까맣게 내 마음이 타들어가듯 어둠이 내린다
커질대로 벌어진 나의 선명한 상처 가려버리려 한다
깨져버린 우리 사랑이 나를 이토록 날카롭게 베어버렸다
흐르는 눈물에 부서진 심장이 아프게 너를 부른다
추억이란 몹쓸 이름에 갇혀 오늘도 널 지우려 애를 써봐도
달아날 수 없이 뿌리칠 수 없이 어둠에 니가 보인다
난 꿈 속을 꿈 속을 걷고 있어 허락도 없이 날 찾아온 너
나 얼마만큼 또 얼마만큼 아파했는데 다시 흔들어놔
내 꿈 속에 꿈 속에 울고 있어 잡지도 쫓지도 못해서 널
그러다 눈물에 깨어나
참았던 내 눈물이 뜨겁게 흘러 입술을 깨문다
소리 없이 지켜본 멀리 차가운 달빛 외로이 날 비춘다
거미줄에 걸린 것처럼 바둥댈수록 그리움이 목을 조른다
나를 비웃듯이 나를 삼킬듯이 어둠을 비집고 든다
왜 어김 없이 또 어김 없이 찾아오는지 이제 멈춰주렴
널 막아도 막아도 안되잖아 매일 밤 내 꿈에 너를 들여
그러다 눈물에 깨어나
kkamahke nae maeumi
tadeureo gadeut, eodumi naerinda
keojil daero beoreojin, naye seonmyeong han sangcheo
garyeo beoriryeo handa
kkaejyeo beorin uri sarangi
nareul itorok nal karobge be eo beoryeot da
heureuneun nunmure, buseojin shimjangi
apeuge neoreul bureunda
chueogiran mobsseul ireume, gadhyeo oneul do neol ji
uryeo aereul sseobwado
dara nalsu eobshi, bburi chilsu eobshi
eodume niga bo inda
nan kkum sogeul, kkum sogeul, geodgo isseo
heorak do, eobshi nal, chaja on neo
na eolma mankeum, tto eolma mankeum
apa haetneunde, dashi heundeureo nwa
nae kkum soge, kkum soge, ulgo isseo
jabji do, jjotji do, mothaeseo neol
geureo da
nunmure kkae eo na
chamatdeon nae nunmuri, tteugeobge heulleo
ibsureul kkae munda
sori eobshi jikyeo bon, meolli chaga un dalbit
wero inal bichunda
geomi jure geollin geot cheoreom, badung daelsurok geuri
umi mogeul joreunda
nareul biut deushi, nareul samkil deushi
eodumeul bijibgo deunda
nan kkum sogeul, kkum sogeul, geodgo isseo
heorak do, eobshi nal, chaja on neo
na eolma mankeum, tto eolma mankeum
apa haetneunde, dashi heundeureo nwa
nae kkum soge, kkum soge, ulgo isseo
jabji do, jjotji do, mothaeseo neol
geureo da
nunmure kkae eo na
wae eogim eobshi, tto eogim eobshi
chaja oneunji, ije meomchwo juryeom
neol maga do, maga do, andwe janha
maeil bam, nae kkume, neoreul deulyeo
geureo da
As if my heart is burnt black, the darkness falls
I try to hide my clearly visible scar, which has opened up more
Our shattered love is sharply cutting into me like this
With flowing tears, my broken heart is painfully calling out to you
I trapped in the bad name of memories so though I try to erase you
I can’t run away, I can’t escape and I only see you in the darkness
* I am walking in a dream, in a dream – you came to me without permission
I hurt so much, so much but you shake me up again
In my dream, in my dream, I am crying because I can’t hold onto you or go after you
Then I wake up in tears
My held back tears are hotly falling and I bite down on my lips
Without a sound, the cold moonlight shines on me from far away
As if I’m caught in a spider web, the more I move around, the more my throat closes with longing
As if it ridicules me, as if it’ll swallow me, darkness splits open and holds me
* Repeat
Why do you come find me without failing? Please stop now
I block you and block you but it doesn’t work
Every night, I hear you in my dreams
Then I wake up in tears