가로등 불빛처럼
가로등 불빛처럼
쓸쓸한 하루 끝에서
우두커니 선 채로
고독한 밤 한가운데
애써 밝게 웃어본다
티 내고 싶지 않아
나약해 빠진 내 모습
날 의지했던 그들에겐
이 모습은 모순
강한 척 안 아픈 척
아무렇지 않은 척
그저 누군가에게
힘이 되고 싶은 난데
나로 인해 그들의 힘을 빼면 안 돼
“기대도 돼”란 말에
물음표를 붙일 용기가 없어 난
아픔은 나갈 문이 없는 방 안에서
갇힌 채로 소리 없이 커져가
참을 만큼 참아보니 무뎌지더라
아직 견딜 만한가 봐 참아지니까
상처 위의 밴드는
결국 떨어지기 마련
급히 붙이긴 했는데
얼마 못 가 다시 까져
헐어버린 지붕 위로 쌓여가는 빗물은
내 빈틈을 어찌나 잘 아는지
새고 새길 반복
누군가 필요해 모두 무너지기 전에
다시 물어봐 줘 괜찮냐고
어느 누구라도
가로등 불빛처럼
가로등 불빛처럼
외로운 밤 한가운데
그저 밝아 보이는 나
쓸쓸한 하루 끝에서
또 우두커니 선 채로
고독한 밤 한가운데
애써 밝게 웃어본다
아무것도 의지하지 못해
스스로 나 자신만을 의지하길 선택
그러던 내가 흔들리고 있는 지금 난
대체 누구를 붙잡아야 하는 걸까
전에 내가 손 올렸던 어깨 앞에
그보다 더 축 처져 버린
내 어깨는 who cares
털어놓질 못해 다 털어놓질 못해
털어내지 못한 아픔은 결국
내 자신을 탓해
탁한 공기 속에 숨을 들이켜다 보면
불쾌함을 넘어
숨이 넘어갈 듯 헐떡거려
아무것도 아닌 말도
괜히 신경 쓰게 돼
아무것도 아닌 것도
아무렇지 않지 않아
주변의 시선 날 향한 것도 아닌데
따갑게 느껴져
감췄던 표정 잠깐 망보다가
들켜 드러나게 될까
두려워 그래 나 두려워
가로등 불빛처럼
가로등 불빛처럼
(두려워 두려워)
쓸쓸한 하루 끝에서
우두커니 선 채로
고독한 밤 한가운데
애써 밝게 웃어본다
저 가로등 불빛처럼
가로등 불빛처럼
외로운 밤 한가운데
그저 밝아 보이는 나
쓸쓸한 하루 끝에서
또 우두커니 선 채로
고독한 밤 한가운데
애써 밝게 웃어본다
가로등 불빛처럼
가로등 불빛처럼
외로운 밤 한가운데
그저 밝아 보이는 나
쓸쓸한 하루 끝에서
또 우두커니 선 채로
고독한 밤 한가운데
애써 밝게 웃어본다
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
sseulsseulhan haru kkeuteseo
udukeoni seon chaero
godokhan bam hangaunde
aesseo balkge useobonda
ti naego sipji anha
nayakhae ppajin nae moseup
nal uijihaessdeon geudeuregen
i moseubeun mosun
ganghan cheok an apeun cheok
amureohji anheun cheok
geujeo nugungaege
himi doego sipeun nande
naro inhae geudeurui himeul ppaemyeon an dwae
“gidaedo dwae”ran mare
mureumpyoreul butil yonggiga eopseo nan
apeumeun nagal muni eopsneun bang aneseo
gathin chaero sori eopsi keojyeoga
chameul mankeum chamaboni mudyeojideora
ajik gyeondil manhanga bwa chamajinikka
sangcheo wiui baendeuneun
gyeolguk tteoreojigi maryeon
geuphi butigin haessneunde
eolma mot ga dasi kkajyeo
heoreobeorin jibung wiro ssahyeoganeun bismureun
nae binteumeul eojjina jal aneunji
saego saegil banbok
nugunga piryohae modu muneojigi jeone
dasi mureobwa jwo gwaenchanhnyago
eoneu nugurado
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
oeroun bam hangaunde
geujeo balka boineun na
sseulsseulhan haru kkeuteseo
tto udukeoni seon chaero
godokhan bam hangaunde
aesseo balkge useobonda
amugeosdo uijihaji moshae
seuseuro na jasinmaneul uijihagil seontaek
geureodeon naega heundeulligo issneun jigeum nan
daeche nugureul butjabaya haneun geolkka
jeone naega son ollyeossdeon eokkae ape
geuboda deo chuk cheojyeo beorin
nae eokkaeneun who cares
teoreonohjil moshae da teoreonohjil moshae
teoreonaeji moshan apeumeun gyeolguk
nae jasineul tashae
takhan gonggi soge sumeul deurikyeoda bomyeon
bulkwaehameul neomeo
sumi neomeogal deut heoltteokgeoryeo
amugeosdo anin maldo
gwaenhi singyeong sseuge dwae
amugeosdo anin geosdo
amureohji anhji anha
jubyeonui siseon nal hyanghan geosdo aninde
ttagapge neukkyeojyeo
gamchwossdeon pyojeong jamkkan mangbodaga
deulkyeo deureonage doelkka
duryeowo geurae na duryeowo
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
(duryeowo duryeowo)
sseulsseulhan haru kkeuteseo
udukeoni seon chaero
godokhan bam hangaunde
aesseo balkge useobonda
jeo garodeung bulbichcheoreom
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
oeroun bam hangaunde
geujeo balka boineun na
sseulsseulhan haru kkeuteseo
tto udukeoni seon chaero
godokhan bam hangaunde
aesseo balkge useobonda
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
garodeung bulbichcheoreom
oeroun bam hangaunde
geujeo balka boineun na
sseulsseulhan haru kkeuteseo
tto udukeoni seon chaero
godokhan bam hangaunde
aesseo balkge useobonda
like the light of a street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
at the end of a lonely day
Standing dumbly
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly
I don't want to tease
My weak self
To those who depended on me
this look contradicts
Pretending to be strong, pretending not to be sick
pretend it's okay
just someone
I want to be your strength
You can't take their power away from me
At the words “You can look forward to it”
I don't have the courage to put a question mark
The pain is in a room with no exit door
Being trapped and growing silently
I've endured enough, but I've become numb
I guess I can still endure it, because I endure it
Band over the wound
will eventually fall
I put it on in a hurry
I can't go far and I get burned again
The rainwater that accumulates on the demolished roof
How well do you know my flaws
leak and repeat
I need someone before everything collapses
ask me again if it's okay
anyone
like the light of a street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
in the middle of a lonely night
I just look bright
at the end of a lonely day
Standing alone again
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly
can't rely on anything
Choose to rely on yourself
But now that I'm shaking
Who am I supposed to hold on to?
In front of the shoulder where I raised my hand before
more droopy than that
my shoulder who cares
I can't tell you, I can't tell you everything
The pain of not being able to shake off is eventually
blame myself
If you breathe in the turbid air
beyond the unpleasant
I'm gasping for breath
words that are nothing
I don't care
nothing
I'm fine
The eyes of the people around me are not even directed at me
I feel prickly
I looked at the expression I had hidden for a while
Will it be revealed
I'm afraid yes I'm afraid
like the light of a street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
(I'm afraid I'm afraid)
at the end of a lonely day
Standing dumbly
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly
like that street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
in the middle of a lonely night
I just look bright
at the end of a lonely day
Standing alone again
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly
like the light of a street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
in the middle of a lonely night
I just look bright
at the end of a lonely day
Standing alone again
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly