I blankly stood there and missed my bus
I left my wallet at the backseat of the taxi
I just cried but I forgot why I’m crying
I cried because tears just fell
I look into the mirror and talk to myself
It’s been a few months since I’ve waited for you, not being over you
I’m not crazy, I really loved you
Because you’re not here, because you’re not by my side
It feels like my heart is melting and disappearing
I don’t regret it so don’t tell me to get over you
I did those things because I love you a bit more, I’m not crazy
Even when I go to the sea, I think of you
My heart hurts like the waves crashing
It’s still only you for me but you’re not here
The way you loved always choked me
I have no motivation to start things up with you again
In my eyes, you really seem sick
Your frequent obsessions and doubts
Even if you call that love, nothing much will change
Why are you whining like a kid, making things uncomfortable?
I’m sick of the repeating break ups and make ups
Even if you cling onto me and beg, I won’t see you again
Because you’re not here, because you’re not by my side
It feels like my heart is melting and disappearing
I don’t regret it so don’t tell me to get over you
I did those things because I love you a bit more
I had a dream that we were looking into each other’s eyes and smiling
But at some point, I’m standing there alone
With tears flowing
If you’re being this way because I kept saying
That you’re crazy and that you ruined this love
Then I’m sorry, if your soft heart was hurt
If you were scarred by our feelings going awry
I don’t know why I keep pushing you away like a habit
Why is the umbrella leaking in the rain?
Can’t we sew up the love so it won’t change?
If it’s possible, I want to turn things back, do you know how I feel?
Because I miss you, because I miss you so much
I call out to you as I shed tears
I don’t regret it so don’t tell me to get over you
I did those things because I love you a bit more, I’m not crazy
I really loved you