeoya nan one of a kind
naui gajokgwa nal mitneun nae saramgwa
nae chagaun hyeonsiredo
cheers to me cheers to me yeah
naui noraewa api boiji anhneun
naui changchanghan miraeedo
cheers to me cheers to me
naui gajokgwa nal mitneun nae saramgwa
nae chagaun hyeonsiredo
cheers to me cheers to me yeah
naui noraewa api boiji anhneun
naui changchanghan miraeedo
cheers to me cheers to me
saenggageul deodeumeobwa
tteoollyeo boranmarya
haengbokhaessdeon ttaereul marya
eojjeomyeon naega marya
gajin ge eopsdamyeon manyak
ireohgena jagajilkka
api anboigessji
but gin teoneoldo kkeuten boiji bicc
baegopeumeul gyeondyeonaemyeon deo masissge eat
hadeusi jogeuphameul eopsae kkuskkushage
that’s it that’s me
api anboigessji
but gin teoneoldo kkeuten boiji bicc
baegopeumeul gyeondyeonaemyeon deo masissge eat
hadeusi jogeuphameul eopsae kkuskkushage
that’s it that’s me
Shoulder
The words that I regret
This
I want to be honest.
I want to go
The dream is getting faint.
Less than rice grain
In an increasingly self-inflicted self-discipline
I can not live anywhere
I can not belong, I'm in a hurry
Because of the accidental illness,
It's choked and stuffy.
My illness is probably
Until the quarantine
I did not even want it.
Opportunities for exam balls are easy
I will not give it to me.
I think I swallowed a big brick.
I can not go down and go up.
Gastric acid reflux
Everything turns into a monster,
I become a monster.
I will try my day
With twisted thoughts and actions
Fill it up.
I'm not staggering.
My family and my people who believe in me
Even in my cold reality
cheers to me
My song and my front is invisible
In my bright future
cheers to me cheers to me
Now you are like a man with a magnifying glass
You'll feel it in front of you.
But even if you shake your hand
It can not reach.
Actually, it's farther away.
Take off those glasses and see the reality.
Glasses behind you made
Do not fall for the rationalization that is distorted.
It may not be so pretty.
I do not know if it's closer than I thought.
I do not give a shit
At the end of a long tunnel,
It will be more delicious if you endure hunger
As if to remove the impatience
That's it.
Whether you go back or go straight
Do not go back
The easier it gets, the more it's not mine
Do not stop, do not move, keep that in mind
I'll be close to you I'm one of a kind
My family and my people who believe in me
Even in my cold reality
cheers to me
My song and my front is invisible
In my bright future
cheers to me cheers to me
My family and my people who believe in me
Even in my cold reality
cheers to me
My song and my front is invisible
In my bright future
cheers to me cheers to me
Stutter your thoughts.
Just remember me.
When I was happy.
Maybe I am
If you do not have anything
Will it be so small
I can not see the front.
but at the end of a long tunnel
It will be more delicious if you endure hunger
As if to remove the impatience
that's it's me
I can not see the front.
but at the end of a long tunnel
It will be more delicious if you endure hunger
As if to remove the impatience
that's it's me