いま踏切の向こう側に
いつもそばに居た人がいる
何も知らずに歩く背中に 初雪が舞い降りる
走り出しながら 胸が痛んでた
君を置き去りにしたみたいで
僕はまだ今も君の中にいるかな
身勝手なままで
だから会いたくて
ただ会いたくて
その面影を抱きしめてた
思い出になり 記憶に変わる
消えてしまわないように
悲しい歌も好きだよ、なんて
なぜ気がつけなかった
人並みのかなた
その後ろ姿
思わずこの手を伸ばしていた
今更でもいい ただごめんと言わなきゃ
前に進めない
だから追いかけた
ただ追いかけた
人ごみをかきわけるように
名前を呼んだ
何度も呼んだ
届いてたのかな？
けれどまっすぐに
ただまっすぐに
前だけを向いて進んでく
振り返らずに 振り切るように
まるで僕のためのように
答えはまだ見つけられてないんだ
何が正しくて間違いなのか
その瞳に僕をもう一度だけ映して
問いかけさせてくれ
だから会いたくて
ただ会いたくて
その面影を抱きしめてた
夢じゃなかった
現実だった
でも手を離した
ただ雪はつもり
思いはつのり
急行列車が通り過ぎ
この踏切が開く頃には
きっと君はもういない
きっと居ないはず．．．なのに
ima fumikiri no mukou gawa ni
itsumo soba ni ita hito ga iru
nani mo shirazu ni aruku senaka ni hatsuyuki ga maioriru
hashiridashinagara mune ga itandeta
kimi wo okizari ni shitamitai de
boku wa mada ima mo kimi no naka ni irukana
migattena mama de
dakara aitakute
tada aitakute
sono omokage wo dakishimeteta
omoide ni nari kioku ni kawaru
kieteshimawanaiyou ni
kanashii uta mo sukidayo nante
naze ki ga tsukenakatta
hitonami no kanata
sono ushirosugata
omowazu kono te wo nobashiteita
imasara demo ii tada gomen to iwanakya
mae ni susumenai
dakara oikaketa
tada oikaketa
hitogomi wo kakiwakeru you ni
namae wo yonda
nando mo yonda
todoiteta no kana
keredo massugu ni
tada massugu ni
mae dake wo muite susundeku
furikaerazu ni furikiru you ni
marude boku no tame no you ni
kotae wa mada mitsukeraretenainda
nani ga tadashikute machigainanoka
sono hitomi ni boku wo mouichido dake utsushite
toikakesasetekure
dakara aitakute
tada aitakute
sono omokage wo dakishimeteta
yume ja nakatta
genjitsu datta
demo te wo hanashita
tada yuki wa tsumori
omoi wa tsunori
kyukou ressha ga torisugi
kono fumikiri ga hiraku koro niwa
kitto kimi wa mou inai
kitto inai hazu … nanoni
Now, over the crossing,
Someone who was always besides me stands.
First snow of the season falls on her back who is walking not knowing anything.
My heart hurts as I run.
Because it was as if I left you behind.
Do I still exist in you? As a selfish person.
Because I wanna see you.
Just wanna see you.
I was holding your image in myself.
Turns to recollections,
Changes into memory,
Not to fade it away.
“I love sad songs too.”
Why wasn’t I able to realize?
Over the crowd, I see your back.
I was reaching out my hand unconsciously.
Even if it’s too late,
Gotta tell you “I’m sorry”
Otherwise I can’t move on.
So I ran after you.
Just ran after you.
As if I cut through the crowd.
I called your name.
called many times.
Did it reach?
But straight,
Just straight,
You keep walking forward.
Never looking back
As if you leave everything behind.
As if it’s for me.
I cannot still find the answer.
What’s right and what’s wrong.
Please reflect me into your eyes once more time.
Let me ask you.
So I wanna see you.
Just wanna see you.
I was holding your image in myself.
It wasn’t a dream.
It was a reality.
But I let your hand go.
Snow keeps falling.
My feeling gets stronger.
Express train passes.
By the time this crossing opens,
you will probably not be there.
You will probably not be there, but…