깜빡거리는 신호등,
굴러다니는 낙엽도
할 일 하는데.
난 왜 이럴까?
그대가 없는 밤들도 반짝거리고
가을도 봄이 될 텐데
난 왜 이럴까?
왜 사는 걸까?
할 일, 오늘도 꽤 많았지.
설거지, 방 청소, 책상 정리.
복잡한 생각 한번 할 것 없이
원위치로 가는 것들
어찌 고마웠는지.
밀렸던 자질구레한 일들이 무너진 날 이끄네.
네 손이 놓은 내 손을 잡아준
시간의 두 손은 가기 급해.
안 읽던 책도
어느새 마지막 한 장을 넘기는 날 발견해.
어쩌면 이런 게 상실의 순기능.
걱정 마. 난 이렇게 바쁘게 지내니까.
내 스케줄표는 가득해.
넌 너 할 일만 신경 써.
고맙다. 내가 할 일도 하나 줘서.
깜빡거리는 신호등,
굴러다니는 낙엽도
할 일 하는데.
난 왜 이럴까?
그대가 없는 밤들도 반짝거리고
가을도 봄이 될 텐데
난 왜 이럴까?
왜 사는 걸까?
소파에 누워서 티비를 켜.
벌써 삼십분 째 애꿎은 채널만 돌리면서…
던져둔 폰에 울리는 전화벨 소리.
누구든 상관없지.
약속 잡고서 밖에 나갈 준비를 해.
지금은 열한 시 반.
예전에는 잠들 시간.
요즘은 여기저기서 불러 불려 다니지, 난.
바쁜 일상. 오랜만이라서 반가워.
정신없는 하루. 불안정함이 나다워.
이렇게 써도 항상 남는 게
시간인지 감정인지 오늘과 같을 내일.
솔직히 난 두려워.
아무리 채워봐도 텅빈 마음 뿐이어서.
깜빡거리는 신호등,
굴러다니는 낙엽도
할 일 하는데.
난 왜 이럴까?
그대가 없는 밤들도 반짝거리고
가을도 봄이 될 텐데
난 왜 이럴까?
너도 이럴까?
난 왜…
kkamppakgeorineun sinhodeung,
gulleodanineun nagyeopdo
hal il haneunde.
nan wae ireolkka?
geudaega eopsneun bamdeuldo banjjakgeorigo
gaeuldo bomi doel tende
nan wae ireolkka?
wae saneun geolkka?
hal il, oneuldo kkwae manhassji.
seolgeoji, bang cheongso, chaeksang jeongri.
bokjaphan saenggak hanbeon hal geot eopsi
wonwichiro ganeun geosdeul
eojji gomawossneunji.
millyeossdeon jajilgurehan ildeuri muneojin nal ikkeune.
ne soni noheun nae soneul jabajun
siganui du soneun gagi geuphae.
an ilkdeon chaekdo
eoneusae majimak han jangeul neomgineun nal balgyeonhae.
eojjeomyeon ireon ge sangsirui sungineung.
geokjeong ma. nan ireohge bappeuge jinaenikka.
nae seukejulpyoneun gadeukhae.
neon neo hal ilman singyeong sseo.
gomapda. naega hal ildo hana jwoseo.
kkamppakgeorineun sinhodeung,
gulleodanineun nagyeopdo
hal il haneunde.
nan wae ireolkka?
geudaega eopsneun bamdeuldo banjjakgeorigo
gaeuldo bomi doel tende
nan wae ireolkka?
wae saneun geolkka?
sopae nuwoseo tibireul kyeo.
beolsseo samsipbun jjae aekkujeun chaeneolman dollimyeonseo…
deonjyeodun pone ullineun jeonhwabel sori.
nugudeun sanggwaneopsji.
yaksok japgoseo bakke nagal junbireul hae.
jigeumeun yeolhan si ban.
yejeoneneun jamdeul sigan.
yojeumeun yeogijeogiseo bulleo bullyeo daniji, nan.
bappeun ilsang. oraenmaniraseo bangawo.
jeongsineopsneun haru. buranjeonghami nadawo.
ireohge sseodo hangsang namneun ge
siganinji gamjeonginji oneulgwa gateul naeil.
soljikhi nan duryeowo.
amuri chaewobwado teongbin maeum ppunieoseo.
kkamppakgeorineun sinhodeung,
gulleodanineun nagyeopdo
hal il haneunde.
nan wae ireolkka?
geudaega eopsneun bamdeuldo banjjakgeorigo
gaeuldo bomi doel tende
nan wae ireolkka?
neodo ireolkka?
nan wae…
The blinking traffic lights
The rolling leaves
They’re all doing what they’re supposed to
But why am I like this?
Nights without you shine
Autumn becomes spring too
But why am I like this?
Why do I live?
I had a lot to do today too
Wash dishes, clean room, organize desk
Without having to think hard
Those things just had to go back in its original place
I was so thankful for that
All of the little tasks are pulling the broken me along
The hands of time that hold my hands that you let go of
They go so fast
I never read before
But now I see myself turning the last page
Maybe these are the benefits of heartbreak
Don’t worry, this is how busy I am
My schedule is full
So you do you
Thanks for giving me one more thing to do
The blinking traffic lights
The rolling leaves
They’re all doing what they’re supposed to
But why am I like this?
Nights without you shine
Autumn becomes spring too
But why am I like this?
Why do I live?
I lay on the sofa and turn on the TV
It’s already been 30 minutes, I’m just turning the channel
Then I heard my phone ring
I don’t care who it is
I make plans and get ready to go out
It’s 11:30 right now
Before, it would’ve been time to sleep
But now, I’m getting called out here and there
Busy days for the first time in a while, I like it
Crazy days, this insecurity is so me
I use it so much but there’s always leftovers
Is it time? Is it emotions?
Tomorrow will be like today
Honestly, I’m a little scared
Because no matter how much I fill it
My heart is still empty
The blinking traffic lights
The rolling leaves
They’re all doing what they’re supposed to
But why am I like this?
Nights without you shine
Autumn becomes spring too
But why am I like this?
Are you like this too?
Why…