가만히 누워있길
딱 세 시간째
멍하니 그저 멍하니
자꾸 네가 생각나
환히 웃고 있는 네 사진을
보는 게 아니었는데
이별을 실감한지
딱 일주일째
가만히 그저 가만히
자꾸 네가 떠올라
잘 지낸다는 네 소식을
듣는 게 아니었는데
나 사실 너무 힘들어
잘 지내는척해도
돌아서면 혼자 남겨진
방에서 울기만 했어
애써 밝은척하는
초라한 모습이 들키기 싫어
너도 그렇게 환하게
웃고만 있는지
우리가 헤어진 지
딱 서른 밤째
우연히 그저 우연히
네가 보고 싶어서
너네 집 나무 앞을 한참 동안
빙빙 맴돌기만 하다가
그렇게 둘이 걷던
그 골목길을
쓸쓸히 그저 쓸쓸히
혼자 걸어보다가
다리에 힘이 풀려 한참 동안
주저앉아 울기만 했어
나 사실 너무 힘들어
잘 지내보려 해도
하루하루 점점 너의
빈자리만 커져가는 걸
애써 웃어 보이는
쓸쓸한 모습이 들키기 싫어
너도 나처럼 그리워하고만 있을지
나 사실 너무 힘들어
잘 참아보려 해도
돌아서면 혼자 어두운
밤마다 울고 있는 걸
애써 밝은척하는
초라한 모습이 들키기 싫어
너도 나처럼 숨죽여
울고만 있는지
gamanhi nuwoissgil
ttak se siganjjae
meonghani geujeo meonghani
jakku nega saenggakna
hwanhi usgo issneun ne sajineul
boneun ge anieossneunde
ibyeoreul silgamhanji
ttak iljuiljjae
gamanhi geujeo gamanhi
jakku nega tteoolla
jal jinaendaneun ne sosigeul
deutneun ge anieossneunde
na sasil neomu himdeureo
jal jinaeneuncheokhaedo
doraseomyeon honja namgyeojin
bangeseo ulgiman haesseo
aesseo balkeuncheokhaneun
chorahan moseubi deulkigi silheo
neodo geureohge hwanhage
usgoman issneunji
uriga heeojin ji
ttak seoreun bamjjae
uyeonhi geujeo uyeonhi
nega bogo sipeoseo
neone jip namu apeul hancham dongan
bingbing maemdolgiman hadaga
geureohge duri geotdeon
geu golmokgireul
sseulsseulhi geujeo sseulsseulhi
honja georeobodaga
darie himi pullyeo hancham dongan
jujeoanja ulgiman haesseo
na sasil neomu himdeureo
jal jinaeboryeo haedo
haruharu jeomjeom neoui
binjariman keojyeoganeun geol
aesseo useo boineun
sseulsseulhan moseubi deulkigi silheo
neodo nacheoreom geuriwohagoman isseulji
na sasil neomu himdeureo
jal chamaboryeo haedo
doraseomyeon honja eoduun
bammada ulgo issneun geol
aesseo balkeuncheokhaneun
chorahan moseubi deulkigi silheo
neodo nacheoreom sumjugyeo
ulgoman issneunji
It’s been exactly three hours
Since I just lay here
Blankly, just blankly
I keep thinking about you
I shouldn’t have looked at those photos
Of you smiling so brightly
It’s been exactly one week
Since the breakup finally hit me
Quietly, just quietly
I keep thinking about you
I shouldn’t have heard the news
Of you doing so well
Honestly, it’s so hard
Acting like I’m doing just fine
But when I’m alone
I just cried in my room
I acted like I was bright
Because I didn’t want to look pitiful
I wonder if you’re still smiling so brightly like that
It’s exactly the 30th night
Since we broke up
Coincidentally, just coincidentally
I miss you so much
So I just circled around the tree in front of your house
For a long time
That alleyway that we used to walk on together
Lonely, just lonely
I was walking on it by myself
Then I lost all strength in my legs
So I just sat down and cried for a while
Honestly, it’s so hard
Acting like I’m doing just fine
Day by day, your empty spot
Grows bigger and bigger
I tried to smile
Because I didn’t want to look lonely
I wonder if you miss me too
Honestly, it’s so hard
I try going to sleep
But I’m just crying alone in my dark room every day
I acted like I was bright
Because I didn’t want to look pitiful
I wonder if you’re silently crying like I am