피곤한 몸 씻고 나와서
또 재미없는 TV를 틀고
흥미 없는 뉴스는 오늘도
알 수 없는 말로 떠들어
제일 중요했던 일이 뭐였더라
하고 싶던 일이 많았는데
시간에 자꾸 쫓기느라
세상에 참 많은 곳이 있는데
맘 편히 한숨 푹 쉴 공간조차
주변엔 없더라
그저 두 발 뻗고 눕는다고
눈이 감기지 않아
눈을 질끈 감아봐도 다시
꿈이 없는 잠을 자
잠에서 깰 때마다 짧은 호흡
잠깐의 몽롱함
의미 없는 하루
그 끝엔 다시 반복 yeah
끊임없는 다툼
끝이 없는 한숨
늘어지는 하품
신경은 날카롭고 하는 말은 비수
이 모든 일에 싫증
어두운 방 안을 비집고 들어갔던 날
그 누구 한 명쯤은 나를 돌아봤을까
힘겹게 겨우 하루 보냈었던 오늘 난
몇 번 웃었나 그게 과연 진심이었을까
생각에 잠긴 내 모습은 웃겨
어린애가 걱정도 많구나
그저 할 일이나 똑바로 해
휑 한 내 맘속은 다 몰라준 채
웃어넘길 줄만 아는 그런
모습이 난 싫더라
그저 두 발 뻗고 눕는다고
눈이 감기지 않아
눈을 질끈 감아봐도 다시
꿈이 없는 잠을 자
잠에서 깰 때마다 짧은 호흡
잠깐의 몽롱함
의미 없는 하루
그 끝엔 다시 반복 yeah
다들 나 빼고 행복한 거야 그게 참 궁금해
아님 나만 아직 숨길 줄 모르는 어린애
모두 가면 속에 내면을 다 꽁꽁 숨겨서
외로움이라는 단어에 조금씩 무뎌져
pigonhan mom sshitgo nawaseo
tto jaemieomneun TVreul teulgo
heungmi eomneun nyuseuneun oneuldo
al su eomneun mallo tteodeureo
jeil jungyohaetteon iri mweoyeotteora
hago shipdeon iri mananneunde
shigane jakku jjotgineura
sesange cham maneun goshi inneunde
mam pyeonhi hansum puk shwil gongganjocha
jubyeonen eobtteora
geujeo du bal ppeotgo nubneundago
nuni gamgiji ana
nuneul jilkkeun gamabwado dashi
kkumi eomneun jameul ja
jameseo kkael ttaemada jjalbeun hoheub
jamkkane mongnongham
uimi eomneun haru
geu kkeuten dashi banbok yeah
kkeunimeomneun datum
kkeuchi eomneun hansum
neureojineun hapum
shingyeongeun nalkarobgo haneun mareun bisu
i modeun ire shiljeung
eoduun bang aneul bijibgo deureogatteon nal
geu nugu han myeongjjeumeun nareul dorabwasseulkka
himgyeobge gyeou haru bonaesseotteon oneul nan
myeot beon useonna geuge gwayeon jinshimieosseulkka
saenggage jamgin nae moseubeun utgyeo
eorinaega geokjeongdo mankuna
geujeo hal irina ttokbaro hae
hweng han nae mamsogeun da mollajun chae
useoneomgil julman aneun geureon
moseubi nan shilteora
geujeo du bal ppeotgo nubneundago
nuni gamgiji ana
nuneul jilkkeun gamabwado dashi
kkumi eomneun jameul ja
jameseo kkael ttaemada jjalbeun hoheub
jamkkane mongnongham
uimi eomneun haru
geu kkeuten dashi banbok yeah
dadeul na ppaego haengbokhan geoya geuge cham gunggeumhae
anim naman ajik sumgil jul moreuneun eorinae
modu gamyeon soge naemyeoneul da kkongkkong sumgyeoseo
weroumiraneun daneoe jogeumsshik mudyeojyeo
I washed my tired body
And turned on the boring TV again
The dull news is going on and on
About something again today
What was most important to do?
There was so much I wanted to do
But I kept being chased by time
There are so many places in this world
But I can’t find a place
To rest comfortably anywhere near me
Even if I lay down and stretch out my legs
My eyes won’t close
Even if I force them shut
I have a dreamless sleep
Whenever I wake up, my breathing is short
And my brain’s hazy for a bit
There’s another meaningless day
And at the end I repeat this again, yeah
Endless fights
Endless sighs
And drawn out yawns
My nerves are on edge, my words are knives
I’m sick of it all
When I pushed my way into this dark room
Did anybody bother to look back at me?
I barely managed to make it through this hard day
How many times did I smile, and were they genuine smiles?
I find the way I’m trapped in my thoughts funny
I’m still so young, but I have so many worries
Just do what you’re supposed to be doing well
Nobody knows anything about how empty my heart feels
And I hate how
All they know how to do is laugh it off
Even if I lay down and stretch out my legs
My eyes won’t close
Even if I force them shut
I have a dreamless sleep
Whenever I wake up, my breathing is short
And my brain’s hazy for a bit
There’s another meaningless day
And at the end I repeat this again, yeah
Is everyone but me happy? I really want to know
Or am I just a kid who doesn’t know how to hide it yet?
Everyone hides it behind their masks
And become numb to the word ‘loneliness’ bit by bit