나는 누구인가 평생 물어온 질문
아마 평생 정답은 찾지 못할 그 질문
만약 나는 말 고작 몇개로 답할 수 있었다면
신께서 그 수많은 아름다움을 담아주시지는 않았겠지
How you feel? 지금 기분이 어때?
사실 나 너무 좋아 근데 조금 불편해
나는 내가 개지 돼지인지 뭔지도 아직 잘 모르겠는데
남들이 와서 진주 목걸이를 거네
예전보단 자주 웃어
소원했던 슈퍼히어로
이제 진짜가 된 것 같아
근데 갈수록 뭔 말들이 많아
누군 달리라고 하고 누군 멈춰서라고 해
얘는 숲을 보라고 걔는 들꽃을 보라해
내 그림자는 망설임, 이라고 쓰고 불렀네
걔가 되고 나서 망설인적이 없었네
조명 아래 있던 자꾸 나타나
아지랑이처럼 뜨겁게 나를 노려보네
가수를 왜 시작한건지 벌써 잊었냐
넌 그냥 들어주는 이가 있던게 막 좋았던거야
가끔은 그냥 다 싹 헛소리 같아
취하면 나오는거 알지 치기 같아 (immaturity)
나따위가 무슨 뮤직
나따위가 무슨 춤
나따위가 무슨 소명
나따위가 무슨 뮤즈
내가 아는 나의 흥 어쩌면 그게 사실 내 전부
사실 난 관심없어 나의 서튬
이제 질리지도 않는 후회들과 매일 밤들은 심기를 괜히 긁어
돌릴 길 없는 시간들을 습관들을 비틀어
그 때마다 날 또 일으켜 세운건 최초의 질문
내 이름 석자 그 가장 앞에 와야 할 것
so I’m askin’ once again yeah
Who the hell am I?
Tell me all your names baby
Do you wanna die?
Oh do you wanna go?
Do you wanna fly?
Where’s your soul?
Where’s your dream?
Do you think you’re
My name is “R”
내가 기억하고 사람들이 아는 나
날 토하기 위해 내가 스스로 만들어낸 나
yeah 난 날 숨겨왔을지도
뻥 쳐왔을지도
But 부끄럽지 않아 이건 내 영혼의 지도
Dear myself
너 절대로 온도를 잃지마
따뜻할 필요도 차가울 필요 없으니까
가끔은 위선적이어도 위악적이어도
내가 걸어두고 싶은 내 방향의 척도
내가 되고 싶은 나
사람들이 원하는 나
내가 사랑하는 나
또 내가 빚어내는 나
웃고 있는 나 가끔은 울고 있는 나
지금도 매분 매순간 살아숨쉬는 페르소나
Who the hell am I?
I just wanna go
I just wanna fly
I just wanna give you all the voices till I die
I just wanna give you all the shoulders when you cry
Persona
Who the hell am I?
I just wanna go
I just wanna fly
I just wanna give you all the voices till I die
I just wanna give you all the shoulders when you cry
naneun nuguinga pyeongsaeng mureoon jilmun
ama pyeongsaeng jeongdabeun chajji moshal geu jilmun
manyak naneun mal gojak myeoccgaero daphal su isseossdamyeon
sinkkeseo geu sumanheun areumdaumeul damajusijineun anhassgessji
How you feel? jigeum gibuni eottae?
sasil na neomu joha geunde jogeum bulpyeonhae
naneun naega gaeji dwaejiinji mwonjido ajik jal moreugessneunde
namdeuri waseo jinju mokgeorireul geone
yejeonbodan jaju useo
sowonhaessdeon syupeohieoro
ije jinjjaga doen geot gata
geunde galsurok mwon maldeuri manha
nugun dallirago hago nugun meomchwoseorago hae
yaeneun supeul borago gyaeneun deulkkocceul borahae
nae geurimjaneun mangseorim, irago sseugo bulleossne
gyaega doego naseo mangseorinjeogi eopseossne
jomyeong arae issdeon jakku natana
ajirangicheoreom tteugeopge nareul noryeobone
gasureul wae sijakhangeonji beolsseo ijeossnya
neon geunyang deureojuneun iga issdeonge mak johassdeongeoya
gakkeumeun geunyang da ssak heossori gata
chwihamyeon naoneungeo alji chigi gata (immaturity)
nattawiga museun myujik
nattawiga museun chum
nattawiga museun somyeong
nattawiga museun myujeu
naega aneun naui heung eojjeomyeon geuge sasil nae jeonbu
sasil nan gwansimeopseo naui seotyum
ije jillijido anhneun huhoedeulgwa maeil bamdeureun simgireul gwaenhi geulkeo
dollil gil eopsneun sigandeureul seupgwandeureul biteureo
geu ttaemada nal tto ireukyeo seungeon choechoui jilmun
nae ireum seokja geu gajang ape waya hal geos
so I’m askin’ once again yeah
Who the hell am I?
Tell me all your names baby
Do you wanna die?
Oh do you wanna go?
Do you wanna fly?
Where’s your soul?
Where’s your dream?
Do you think you’re
My name is “R”
naega gieokhago saramdeuri aneun na
nal tohagi wihae naega seuseuro mandeureonaen na
yeah nan nal sumgyeowasseuljido
ppeong chyeowasseuljido
but bukkeureopji anha igeon nae yeonghonui jido
dear myself
neo jeoldaero ondoreul ilhjima
ttatteushal piryodo chagaul piryo eopseunikka
gakkeumeun wiseonjeogieodo wiakjeogieodo
naega georeodugo sipeun nae banghyangui cheokdo
naega doego sipeun na
saramdeuri wonhaneun na
naega saranghaneun na
tto naega bijeonaeneun na
usgo issneun na gakkeumeun ulgo issneun na
jigeumdo maebun maesungan sarasumswineun pereusona
Who the hell am I?
I just wanna go
I just wanna fly
I just wanna give you all the voices till I die
I just wanna give you all the shoulders when you cry
Persona
Who the hell am I?
I just wanna go
I just wanna fly
I just wanna give you all the voices till I die
I just wanna give you all the shoulders when you cry
‘Who am I’ the question I had my whole life
The question which I probably won’t find an answer to my whole life
If I were answerable with a few mere words
Then God wouldn’t have created all those various beauties
How you feel? How’re you feeling right now?
Actually I’m real good but a little uncomfortable
I’m still not so sure if I’m a dog or a pig or what else
But then other people come and put the pearl necklace on me
I laugh more than I did before
I dreamt of becoming a superhero
Now it feels like I really became one
But as it goes on there’s so much blabbering
One says ‘run’ another says ‘stop’
This one says ‘look at the forest’ that one says ‘look at the wild flower’
My shadow, I wrote and called it ‘hesitation’
It has never hesitated after becoming that
It keeps appearing under the stage or the light
Keeps glaring at me scorchingly like a heat wave (Oh shit)
Hey have you already forgotten why you even started this
You were just digging it that someone was listening
Sometimes everything sounds like freakin’ nonsense
You know what comes out of you when you’re drunk.. like immaturity
Someone like me ain’t good enough for music
Someone like me ain’t good enough for the truth
Someone like me ain’t good enough for a calling
Someone like me ain’t good enough to be a muse
The flaws of mine that I know
Maybe that’s all I’ve got really
The world is actually not interested in my clumsiness at all
The regrets that I don’t even get sick of anymore
I tumble with them every night until I’m disgusted
and twist the irreversible time habitually
There’s something that raised me up again every time
The first question
The three syllables of my name and the word ‘but’ that should come before any of those
So I’m askin’ once again yeah
Who the hell am I?
Tell me all your names baby
Do you wanna die?
Oh do you wanna go?
Do you wanna fly?
Where’s your soul? where’s your dream?
Do you think you’re alive?
My name is R
The ‘me’ that I remember and people know
The ‘me’ that I created myself to vent out
Yeah maybe I have been deceiving myself
Maybe I’ve been lying
But I’m not embarrassed anymore this is the map of my soul
Dear myself
You must never lose your temperature
Cuz you don’t need to be neither warm nor cold
Though I might sometimes be hypocritical
or pretend to be evil
This is the barometer of my direction I want to keep
The ‘me’ that I want myself to be
The ‘me’ that people want me to be
The ‘me’ that you love
And the ‘me’ that I create
The ‘me’ that’s smiling
The ‘me’ that’s sometimes in tears
Vividly breathing each second and every moment even now
Persona
Who the hell am I
I just wanna go
I just wanna fly
I just wanna give you all the voices till I die
I just wanna give you all the shoulders when you cry
Persona
Who the hell am I
I just wanna go
I just wanna fly
I just wanna give you all the voices till I die
I just wanna give you all the shoulders when you cry