눈을 좀 늦게 뜨고선
눈앞엔 벽이 흐리게
베갯잇이 붉게 번져
난 일어날 수 없을 거야
기억을 조립해 볼까
아냐 모르는 게 낫지
쓰레기 더미 쌓인 집
내겐 그 아무도 없을 거야
닦아낸 상처도
토해낸 것들도
원래 내 것이었던가
집착이었을까
세면대 위
떠다니는 핏물들을
다시 담아
내 얼굴을 다시 씻어내
내 친구들의
걱정 어린
시선도 사라진 채
난 원래 그런
귀를 닫은 놈
돼버렸나
그게 참 무섭다던데
웃음만 남은 사이라
상관없어 나
전활걸어
아예 날 잊어버려줘
닦아낸 상처도
토해낸 것들도
원래 내 것이었던가
집착이었을까
세면대 위
떠다니는 핏물들을
다시 담아
내 얼굴을 다시 씻어내
누가 누굴 원해
마음의 모양도
찌그러져 있던데
난 원하지 않아
모르겠어
꺼져가는 불빛처럼
그거 알아
난 일어날 수 없을 거야
nuneul jom neujge tteugoseon
nunapen byeogi heurige
begaesisi bulkge beonjyeo
nan ireonal su eopseul geoya
gieogeul joriphae bolkka
anya moreuneun ge nasji
sseuregi deomi ssahin jip
naegen geu amudo eopseul geoya
dakkanaen sangcheodo
tohaenaen geosdeuldo
wonrae nae geosieossdeonga
jipchagieosseulkka
semyeondae wi
tteodanineun pismuldeureul
dasi dama
nae eolgureul dasi ssiseonae
nae chingudeurui
geokjeong eorin
siseondo sarajin chae
nan wonrae geureon
gwireul dadeun nom
dwaebeoryeossna
geuge cham museopdadeonde
useumman nameun saira
sanggwaneopseo na
jeonhwalgeoreo
aye nal ijeobeoryeojwo
dakkanaen sangcheodo
tohaenaen geosdeuldo
wonrae nae geosieossdeonga
jipchagieosseulkka
semyeondae wi
tteodanineun pismuldeureul
dasi dama
nae eolgureul dasi ssiseonae
nuga nugul wonhae
maeumui moyangdo
jjigeureojyeo issdeonde
nan wonhaji anha
moreugesseo
kkeojyeoganeun bulbichcheoreom
geugeo ara
nan ireonal su eopseul geoya
I opened my eyes a little late
The wall in front of me is blurred
The pillowcase turns red
I won't be able to wake up
Let's assemble the memories
No, it's better not to know
house with piles of trash
There will be no one for me
Even the wounds I wiped away
Even the things I vomited out
Was it originally mine?
Was it obsession?
above the sink
Floating blood
Put it back again
wash my face again
of my friends
worried
Without even looking at you
I'm always like that
The guy who closed his ears
Has it ended?
I heard that's really scary
All that remains is laughter
I don't care
Call me
Just forget about me
Even the wounds I wiped away
Even the things I vomited out
Was it originally mine?
Was it obsession?
above the sink
Floating blood
Put it back again
wash my face again
who wants who
The shape of the heart
It was distorted
i don't want
I don't know
Like a light going out
I know that
I won't be able to wake up