다른 게 좋아서 같은 게 신기해서
서로의 삶을 내어줬고
사랑이라는 실로 어떤 바람과
비도 새어들지 않게 끌어안았지
이젠 안지도 않잖아 웃지도 않잖아
과거로 지탱하는 현재가
우릴 불쌍하게 만든 거야
뭐가 잘못된 걸까 아냐
고장 난 것도 없는데 고치려 한 거야
난 너의 눈물의 이유를 몰라
널 외롭게 한 거야
왜 우린 버리지 못하고
바늘을 찾는 걸까
봉제선 매듭이 풀어지네
봉제선 평행선이 틀어지네
단추를 잠그고 여며도
찬바람이 자꾸 새어드네
봉제선 그게 지금 우리 같아
그냥 다 좋았어 날 구속하는 것도
사랑받는 기분이 들어서
믿음이란 실로 널 묶어놓으면서
사랑이란 겉옷을 껴입혔지
그게 네 목을 조이고
내 맘은 자꾸 시려 와서
풀지도 잠그지도 못하고
바보처럼 서 있어
우린 서로의 맘을 더 아프게
찌르고 있으면서도 왜
끝까지 바늘을 놓지 못하는 걸까
봉제선 매듭이 풀어지네
봉제선 평행선이 틀어지네
단추를 잠그고 여며도
찬바람이 자꾸 새어드네
봉제선 그게 지금 우리 같아
우리 같아 우리 같아
미련만이 우리를 가둔 우리 같아
우린 달라 우린 달라란
자기최면도 이젠 무리 같아
나 하나 참고 살면 된다는 착각이
지금 이 불행의 뿌리 같아
벌어지는 더 멀어지는 조각들
붙들고 우기잖아
이미 억지로 맞춰서
액자에 가둬도 깨진 거울
한 번 깨진 건 되돌이킬 수 없지
계속 베일걸
전처럼 뜨겁지 못한 걸 미안해
미안해하지 마치 마치 죄인처럼
이게 정인지 애정인지는
답을 알면서도 못 푸는 문제인 걸
터지고 꿰매길 반복하다 보니
우린 누더기 같아
헤지고 초라해진 우리 관계에
늘어가는 구멍이
더 시리고 아프지만
날 붙잡는 애착이란 수렁이
너무 깊고 또 깊어 난 또다시
바늘을 집어서 상처에 수 놓지
봉제선 매듭이 풀어지네
봉제선 평행선이 틀어지네
단추를 잠그고 여며도
찬바람이 자꾸 새어드네
봉제선 그게 지금 우리 같아
다른 게 좋았다 다른 게 싫었다
그게 아무 상관 없어진 우리
dareun ge johaseo gateun ge singihaeseo
seoroui salmeul naeeojwossgo
sarangiraneun sillo eotteon baramgwa
bido saeeodeulji anhge kkeureoanassji
ijen anjido anhjanha usjido anhjanha
gwageoro jitaenghaneun hyeonjaega
uril bulssanghage mandeun geoya
mwoga jalmosdoen geolkka anya
gojang nan geosdo eopsneunde gochiryeo han geoya
nan neoui nunmurui iyureul molla
neol oeropge han geoya
wae urin beoriji moshago
baneureul chajneun geolkka
bongjeseon maedeubi pureojine
bongjeseon pyeonghaengseoni teureojine
danchureul jamgeugo yeomyeodo
chanbarami jakku saeeodeune
bongjeseon geuge jigeum uri gata
geunyang da johasseo nal gusokhaneun geosdo
sarangbatneun gibuni deureoseo
mideumiran sillo neol mukkeonoheumyeonseo
sarangiran geotoseul kkyeoiphyeossji
geuge ne mogeul joigo
nae mameun jakku siryeo waseo
puljido jamgeujido moshago
babocheoreom seo isseo
urin seoroui mameul deo apeuge
jjireugo isseumyeonseodo wae
kkeutkkaji baneureul nohji moshaneun geolkka
bongjeseon maedeubi pureojine
bongjeseon pyeonghaengseoni teureojine
danchureul jamgeugo yeomyeodo
chanbarami jakku saeeodeune
bongjeseon geuge jigeum uri gata
uri gata uri gata
miryeonmani urireul gadun uri gata
urin dalla urin dallaran
jagichoemyeondo ijen muri gata
na hana chamgo salmyeon doendaneun chakgagi
jigeum i bulhaengui ppuri gata
beoreojineun deo meoreojineun jogakdeul
butdeulgo ugijanha
imi eokjiro majchwoseo
aekjae gadwodo kkaejin geoul
han beon kkaejin geon doedorikil su eopsji
gyesok beilgeol
jeoncheoreom tteugeopji moshan geol mianhae
mianhaehaji machi machi joeincheoreom
ige jeonginji aejeonginjineun
dabeul almyeonseodo mot puneun munjein geol
teojigo kkwemaegil banbokhada boni
urin nudeogi gata
hejigo chorahaejin uri gwangyee
neureoganeun gumeongi
deo sirigo apeujiman
nal butjapneun aechagiran sureongi
neomu gipgo tto gipeo nan ttodasi
baneureul jibeoseo sangcheoe su nohji
bongjeseon maedeubi pureojine
bongjeseon pyeonghaengseoni teureojine
danchureul jamgeugo yeomyeodo
chanbarami jakku saeeodeune
bongjeseon geuge jigeum uri gata
dareun ge johassda dareun ge silheossda
geuge amu sanggwan eopseojin uri
We liked how different we were
We were amazed at how similar we were
So we took the thread of love
And held each other tight so wind and rain won’t come between us
But now we don’t hug, we don’t even smile
Our present is supported only by our past
Making us so pitiful
What went wrong?
No, we tried to fix something that wasn’t even broken
I don’t know the reason for your tears
I made you lonely
Why can’t we throw it away?
Why are we only looking for the needle?
Our stitches are loosening
The straight line of our stitches is becoming crooked
We try to button ourselves up
But cold wind keeps seeping in
The stitch lining, it’s like us right now
I just liked all of you
Even when you restricted me from doing things
Because I felt like I was being loved
I tied you up with the thread called trust
And made you wear a coat called love
But that suffocated you
And my heart kept aching
So I couldn’t loosen or tighten anything
And just stood there like a fool
We keep painfully poking at each other’s hearts
But why can’t we let go of this needle?
Our stitches are loosening
The straight line of our stitches is becoming crooked
We try to button ourselves up
But cold wind keeps seeping in
The stitch lining, it’s like us right now
It’s like us, it’s like us
These lingering feelings trap us
It’s like us
We’re different, we’re different
Trying to hypnotize ourselves seems like a stretch now
Thinking that I’ll be ok if I hold it inside
Became the root of this unhappiness right now
These pieces that are spreading apart and getting farther away
We’re holding onto them stubbornly
We’re forcing them together
Trapping them inside a frame
We’re like a broken mirror
Can’t put together what’s broken
Cuz we’ll keep getting cut
Sorry things aren’t as hot as before
I feel sorry as if I’m a sinner
Is this attachment or affection?
I know the answer but I still can’t solve the question
After a repetition of ripping and mending
We’ve become like rags
Our relationship has worn out and become miserable
It keeps getting holes
Making us even colder and more in pain
But this slough of attachment that holds onto me
It’s too deep so once again
I hold the needle and pierce it through the scars
Our stitches are loosening
The straight line of our stitches is becoming crooked
We try to button ourselves up
But cold wind keeps seeping in
The stitch lining, it’s like us right now
We liked being different, we hated being different
But now none of that matters to us anymore