화가 나.
겨우 가사 한 줄 적는데 며칠 밤을 새.
할 말이 넘치던 10년 전과는 다르게.
갈수록 하고 싶은 말과 해도 되는 말이 줄고
기대와 무거운 책임감만 따르네.
지금 내 현주소는 절벽 위 번지.
공포에 질려 입 다물고 떨어지던지
외마디 비명조차 아름답게 질러야 할 때야.
참 그립네.
밑바닥에서 탑을 쌓던 때가.
가진 게 없어 했던 그때와
뺏길까 봐 하는 지금.
잃을 게 없던 그때와
잃은 게 더 많은 지금.
지금을 바랬던 그때와
그때를 바라는 지금.
Man, it’s killin’ my vibe
and trippin’ up my rhythm.
이젠 더 뛰어올라봤자 just a ceilin’.
머리만 아플 일.
환상이 벗겨지는 경지에 섰지.
이제 내게 언더와 오버의 의미는
never understood and always overthinkin’.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
구멍 난 내 가슴이 밤으로 채워져도 반드시 해가 뜨니.
It goes on and on.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
구멍 난 내 가슴이 밤으로 채워져도 반드시 해가 뜨니.
It goes on and on.
I feel sorry for my fans.
Loving me is hard.
내 굴곡진 인생 함께 걷는 거니까.
내가 밟는 땅만 꺼지는데
날 지키는 것 보다 버리는 게 더 쉬울 때
you are here with me through the rise and falls.
Here’s my heart, here’s my blood,
Imma give you my all.
너와 내 미소는 항상 피기도 전에 시들지만
못다 핀 꽃도 모이면 정원을 이루지.
불안한 맘을 비우지 못해 잔을 비워.
술보다 독한 영감에 취해 잠 못 이뤄.
결국, 타인에게 줄 기쁨과 내 욕심 때문에
늘 뒷전 되는 가족들의 외로움.
사랑한다는 그 쉬운 한마디 못하면서
착 달라붙네, 열여섯 마디는.
때가 되면 오래, 멀리 떠나자 약속했는데
오늘도 난 책상 앞에 밤을 새우네.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
구멍 난 내 가슴이 밤으로 채워져도 반드시 해가 뜨니.
It goes on and on.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
구멍 난 내 가슴이 밤으로 채워져도 반드시 해가 뜨니.
It goes on and on.
은퇴, 해체.
매해 목구멍에 담은 단어들인데
14년째 못 뱉네.
때론 가래, 때론 피와 섞여 밤새 켁켁.
There ain’t a fuckin’ paycheck
to make it worth the pain.
But again, 숨 들이키고 다시 무대 위에.
And again, 공책을 피고 글을 토해내.
When you bleed, I will bleed with ya.
When I bleed, will u bleed with me?
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
구멍 난 내 가슴이 밤으로 채워져도 반드시 해가 뜨니.
It goes on and on.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
구멍 난 내 가슴이 밤으로 채워져도 반드시 해가 뜨니.
It goes on and on.
hwaga na.
gyeou gasa han jul jeokneunde myeochil bameul sae.
hal mari neomchideon 10nyeon jeongwaneun dareuge.
galsurok hago sipeun malgwa haedo doeneun mari julgo
gidaewa mugeoun chaegimgamman ttareune.
jigeum nae hyeonjusoneun jeolbyeok wi beonji.
gongpoe jillyeo ip damulgo tteoreojideonji
oemadi bimyeongjocha areumdapge jilleoya hal ttaeya.
cham geuripne.
mitbadageseo tabeul ssahdeon ttaega.
gajin ge eopseo haessdeon geuttaewa
ppaesgilkka bwa haneun jigeum.
ilheul ge eopsdeon geuttaewa
ilheun ge deo manheun jigeum.
jigeumeul baraessdeon geuttaewa
geuttaereul baraneun jigeum.
Man, it’s killin’ my vibe
and trippin’ up my rhythm.
ijen deo ttwieoollabwassja just a ceilin’.
meoriman apeul il.
hwansangi beosgyeojineun gyeongjie seossji.
ije naege eondeowa obeoui uimineun
never understood and always overthinkin’.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
gumeong nan nae gaseumi bameuro chaewojyeodo bandeusi haega tteuni.
It goes on and on.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
gumeong nan nae gaseumi bameuro chaewojyeodo bandeusi haega tteuni.
It goes on and on.
I feel sorry for my fans.
Loving me is hard.
nae gulgokjin insaeng hamkke geotneun geonikka.
naega balpneun ttangman kkeojineunde
nal jikineun geot boda beorineun ge deo swiul ttae
you are here with me through the rise and falls.
Here’s my heart, here’s my blood,
Imma give you my all.
neowa nae misoneun hangsang pigido jeone sideuljiman
mosda pin kkoccdo moimyeon jeongwoneul iruji.
buranhan mameul biuji moshae janeul biwo.
sulboda dokhan yeonggame chwihae jam mot irwo.
gyeolguk, tainege jul gippeumgwa nae yoksim ttaemune
neul dwisjeon doeneun gajokdeurui oeroum.
saranghandaneun geu swiun hanmadi moshamyeonseo
chak dallabutne, yeoryeoseot madineun.
ttaega doemyeon orae, meolli tteonaja yaksokhaessneunde
oneuldo nan chaeksang ape bameul saeune.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
gumeong nan nae gaseumi bameuro chaewojyeodo bandeusi haega tteuni.
It goes on and on.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
gumeong nan nae gaseumi bameuro chaewojyeodo bandeusi haega tteuni.
It goes on and on.
euntoe, haeche.
maehae mokgumeonge dameun daneodeurinde
14nyeonjjae mot baetne.
ttaeron garae, ttaeron piwa seokkyeo bamsae kekkek.
There ain’t a fuckin’ paycheck
to make it worth the pain.
But again, sum deurikigo dasi mudae wie.
And again, gongchaegeul pigo geureul tohaenae.
When you bleed, I will bleed with ya.
When I bleed, will u bleed with me?
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
gumeong nan nae gaseumi bameuro chaewojyeodo bandeusi haega tteuni.
It goes on and on.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
gumeong nan nae gaseumi bameuro chaewojyeodo bandeusi haega tteuni.
It goes on and on.
I’m mad
Took me nights to write just one line
It’s different from 10 years ago when I had so much to say
What I want to say and what I can say decrease over time
Only expectations and heavy responsibilities come after me
My current address is on top of a cliff
I have to either shut my mouth and tremble in fear
Or scream beautifully
I miss it so much
Times when I built a tower from bottom up
Back then I had nothing
But now, I’m afraid things’ll get stolen
Back then I had nothing to lose
But now I have so much to lose
Back then I wanted this moment
Right now, I want to go back
Man, it’s killin’ my vibe
and trippin’ up my rhythm
Now if I bring things up, it’s just a ceilin
Only giving me headaches
I’m in a place where fantasy disappears
Now the meaning of under and over to me
never understood and always overthinkin’.
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat
Spit another 16
My holey heart gets filled with night
But the sun always rises
It goes on and on
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat
Spit another 16
My holey heart gets filled with night
But the sun always rises
It goes on and on
I feel sorry for my fans
Loving me is hard
Because they walk with me through my ups and downs
When it was easier to throw me away rather than protect me
you are here with me through the rise and falls
Here’s my heart, here’s my blood
Imma give you my all
Our smiles always wither even before it blooms
But even unbloomed flowers can make a garden if you gather them
I can’t empty my anxious heart so I empty my drink
Drunk with inspiration stronger than alcohol, I can’t sleep
In the end, because of the joy I’ll give to strangers and my greed
My family’s loneliness always gets pushed back
Not even telling them the simple words of I love you
But these 16 measures stick to me so closely
I promised them to go on a long and far vacation when the time comes
But again today, I’m staying up all night in front of my desk
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
My holey heart gets filled with night
But the sun always rises
It goes on and on
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
My holey heart gets filled with night
But the sun always rises
It goes on and on
Retirement, disbandment
These are words that always stay in my mouth year after year
But it’s the 14th year of not being able to say it
Sometimes with phlegm, sometimes with blood
I stay up all night coughing
There ain’t a fuckin’ paycheck
to make it worth the pain.
But again, I take a breath and get on stage
And again, I open my notebook and throw up words
When you bleed, I will bleed with ya
When I bleed, will u bleed with me?
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
My holey heart gets filled with night
But the sun always rises
It goes on and on
What doesn’t kill me
only makes me bloody,
so I just bleed on this breakbeat.
Spit another 16.
My holey heart gets filled with night
But the sun always rises
It goes on and on