Gaeko) 뜨뜨미지근해
우리관계의 온도
끈끈한 듯 해도 좀 묽어진 점도
의무처럼 안부를 묻는 사이 그 바로 직전이 우리의 어정쩡한 지점
탱고 스텝처럼 한 발짝씩 주고받다가 느슨해졌을 때 니가 버티는 이유가
궁금해졌지 내 가벼움 때문인지 너 또한 날 관리하는 사람 중에 하나인지
술병을 줄 새운 다음에야 툭 튀어나오는 우발적인 행동들을 방어하다가도
어쩔 땐 다 받아주는 완급조절은 완전 선수야 선수 어쩌면 신의 영역
괜히 진지한 내가 좀 한심한 지금 시간은 태양 없는 한시야
건조한 대화 창안에서 난 녹았지만
아직 체크 안 한 듯해 숫자 1은 아직이야
Zion.T) 이제는 내가 움직여야 할 때 감정이 증발하기 전 상태 이 관계를 정의 하기는 너무 애매해
한참 전에 너에게 보낸 문자 답장을 기다리네
어디야 나올래 오빠 나 화장 지웠어
Gaeko) 뜨뜨미지근해 우리관계의 온도
니 기준에 맞춰 유지하는 정도
애만 태우다 홀로 남은 정 때문에 하루에 두 세 번 허탈한 웃음지어
너만한 여잔 없단 건 귀가 닳도록 들었어
입장정리하긴 모험인가 싶어서 보험 같은 존재가 되기를
몇 번인가의 시들함 물 부어가면서 버텨
진도는 다 나갔고 지진 날 듯한 떨림의
진도는 전보다 다소 얌전해졌지만 취향 대화 함께한 술의 위안
이 기록들의 잔향이 잘 지워지지 않아
넌 내꺼인 듯 내꺼 아닌 내꺼라 소유했다 기고만장 할 수는 없잖아
너라는 방에 갇혀 자유를 결심한 지금 시간 밤샌 후 Moon 없는 한시야
Zion.T) 이제는 내가 움직여야 할 때 감정이 증발하기 전 상태 이 관계를 정의 하기는 너무 애매해
한참 전에 너에게 보낸 문자 답장을 기다리네
어디야 나올래 오빠 나 화장 지웠어
Gaeko) 만남을 쉬엄 쉬엄하며 여지만 남겨둔 탓에
띄엄띄엄 연결된 감정의 버퍼링
습작처럼 미완성된 관계의 종지부를 찍고 싶어 넌 어떠니
정착을 겁냈던 건 내 문제 꽈배기 잠을 잤었던 어제
오늘밤엔 니 생각이 너무 궁금해지네
she said she said
HA:TFELT) 사실 니가 고백해주길
니가 용기 내 내게 와주길
너를 기다리던 밤 이젠 지쳤는지도 몰라 아아아
담에 만나
Zion.T) 이제는 내가 움직여야 할 때 감정이 증발하기 전 상태 이 관계를 정의 하기는 너무 애매해
한참 전에 너에게 보낸 문자 답장을 기다리네
어디야 나올래 오빠 나 화장 지웠어
(Narration) 여보세요
여보세요, 지영아 난데
어
지금 볼 수 있어?
지금? 나 화장 지웠는데
야 화장 지운 것도 귀여워
엄마 아빠가 아직 안 주무셔가지고 좀 그래
엄마 아빠 안 주무셔?
너 내가 이렇게 안 나가려고 하는 이유를 모르겠어? 너 너무 눈치가 없는 것 같아 나 잘래 그냥 끊어
잠깐 잠깐 여보세요?
Gaeko) tteutteumijigeunhae
urigwangyeui ondo
kkeunkkeunhan deut haedo jom mulgeojin jeomdo
uimucheoreom anbureul mutneun sai geu baro jikjeoni uriui eojeongjjeonghan jijeom
taenggo seutepcheoreom han baljjakssik jugobatdaga neuseunhaejyeosseul ttae niga beotineun iyuga
gunggeumhaejyeotji nae gabyeoum ttaemuninji neo ttohan nal gwallihaneun saram junge hanainji
sulbyeongeul jul saeun daeumeya tuk twieonaoneun ubaljeogin haengdongdeureul bangeohadagado
eojjeol ttaen da badajuneun wangeupjojeoreun wanjeon seonsuya seonsu eojjeomyeon sinui yeongyeok
gwaenhi jinjihan naega jom hansimhan jigeum siganeun taeyang eomneun hansiya
geonjohan daehwa changaneseo nan nogatjiman
ajik chekeu an han deutae sutja 1eun ajigiya
Zion.T) ijeneun naega umjigyeoya hal ttae gamjeongi jeungbalhagi jeon sangtae i gwangyereul jeongui hagineun neomu aemaehae
hancham jeone neoege bonaen munja dapjangeul gidarine
eodiya naollae oppa na hwajang jiwosseo
Gaeko) tteutteumijigeunhae urigwangyeui ondo
ni gijune matchwo yujihaneun jeongdo
aeman taeuda hollo nameun jeong ttaemune harue du se beon heotalhan useumjieo
neomanhan yeojan eopdan geon gwiga dartorok deureosseo
ipjangjeongnihagin moheominga sipeoseo boheom gateun jonjaega doegireul
myeot beoningaui sideulham mul bueogamyeonseo beotyeo
jindoneun da nagatgo jijin nal deutan tteollimui
jindoneun jeonboda daso yamjeonhaejyeotjiman chwihyang daehwa hamkkehan surui wian
i girokdeurui janhyangi jal jiwojiji anha
neon naekkeoin deut naekkeo anin naekkeora soyuhaetda gigomanjang hal suneun eobtjanha
neoraneun bange gatyeo jayureul gyeolsimhan jigeum sigan bamsaen hu Moon eomneun hansiya
Zion.T) ijeneun naega umjigyeoya hal ttae gamjeongi jeungbalhagi jeon sangtae i gwangyereul jeongui hagineun neomu aemaehae
hancham jeone neoege bonaen munja dapjangeul gidarine
eodiya naollae oppa na hwajang jiwosseo
Gaeko) mannameul swieom swieomhamyeo yeojiman namgyeodun tase
ttuieomttuieom yeongyeoldoen gamjeongui beopeoring
seupjakcheoreom miwanseongdoen gwangyeui jongjibureul jjikgo sipeo neon eotteoni
jeongchageul geomnaetdeon geon nae munje kkwabaegi jameul jasseotdeon eoje
oneulbamen ni saenggagi neomu gunggeumhaejine
she said she said
HA:TFELT) sasil niga gobaekhaejugil
niga yonggi nae naege wajugil
neoreul gidarideon bam ijen jichyeonneunjido molla aaa
dame manna
Zion.T) ijeneun naega umjigyeoya hal ttae gamjeongi jeungbalhagi jeon sangtae i gwangyereul jeongui hagineun neomu aemaehae
hancham jeone neoege bonaen munja dapjangeul gidarine
eodiya naollae oppa na hwajang jiwosseo
(Narration) yeoboseyo
yeoboseyo, jiyeonga nande
eo
jigeum bol su isseo?
jigeum? na hwajang jiwonneunde
ya hwajang jiun geotdo gwiyeowo
eomma appaga ajik an jumusyeogajigo jom geurae
eomma appa an jumusyeo?
neo naega ireoke an nagaryeogo haneun iyureul moreugesseo? neo neomu nunchiga eomneun geot gata na jallae geunyang kkeunheo
jamkkan jamkkan yeoboseyo?
It’s lukewarm
The temperature of our relationship
A relationship that seems strong but is a bit weak
Asking about each other as if it’s an obligation
We’re right before that vague point
Like tango steps, it was a give and take of each footstep
But now we’ve gotten loose but you’re still holding on
I’m curious why, is it because I’m too easygoing?
Are you just another person who manages me?
Only after we line up bottles of alcohol,
I suddenly pop out with unforseen actions
You defend yourself but sometimes, you accept them with high and slow speeds
You’re such a player or maybe it has to do with God
Sometimes, I’m so pathetic for being so serious
Right now, the time is 1AM with no sun
I melted myself in this dry text conversation
But I guess you didn’t check your message, it still shows 1
Whenever I need to move, my emotions are about to evaporate
This relationship is too vague to define
I’m waiting for your reply to my text sent a while ago
Where are you? Wanna come out?
Oppa, I have no make up on
It’s lukewarm
The temperature of our relationship
It’s being kept at your standards
You make me anxious but I’m attached to you
So I let out empty laughter twice or three times a day
I heard that there’s no other girl like you till my ears wore out
I thought organizing where I was in this would be too hazardous
So I just wanted to become something like insurance
I poured water on the withered feelings several times to withstand it
We’ve gone as far as we could
And the earthquake-like trembling feelings have gotten quieter than before
Our talks about what we like, being comforted together by alcohol
I can’t easily erase those reverberating records
You’re someone who is like mine but not
So I can’t get mad that you have me
I’m trapped in a room called you and I’m determined for freedom
Right now, the time after I stayed up all night is the moon-less 1AM
Whenever I need to move, my emotions are about to evaporate
This relationship is too vague to define
I’m waiting for your reply to my text sent a while ago
Where are you? Wanna come out?
Oppa, I have no make up on
We’ve been on and off and there’s only a little leeway
Our emotional buffering connection is scattered
Our incomplete relationship is like a draft, I want to put a period at the end
How about you?
Being scared of settling is my problem
I slept, all twisted like a pretzel last night
But tonight, I’m so curious about your thoughts
She said, she said
Actually, I’m hoping you’ll confess
I’m hoping you’ll be brave and come to me
Nights waiting for you, maybe I’m tired now
Let’s meet again later
Whenever I need to move, my emotions are about to evaporate
This relationship is too vague to define
I’m waiting for your reply to my text sent a while ago
Where are you? Wanna come out?
Oppa, I have no make up on
Hello?
Hello, Jiyoung, it’s me
Yeah
Can I see you right now?
Now? I have no makeup on
You’re cute even without makeup
My parents aren’t asleep yet so it’s tough
Your parents aren’t sleeping?
Don’t you know why I’m avoiding going out like this?
You’re so slow, I wanna sleep, let’s hang up
Hold on, hold on, hello?