冬の街で手を繋ぎ
君と歩いてみたかった
触れたら消える
淡雪のように
君の記憶が降り積もる
めぐりめぐる季節を
止めることはできないかな?
ただ想い出にいきていたい
この腕で抱きしめた
君の体温(ぬくもり)は
やがて来る春の日差しのように
とても暖かく
包み込んでいた
ぼくを…
ーーー
目を閉じればよみがえる
君とふたり、過ごした日々
時間を止めた この胸の中で
そばにいれたらそれでいい
けれど音も光も
匂いも体温(ぬくもり)もなくて
ただ感覚が痺れてゆく
このまま眠りに
落ちてしまおうかな
心の痛みも解き放たれて
楽になれるかもな
永遠という名の夢に
居続けたい
それでも雪が溶けていくように
この傷跡もいつか癒えてしまうのだろう
冬に咲く花のように ここに現れて
もう一度ぼくを
揺り起こしてくれるのを
待っている
二度と届かない 願い
fuyu no machi de te tsunagi
kimi to arui temitakatta
fureta ra kie ru
awayuki noyouni
kimi no kioku ga ori tsumo ru
meguri meguru kisetsu wo
tomeru koto wo dekinaikana ?
tada omoide niikiteitai
kono ude de daki shimeta
kimi no nukumori wa
yagate kuru haru no hizashi noyouni
totemo atataka ku
tsutsumi kon deita
boku wo …
me wo toji reba yomi gaeru
kimi to futari , sugo shita hibi
jikan wo tome ta
kono mune no naka de
soba nii reta ra sore deii
keredo oto mo hikari mo
nioi mo nukumori monakute
tada kankaku ga shibire te yuku
konomama nemuri ni
ochi teshimaoukana
kokoro no itami mo toki houtta rete
raku ninarerukamona
eien toiu mei yume ni
kyo tsuduke tai
soredemo yuki ga toke teikuyouni
kono kizu ato moi tsuka ie te shimau no darou
fuyu ni saku hana no youni
kokoni araware te
mou ichido bokuwo
yuri oko shite kureruno wo matte iru
nido to todoka nai
negai
Holding hands in a winter city,
I wanted to walk with you.
Like a snow that fades
when being touched,
memories of you lies thick.
Is it possible to stop these seasons coming around?
I just wanna live with my memories.
Your warmth that I embraced with my arms,
it’s holding me really gentle like a spring sunlight that is coming in a short time.
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When I close my eyes,
the days that you and I spent are being brought back.
If I can be right beside you in my mind where time has stopped,
it’s the only thing I want.
But there is no sound, light,
smell, warmth,
my sense is only getting desensitized.
Shall I fall asleep?
Will I be relieved by being released from the pain in my heart?
I wanna stay in a dream called eternity.
But this pain will be healed eventually like snow melts away in the end.
Like a flower blooming in winter,
you appear in front of me and
wake me up once more time,
I’m waiting for that.
It ‘s my wish that never reaches.