처음엔 어른이 된단 생각에
예전과 그저 같을 줄만 알았고
막상 현실에 부딪혀 살다 보니
쉽지 않다는 걸 그제서야 알아버렸고
내 꿈을 위해 살아가기보다
가끔은 이 세상이란 틀에 맞춰져
살아가고 있는 나를 봤을 때
누군가의 시선이 두려워
눈치만 보고 있어
어른이 되면 외로워 진단 그 말이
이런 말 못 하는 외로움이었을까
때론 슬픔을 삼켜야 하며
아픔을 견뎌야만 할까
괜찮지 않아도 괜찮아야 한다
하루에도 몇 번씩을 얘길 하며
이렇게 살아가고 있는 나의 어른
너무 빨리 지나가 버리는 시간은
야속하게도 날 기다려주지 않아
사실 아직 어른이 되기엔 무서워
누군가의 품 안에 있었던
나의 10대가 그리워
어른이 되면 외로워 진단 그 말이
이런 말 못 하는 외로움이었을까
때론 슬픔을 삼켜야 하며
아픔을 견뎌야만 할까
괜찮지 않아도 괜찮아야 한다
하루에도 몇 번씩을 얘길 하며
이렇게 살아가고 있는 나의 어른
어른이 되면 외로워 진단 그 말이
이런 말 못 하는 외로움이었을까
때론 슬픔을 삼켜야 하며
아픔을 견뎌야만 할까
괜찮지 않아도 괜찮아야 한다
하루에도 몇 번씩을 얘길 하며
이렇게 살아가고 있는 나의 어른
cheoeumen eoreuni doendan saenggage
yejeongwa geujeo gateul julman arassgo
maksang hyeonsire budijhyeo salda boni
swipji anhdaneun geol geujeseoya arabeoryeossgo
nae kkumeul wihae saragagiboda
gakkeumeun i sesangiran teure majchwojyeo
saragago issneun nareul bwasseul ttae
nugungaui siseoni duryeowo
nunchiman bogo isseo
eoreuni doemyeon oerowo jindan geu mari
ireon mal mot haneun oeroumieosseulkka
ttaeron seulpeumeul samkyeoya hamyeo
apeumeul gyeondyeoyaman halkka
gwaenchanhji anhado gwaenchanhaya handa
haruedo myeot beonssigeul yaegil hamyeo
ireohge saragago issneun naui eoreun
neomu ppalli jinaga beorineun siganeun
yasokhagedo nal gidaryeojuji anha
sasil ajik eoreuni doegien museowo
nugungaui pum ane isseossdeon
naui 10daega geuriwo
eoreuni doemyeon oerowo jindan geu mari
ireon mal mot haneun oeroumieosseulkka
ttaeron seulpeumeul samkyeoya hamyeo
apeumeul gyeondyeoyaman halkka
gwaenchanhji anhado gwaenchanhaya handa
haruedo myeot beonssigeul yaegil hamyeo
ireohge saragago issneun naui eoreun
eoreuni doemyeon oerowo jindan geu mari
ireon mal mot haneun oeroumieosseulkka
ttaeron seulpeumeul samkyeoya hamyeo
apeumeul gyeondyeoyaman halkka
gwaenchanhji anhado gwaenchanhaya handa
haruedo myeot beonssigeul yaegil hamyeo
ireohge saragago issneun naui eoreun
At first I thought I was an adult
I thought it would be the same as before
I was hit by reality
I only knew it wasn't easy
Rather than live for my dreams
Sometimes this world is framed
When you see me living
I'm afraid of someone's eyes
I'm just watching
I feel lonely when I grow up
Was this loneliness not to say?
Sometimes I have to swallow my sorrow
Should I endure pain?
It should be okay even if it's not okay
I talk about it several times a day
My adult living like this
The time passing by so fast
I don't wait for me
In fact, I'm still scared to be an adult
In someone's arms
I miss my teenager
I feel lonely when I grow up
Was this loneliness not to say?
Sometimes I have to swallow my sorrow
Should I endure pain?
It should be okay even if it's not okay
I talk about it several times a day
My adult living like this
I feel lonely when I grow up
Was this loneliness not to say?
Sometimes I have to swallow my sorrow
Should I endure pain?
It should be okay even if it's not okay
I talk about it several times a day
My adult living like this