여태 널 잊었다
착각을 했어
아픔이 다 가셨거든
나답지 못한 날
들을 취한 채 보내고
야한 친구들의 위로 위로 위로들에 치유
근데 그건 정말 답이 아니더라 알아
아주 고약한 날들이
괴롭힌다 다섯 계절에 하나같이
날이 추워지고 눈이 오겠지
쌓이기도 전에 사라질 테니
차가운 그 눈을 못 보겠지
그렇다고 따스함은 없겠으니
다들 그런 거라 흘러가며 살아가고
밤새 풀어놓은 이야기보따리
들을 이불 삼아 덮고
깊은 잠에 들어 그대가 온전한
꿈을
나쁜 생각들은 뒤로 뒤로 뒤로 밀어 버려
좋은 추억들만 남겨놓길 바라
웬만해선 취해서 연락 안 할게
근데 그건 내가 아니라 장담은 못 해
이게 내 본심이자 본능이라
몸 성치 않는 이상 끝도 없이
집착을 할 것 같아 이상하게
너를 떠올리면 가슴이 막 간지럽네
랩만 하면 단어가 감성적인
것만 겁나 떠올라 어떡해 나 이제
슈퍼스타가 돼도 왜 궁상
숨만 쉬어도 네 향기가 스쳐 품앗이
했던 기억 싹 다 잊은 거니
아님 잠시 삐걱댔던 내게 삐진 거니
For real
I’m so sad
간절기 핑계로 so bad
바이브 뭐 같지만 맨날 술이야
넌 진짜 나빠 왜 읽씹이야
잠들기를 거부한 내 의식을
약으로 마취하고 다시금 눈 질끈
핑 도는 눈물 안약 삼아 좋네
처절한 그 마음아 너 살아있구나 이 속에
언젠가는 가버릴 운명이라 미리 간 님아
어디 갑니까 그림자는 내어주시라
미안 또 개소리했나 봐 주책
몰라 나 그냥 자야겠어 나 술 취했
아 잠깐 이 말만은 하자 너 왜 자꾸
사람 헷갈리게 가득 찬 내 공허 속에
틈 비집고 찔러보는 거냐 옅은 희망
줄 바엔 그냥 싹 꺼져버리거나 다시
옆에 누워서 자장가나 함 불러줘
아 잠깐 이 말만은 하자 너 왜 자꾸
사람 헷갈리게 가득 찬 내 공허 속에
틈 비집고 찔러보는 거냐 옅은 희망
줄 바엔 그냥 꺼져버리거나
자장가나 불러줘
Without you
Every night when I pray in bed
나도 모르게 올린 널 위한 기도
Oh beautiful
So I know I still love you
So I know I still pray for you
So I know I still love you
yeotae neol ijeossda
chakgageul haesseo
apeumi da gasyeossgeodeun
nadapji moshan nal
deureul chwihan chae bonaego
yahan chingudeurui wiro wiro wirodeure chiyu
geunde geugeon jeongmal dabi anideora ara
aju goyakhan naldeuri
goerophinda daseot gyejeore hanagati
nari chuwojigo nuni ogessji
ssahigido jeone sarajil teni
chagaun geu nuneul mot bogessji
geureohdago ttaseuhameun eopsgesseuni
dadeul geureon geora heulleogamyeo saragago
bamsae pureonoheun iyagibottari
deureul ibul sama deopgo
gipeun jame deureo geudaega onjeonhan
kkumeul
nappeun saenggakdeureun dwiro dwiro dwiro mireo beoryeo
joheun chueokdeulman namgyeonohgil bara
wenmanhaeseon chwihaeseo yeonrak an halge
geunde geugeon naega anira jangdameun mot hae
ige nae bonsimija bonneungira
mom seongchi anhneun isang kkeutdo eopsi
jipchageul hal geot gata isanghage
neoreul tteoollimyeon gaseumi mak ganjireopne
raepman hamyeon daneoga gamseongjeogin
geosman geopna tteoolla eotteokhae na ije
syupeoseutaga dwaedo wae gungsang
summan swieodo ne hyanggiga seuchyeo pumasi
haessdeon gieok ssak da ijeun geoni
anim jamsi ppigeokdaessdeon naege ppijin geoni
For real
I’m so sad
ganjeolgi pinggyero so bad
baibeu mwo gatjiman maennal suriya
neon jinjja nappa wae ilkssibiya
jamdeulgireul geobuhan nae uisigeul
yageuro machwihago dasigeum nun jilkkeun
ping doneun nunmul anyak sama johne
cheojeolhan geu maeuma neo saraissguna i soge
eonjenganeun gabeoril unmyeongira miri gan nima
eodi gapnikka geurimjaneun naeeojusira
mian tto gaesorihaessna bwa juchaek
molla na geunyang jayagesseo na sul chwihaess
a jamkkan i malmaneun haja neo wae jakku
saram hesgallige gadeuk chan nae gongheo soge
teum bijipgo jjilleoboneun geonya yeoteun huimang
jul baen geunyang ssak kkeojyeobeorigeona dasi
yeope nuwoseo jajanggana ham bulleojwo
a jamkkan i malmaneun haja neo wae jakku
saram hesgallige gadeuk chan nae gongheo soge
teum bijipgo jjilleoboneun geonya yeoteun huimang
jul baen geunyang kkeojyeobeorigeona
jajanggana bulleojwo
Without you
Every night when I pray in bed
nado moreuge ollin neol wihan gido
Oh beautiful
So I know I still love you
So I know I still pray for you
So I know I still love you
i still forgot you
I misunderstood
all the pain is gone
a day not like me
spend them drunk
Healing with consolation and consolation of lewd friends
But that's not really the answer I know
very bad days
It bothers me, one in five seasons
It's getting colder and it's going to snow
It will disappear before it even accumulates
I can't see those cold eyes
There is no such thing as warmth
Everyone is like that, they live by the flow
Stories unraveled all night
cover the fields as a blanket
I fell into a deep sleep and you were whole
dream
Push the bad thoughts back, back, back
I hope you leave only good memories
Anyway, I won't contact you because I'm drunk.
But that's not me, I can't guarantee
This is my true heart and instinct
As long as you don't get tired, there's no end
It's strange that I think I'll become obsessed
When I think of you, my heart just tickles
When you rap, words become emotional
I'm afraid, what should I do now?
Even if you become a superstar, why are you in trouble?
Even if I breathe, your scent passes by and embraces me
Have you forgotten all the memories you had?
Or are you cringing at me, who squeaked for a while?
For real
I'm so sad
So bad with the excuse of changing seasons
It’s like a vibe, but it’s alcohol every day
you are so bad why are you reading this
My consciousness that refused to sleep
Anesthetized with drugs and eyes tight again
It's good as eye drops for pinging tears
That desperate heart, you are alive in this
It's destined to go away someday, dear
Where are you going, give me your shadow
Sorry, I must have been bullshit again.
I don't know, I just need to sleep, I'm drunk
Oh wait, let’s just say this, why do you keep doing this?
In my emptiness full of people confused
Are you trying to poke through the cracks? A glimmer of hope
It'll just go away or come back again
Lay down next to me and sing a lullaby
Oh wait, let’s just say this, why do you keep doing this?
In my emptiness full of people confused
Are you trying to poke through the cracks? A glimmer of hope
Or just turn it off
call me a lullaby
without you
Every night when I pray in bed
A prayer for you that I put up without realizing it
Oh beautiful
So I know I still love you
So I know I still pray for you
So I know I still love you