Yo it’s been a year,
It’s been a mudafucking year ha.
We living in a good life.
We living in a bad life. Whatever,
It’s not important ‘cuz we here.
일 년이 가고
일 년이 와도
너와 난 같은 이 선율 위를 또 걷겠지
이 밤이 와도
이 밤이 가도
더 나은 삶을 위한 연주는 계속되겠지
I don’t wanna fuckin’ lie
그딴 짓 안 해
꿈은 서울 타워 위에,
마음은 반지하에
삶의 인질이 되었으니 야망을 선택했지
방황은 내 취미 막막해 매일이
집세처럼 매달 내야 할 외로움이 밀렸어
외로움의 반대말을 안다면 좀 빌려줘
내가 소속된 곳은 많아
근데 왜 어디서도 진짜 날 찾을 순 없는 걸까나
Who knows? You know? you don’t.
I know I don’t
일 년짼데도 적응이 안돼 봐도 봐도
매일 밤 거울 앞에서 입가를 만지며 확인하지
‘니가 그간 알던 김남준이 맞긴 하니?’
그냥 좀 내려놔야겠어
고민과 성찰, 번뇌, 두려움, 리더로서의 책임감까지도
다 알고 있으면서 놓지 못하는 것들
삶의 어쩔 수 없는 벗들. you know what?
꼭 빨라야만 랩이 아니듯이 인생 역시도 그래
우리 모두 때론 물에 기름을 붓지
목표, 성공, 꿈이란 산들이 왜 더 가까워지지 않을까
땀나게 뛰어봐도 물은 불이 되지가 않아서 조급했지
물과 기름, 절대 섞이지 않아
과학책에서 봤듯이 변치 않을 것 같다가
이제야 시작해 끓어오른 나를 봐봐
곧 불이 되겠지.
그리곤 타올라
일 년이 가고
일 년이 와도
너와 난 같은 이 선율 위를 또 걷겠지
이 밤이 와도
이 밤이 가도
더 나은 삶을 위한 연주는 계속되겠지
안정의 공간 하나 없었던 일 년은 살얼음판
어디로 가는지 난 몰라
감정의 공방, 깊은 한숨은 어제가 되었지만
여전히 밤이 돼도 못 자 예견된 혼란
여전히 잠 못드는 밤
시기와 질투 경쟁이란 감옥은 날 수시로
옥죄고 숨통을 막아 내 미래는 수묵화
머릿속에 수북한 성공이란 단어 두 글자
내가 해야할 일과 또 내가 하고 싶은 일
그 사이 선 걸리버 fuck it i dont give a shit
지금 난 꿈을 이룬 건지 아님 꿈을 잃은 건지
아직 잘 모르겠어 내가 성공의 꿈을 미룬 건지
바보처럼 짓는 웃음 뒤엔 정확히 반쯤
울고 있어 이건 정체성에 대한 나의 방증
현실과 이상은 차츰 무뎌져 터지는 가슴
음악적 갈증과 갈등 사이에 커지는 한숨
일 년이 가고
일 년이 와도
너와 난 같은 이 선율 위를 또 걷겠지
이 밤이 와도
이 밤이 가도
더 나은 삶을 위한 연주는 계속되겠지
느껴지는 time over, 삶에 젖어
몰랐지, 내 일년의 걸음
해 뜰 땐 i’m ill, 밤엔 또 가살 적어
매일 살아 난 live같은 life, 립싱크는 없어
이 노력과 함께 시작의 문을 열어
흘리는 피땀만큼 설 무대는 점점 커져
함성과 박수갈채, 내겐 선물같은 성원
관심이 번질 즈음 내 눈물은 이미 번져
따라오는 부담과 큰 걱정
내가 받은 사랑만큼 내 어깬 무거워졌어 so
매일 떨려, 감은 좋은데, 떫어
이런 날 다림질해봐 구겨진 맘을 펴 날 rewind
어떤 비바람이 와도 방탄이 날 위안
이 걸음걸이는 성공의 길 wanna be now
그래 난 시리우스, 어떤 별보다도 빛나
이 순간 여전히 난 ‘born signer’ 마이클 쥔다
일 년이 가고
일 년이 와도
너와 난 같은 이 선율 위를 또 걷겠지
이 밤이 와도
이 밤이 가도
더 나은 삶을 위한 연주는 계속되겠지
Yo it’s been a year,
It’s been a mudafucking year ha.
We living in a good life.
We living in a bad life. Whatever,
It’s not important ‘cuz we here.
il nyeoni gago
il nyeoni wado
neowa nan gateun i seonyul wireul tto geotgetji
i bami wado
i bami gado
deo naeun sarmeul wihan yeonjuneun gyesokdoegetji
I dont wanna fuckin lie
geuttan jit an hae
kkumeun seoul tawo wie,
maeumeun banjihae
sarmui injiri doeeosseuni yamangeul seontaekhaetji
banghwangeun nae chwimi mangmakhae maeiri
jipsecheoreom maedal naeya hal oeroumi millyeosseo
oeroumui bandaemareul andamyeon jom billyeojwo
naega sosokdoen goseun manha
geunde wae eodiseodo jinjja nal chajeul sun eomneun geolkkana
Who knows? You know? you dont.
I know I dont
il nyeonjjaendedo jeogeungi andwae bwado bwado
maeil bam geoul apeseo ipgareul manjimyeo hwaginhaji
niga geugan aldeon gimnamjuni matgin hani?
geunyang jom naeryeonwayagesseo
gomingwa seongchal, beonnoe, duryeoum, rideoroseoui chaegimgamkkajido
da algo isseumyeonseo nochi motaneun geotdeul
sarmui eojjeol su eomneun beotdeul. you know what?
kkok ppallayaman raebi anideusi insaeng yeoksido geurae
uri modu ttaeron mure gireumeul butji
mokpyo, seonggong, kkumiran sandeuri wae deo gakkawojiji anheulkka
ttamnage ttwieobwado mureun buri doejiga anhaseo jogeuphaetji
mulgwa gireum, jeoldae seokkiji anha
gwahakchaegeseo bwatdeusi byeonchi anheul geot gatdaga
ijeya sijakhae kkeurheooreun nareul bwabwa
got buri doegetji.
geurigon taolla
il nyeoni gago
il nyeoni wado
neowa nan gateun i seonyul wireul tto geotgetji
i bami wado
i bami gado
deo naeun sarmeul wihan yeonjuneun gyesokdoegetji
anjeongui gonggan hana eobseotdeon il nyeoneun sareoreumpan
eodiro ganeunji nan molla
gamjeongui gongbang, gipeun hansumeun eojega doeeotjiman
yeojeonhi bami dwaedo mot ja yegyeondoen hollan
yeojeonhi jam motdeuneun bam
sigiwa jiltu gyeongjaengiran gamogeun nal susiro
okjoego sumtongeul maga nae miraeneun sumukhwa
meorissoge subukhan seonggongiran daneo du geulja
naega haeyahal ilgwa tto naega hago sipeun il
geu sai seon geollibeo fuck it i dont give a shit
jigeum nan kkumeul irun geonji anim kkumeul irheun geonji
ajik jal moreugesseo naega seonggongui kkumeul mirun geonji
babocheoreom jitneun useum dwien jeonghwakhi banjjeum
ulgo isseo igeon jeongcheseonge daehan naui bangjeung
hyeonsilgwa isangeun chacheum mudyeojyeo teojineun gaseum
eumakjeok galjeunggwa galdeung saie keojineun hansum
il nyeoni gago
il nyeoni wado
neowa nan gateun i seonyul wireul tto geotgetji
i bami wado
i bami gado
deo naeun sarmeul wihan yeonjuneun gyesokdoegetji
neukkyeojineun time over, sarme jeojeo
mollatji, nae illyeonui georeum
hae tteul ttaen im ill, bamen tto gasal jeogeo
maeil sara nan livegateun life, ripsingkeuneun eobseo
i noryeokgwa hamkke sijagui muneul yeoreo
heullineun pittammankeum seol mudaeneun jeomjeom keojyeo
hamseonggwa baksugalchae, naegen seonmulgateun seongwon
gwansimi beonjil jeueum nae nunmureun imi beonjyeo
ttaraoneun budamgwa keun geokjeong
naega badeun sarangmankeum nae eokkaen mugeowojyeosseo so
maeil tteollyeo, gameun joheunde, tteorbeo
ireon nal darimjilhaebwa gugyeojin mameul pyeo nal rewind
eotteon bibarami wado bangtani nal wian
i georeumgeorineun seonggongui gil wanna be now
geurae nan siriuseu, eotteon byeolbodado bitna
i sungan yeojeonhi nan born signer maikeul jwinda
il nyeoni gago
il nyeoni wado
neowa nan gateun i seonyul wireul tto geotgetji
i bami wado
i bami gado
deo naeun sarmeul wihan yeonjuneun gyesokdoegetji
Yo it’s been a year,
It’s been a mudafucking year ha.
We living in a good life.
We living in a bad life. Whatever,
It’s not important ‘cuz we here.
A year has passed
And another year will come
You and I, we will be walking on this melody again.
This night has come,
And this night will go,
I would continue performing on stage, for a better life ahead
I don’t wanna fuckin’ lie
I don’t want to do anything else other than this
My dreams are on the Seoul Tower
but my heart is at the semi-basement
Since my life has become a hostage, I’ve chosen an ambition
Being lost in life is my hobby, everyday is so vague
Just like the monthly rent, my loneliness is behind schedule
If you know the opposite word of loneliness, lend it to me
I can be assigned to many places,
But why can’t I find the real me anywhere?
Who knows? You know? you don’t. I know I don’t
Its been a year, but I can’t adapt to this life no matter how many times I look back
Every night, I touch my lips and ask myself
‘Are you the really Kim Namjoon that everyone knew?’
I think I should drop it down a notch
My worries and reflection, anger, fear, even my responsibility as a leader
If everyone knows, the things I can’t lose
life goes with a friend. you know what?
the fast raps that doesn’t actually seem fast, that’s what life is
At times, we put oil in water
goals, success and dreams, why are they getting further
I sweat profusely, but the water doesn’t turn to fire and I get impatient
water and oil, can never blend together
I saw on the science textbook, I don’t think it would ever happen
Right now is the start, look at me
I’ll turn to fire
And burn furiously.
A year has passed
And another year will come
You and I, we would be walking on this melody again
This night has come,
And this night will go,
I would continue performing on stage, for a better life ahead
There was no calm air to breath, the whole year was a bumpy road
I didn’t know where to go,
My offended sentiment, and deep sighs, would all become a talk of yesterday
Even if everyday is night, I could never sleep, I’m always thrown off
I can never sleep at night,
The jealousy and envy, I am imprisoned in a prison called rivalry
It suffocating, my future is a *sumukwha
In my mind, the word ‘success’ are two things
The things that I am suppose to do and the things I want to do,
In between there stands Gulliver, fuck I don’t give a shit
Am I living my dreams or am I losing it
I’m not quite sure if my wanted success was postponed
I put up a smile like a fool, truth behind it is only half of it
I’m crying, this is a deffence on my identity
The oddity of reality gradually gets out of hand, my heart can’t take it
In between my thirst and trouble for music, my sighs gets louder
A year has passed
And another year will come
You and I, we would be walking on this melody again
This night has come,
And this night will go,
I would continue performing on stage, for a better life ahead
I can feel the time over, my life is soaked
I didn’t know, my one year footsteps
When the sun rises i’m ill, and at night I write lyrics
I live everyday, live like life, no lip-syncing
With this strength, I’ll open the doors to a new start
The stages would get bigger with every drop of sweat
The cheer and applause, is like a present of encouragements for me
The attentions spreads out, my tears are already flowing
The pressure and worries trails behind me
My shoulders gets heavy with the love I receive so,
I’m nervous everyday, I feel good but still bitter
Try and iron me out, smoothen my crumpled heart, I’ll rewind
Whatever storm comes, bangtan is there to console me
This successful road I’m walking on, wanna be now
yes I’m serious, I shine brighter than any star
This moments is forever, I’m a born singer, catching on to Micheal
A year has passed
And another year will come
You and I, we would be walking on this melody again
This night has come,
And this night will go,
I would continue performing on stage, for a better life ahead