반복되는 사랑의 상처가 두려워서
점점 더 조심스러워져
자꾸 서툰표현과 감정의 조절이 잘 안돼서
걱정돼
우리 처음 시작은 좋았지
별로 다르지 않았는데
그날의 우리는 우
같은 생각 같은 마음이었어
너와 함께하는 매순간
예전과는 다른 느낌이었고
매번 같은 시간 같은 공간조차
나 너무 행복했는데
반복되는 사랑의 상처가 두려워서
점점 더 조심스러워져
자꾸 서툰표현과 감정의 조절이 잘 안돼서
걱정돼
가끔 지겹고 싫증이나도
자연스럽게 바라보는
그런 너였더라면
있는 그대로 우린 더 행복할수 있었을텐데
난 모르겠어
내가 왜이러는지 나 생각해봐도
늦은밤 널 생각하며 그리워해도
날 자책해도 달라질건 없는데
쓸데없는 욕심과 아쉬움이 남았네
지금 너가 내 곁이 아니라는게
싫고 짜증나 내 집착일까
사랑이 아니었을까
시간이 흐른뒤에
지금을 돌아본다면
그때는 이해할 수 있을까
조금은 다른 모습의
나로 달라질 수도 있겠지
아마 그땐
banbokdweneun sarange sangcheoga duryeoweoseo
jeomjeom deo joshimseureoweojyeo
jakku seotunpyohyeongwa gamjeonge jojeori jal andwaeseo
geokjeongdwae
uri cheoeum shijageun joatji
byeollo dareuji ananneunde
geunare urineun u
gateun saenggak gateun maeumieosseo
neowa hamkkehaneun maesungan
yejeongwaneun dareun neukkimieotgo
maebeon gateun shigan gateun gongganjocha
na neomu haengbokhaenneunde
banbokdweneun sarange sangcheoga duryeoweoseo
jeomjeom deo joshimseureoweojyeo
jakku seotunpyohyeongwa gamjeonge jojeori jal andwaeseo
geokjeongdwae
gakkeum jigyeobgo shiljeunginado
jayeonseureobge baraboneun
geureon neoyeotteoramyeon
inneun geudaero urin deo haengbokhalsu isseosseultende
nan moreugesseo
naega waeireoneunji na saenggakhaebwado
neujeunbam neol saenggakhamyeo geuriweohaedo
nal jachaekhaedo dallajilgeon eomneunde
sseuldeeomneun yokshimgwa ashwiumi namanne
jigeum neoga nae gyeochi aniraneunge
shilko jjajeungna nae jibchagilkka
sarangi anieosseulkka
shigani heureundwie
jigeumeul dorabondamyeon
geuttaeneun ihaehal su isseulkka
jogeumeun dareun moseube
naro dallajil sudo itgetji
ama geuttaen
I'm afraid of repeated hurts of love
I'm getting more and more careful
I can't control my expressions and emotions
I'm worried
Our first start was good
It wasn't very different
That day we are woo
It was the same mind
Every moment with you
It was a different feeling than before
Even the same space every time
I was so happy
I'm afraid of repeated hurts of love
I'm getting more and more careful
I can't control my expressions and emotions
I'm worried
Sometimes I'm bored and tired
Looking naturally
If it were you
We could have been happier as it is
I don't know
Even if I think about why I'm doing this
Even if I think of you and miss you late at night
Even if you blame me, nothing will change
There is useless greed and regret.
Now that you are not by my side
Does it hate and annoy me?
Wasn't it love
After time passes
If you look back now
Can I understand then
Slightly different
I might be different
Maybe then