난 괜찮을줄 알았죠
오래된 나무처럼
항상 그 자리에
있을거란 착각속에 살았죠
억지로 마시는 술처럼
실수한 요리처럼
모두 지나가고 나서야
깨닫게 되는지
그토록 모질게 했던 내 모습과
하루만 버티려던 나만 남아서
내 마음 언저리를 돌다
한참 울고나서야
비로소 나를 보게 되었죠
지나가고 나서야
잠못드는 헛된 생각과
들리는 이명처럼
이젠 덤덤히 쓴 웃음만
짓게 되었죠
그토록 모질게 했던 내 모습과
하루만 버티려던 나만 남아서
내 마음 언저리를 돌다
한참 울고나서야
비로서 나를 보게 되는지
울고싶으면 울어
화가나면 소리쳐
이세상 무엇보다
너를 먼저사랑해
있는힘껏 살아 왔잖아
행복하고 싶어서
모질게 했던 내 모습과
버티려던 나만 남아서
내 마음 진짜 나를 찾아
한참 울고나서야
비로소 나를 보게 되었죠
지나가고 나서야
nan gwaenchanheuljul arassjyo
oraedoen namucheoreom
hangsang geu jarie
isseulgeoran chakgaksoge sarassjyo
eokjiro masineun sulcheoreom
silsuhan yoricheoreom
modu jinagago naseoya
kkaedatge doeneunji
geutorok mojilge haessdeon nae moseupgwa
haruman beotiryeodeon naman namaseo
nae maeum eonjeorireul dolda
hancham ulgonaseoya
biroso nareul boge doeeossjyo
jinagago naseoya
jammosdeuneun heosdoen saenggakgwa
deullineun imyeongcheoreom
ijen deomdeomhi sseun useumman
jisge doeeossjyo
geutorok mojilge haessdeon nae moseupgwa
haruman beotiryeodeon naman namaseo
nae maeum eonjeorireul dolda
hancham ulgonaseoya
biroseo nareul boge doeneunji
ulgosipeumyeon ureo
hwaganamyeon sorichyeo
isesang mueosboda
neoreul meonjeosaranghae
issneunhimkkeot sara wassjanha
haengbokhago sipeoseo
mojilge haessdeon nae moseupgwa
beotiryeodeon naman namaseo
nae maeum jinjja nareul chaja
hancham ulgonaseoya
biroso nareul boge doeeossjyo
jinagago naseoya
I thought it would be okay
Like an old tree
Always in place
I lived in the illusion that there would be
Like forced alcohol
Like a mistake
Only after everything has passed
Realize
The appearance of myself that made me so harsh
Only me who tried to endure for a day remains
Turn around my heart
After crying for a long time
Finally came to see me
Only after passing
The sleepless thoughts
Like a tinnitus
Now only a bitter smile
I built it
The appearance of myself that made me so harsh
Only me who tried to endure for a day remains
Turn around my heart
After crying for a long time
Will you see me in the rain
If you want to cry, cry
Shout out when you're angry
More than anything else in this world
I love you first
You have lived as much as you can
I want to be happy
The appearance of myself
Only me who tried to hold on remains
My heart is looking for the real me
After crying for a long time
Finally came to see me
Only after passing