오늘 지나 몇 년 후면
시간마저 떠난 후면
과연 서로가 각자가 되어
잘 살 수 있을까
그리워할 만큼
그리워하고 충분히 아파 보면
그땐 그 손 놓아줘야 해
무엇이 우리를 만나게 했으며
그 무엇을 이유로 떨어져 있는지
먼지 쌓인 기억과 젖은 눈 닦아내 가면서
날 탓할 만한 뭔가를 찾고 있어
모든 게 제자리를 찾아가겠지
태연한 척하는 내게 다들 속아주고
사랑의 부질없음에 대한 얘길
지껄여도 남 보기엔 가엾은 놈
흔히들 이런 걸 자유나 해방이라 해
틀렸어 구속은 이별한 후에 시작돼
대충 털고 일어날 수 있는 게 아니지 절대
당연하게 여긴 존재였기에
오늘 지나 몇 년 후면
시간마저 떠난 후면
과연 서로가 각자가 되어
잘 살 수 있을까
그리워할 만큼
그리워하고 충분히 아파 보면
그땐 그 손 놓아줘야 해
추억은 그 모습 그대로 늙지 않고
게을러터진 나 마음 정리가 안됐어
뒤돌아 살면서
내일 만큼 두려운 게 있을까
차라리 증오나 원망이었으면
그저 소나긴 줄 알았어
잠시 젖었다 말라버릴 감정일 줄 알았어
근데 소심하지도 않은 나
널 잡아 꺼내려만 하면 속에 자꾸 담아둬
핑계만 늘어놔 더 어질러진 맘
을 추스르다 어느덧 흘러버린 밤을
절대 짐은 되기 싫다던 네가
이렇게 헤어짐을 남기고 떠나
오늘 지나 몇 년 후면
시간마저 떠난 후면
과연 서로가 각자가 되어
잘 살 수 있을까
그리워할 만큼
그리워하고 충분히 아파 보면
그땐 그 손 놓아줘야 해
너와 내 사인 더 이상
우리라 불려질 수 없는 걸
며칠만 내게 며칠만
주어진다면
끌어안고 얘기할래
내가 미친놈이라 그래
멀쩡해 보이지만 이거 다 버티는 거야
가장 소중한 부분을 어떻게 피 한 방울 없이 떼어내
네가 가진 전부였던 난 지금 거렁뱅이
이렇게 버젓이 내 안에 살아 숨 쉬는 널
무슨 수로 가슴에 묻어
오늘 지나 몇 년 후에
시간마저 떠난 후에
결국 서로가 혼자가 되면
알 수 있을 거야
그리워할 만큼 그리워해도
잊지 못할 우리였음을
oneul jina myeot nyeon humyeon
siganmajeo tteonan humyeon
gwayeon seoroga gakjaga doeeo
jal sal su isseulkka
geuriwohal mankeum
geuriwohago chungbunhi apa bomyeon
geuttaen geu son nohajwoya hae
mueosi urireul mannage haesseumyeo
geu mueoseul iyuro tteoreojyeo issneunji
meonji ssahin gieokgwa jeojeun nun dakkanae gamyeonseo
nal tashal manhan mwongareul chajgo isseo
modeun ge jejarireul chajagagessji
taeyeonhan cheokhaneun naege dadeul sogajugo
sarangui bujileopseume daehan yaegil
jikkeoryeodo nam bogien gayeopseun nom
heunhideul ireon geol jayuna haebangira hae
teullyeosseo gusogeun ibyeolhan hue sijakdwae
daechung teolgo ireonal su issneun ge aniji jeoldae
dangyeonhage yeogin jonjaeyeossgie
oneul jina myeot nyeon humyeon
siganmajeo tteonan humyeon
gwayeon seoroga gakjaga doeeo
jal sal su isseulkka
geuriwohal mankeum
geuriwohago chungbunhi apa bomyeon
geuttaen geu son nohajwoya hae
chueogeun geu moseup geudaero neulkji anhgo
geeulleoteojin na maeum jeongriga andwaesseo
dwidora salmyeonseo
naeil mankeum duryeoun ge isseulkka
charari jeungona wonmangieosseumyeon
geujeo sonagin jul arasseo
jamsi jeojeossda mallabeoril gamjeongil jul arasseo
geunde sosimhajido anheun na
neol jaba kkeonaeryeoman hamyeon soge jakku damadwo
pinggyeman neureonwa deo eojilleojin mam
eul chuseureuda eoneudeot heulleobeorin bameul
jeoldae jimeun doegi silhdadeon nega
ireohge heeojimeul namgigo tteona
oneul jina myeot nyeon humyeon
siganmajeo tteonan humyeon
gwayeon seoroga gakjaga doeeo
jal sal su isseulkka
geuriwohal mankeum
geuriwohago chungbunhi apa bomyeon
geuttaen geu son nohajwoya hae
neowa nae sain deo isang
urira bullyeojil su eopsneun geol
myeochilman naege myeochilman
jueojindamyeon
kkeureoango yaegihallae
naega michinnomira geurae
meoljjeonghae boijiman igeo da beotineun geoya
gajang sojunghan bubuneul eotteohge pi han bangul eopsi tteeonae
nega gajin jeonbuyeossdeon nan jigeum georeongbaengi
ireohge beojeosi nae ane sara sum swineun neol
museun suro gaseume mudeo
oneul jina myeot nyeon hue
siganmajeo tteonan hue
gyeolguk seoroga honjaga doemyeon
al su isseul geoya
geuriwohal mankeum geuriwohaedo
ijji moshal uriyeosseumeul
In a few years later, after today
After all the time has gone by
Would each of us have become our own person
and be living well
After I’m done longing for you
for as much as I can and have been hurt enough
At that time, I need to let go of your hand
What was that thing that made us meet
And that thing became the reason why we separated
While wiping my wet eyes and my memories that have piled dust
I’m searching for something I can blame myself with
Everything will find its place
I act like I’m cool with it
And everyone goes along with it
I talk about the uselessness of love
But in other people’s eyes I’m just a pitiful guy
This kind of thing is commonly called
Freedom or liberation
That’s wrong, because imprisonment
Begins after the parting
It’s never something that you can just
Dust off and get up from
Because there’s no doubt that this place existed
In a few years later, after today
After all the time has gone by
Would each of us have become our own person
and be living well
After I’m done longing for you
for as much as I can and have been hurt enough
At that time, I need to let go of your hand
The memories are just as they were, without aging
Lazy me, I haven’t sorted out my feelings
Living while looking backwards
Could there be something as terrifying as tomorrow
It would be better if it was hatred or resentment
I thought it was just a sudden rain shower
I thought it was feelings that would dry after being wet for just a moment
But I, who isn’t even timid
Whenever I try to grab you to take you out
I just keep putting you inside
My heart that became a mess because I was just laying out excuses
While trying to pull it together, the night had gone by
You, who said that you never wanted to become a burden
Left after leaving a separation like this
In a few years later, after today
After all the time has gone by
Would each of us have become our own person
and be living well
After I’m done longing for you
for as much as I can and have been hurt enough
At that time, I need to let go of your hand
No longer can the relationship between you and I
be called ‘us’
Just a few days
If I was given just a few days
I want to hold you tightly and tell you
It’s because I’m crazy
I might look like I’m fine
But this is me holding it all in
How could the most precious part of me be taken away
Without a drop of blood
I, who was all yours
Am now a beggar
You, who is brazenly living and breathing inside me
What can I do to bury you in my heart
In a few years later, after today
After all the time has gone by
When each of us have become our own person
Then we will know
Even though I long for you as much as I can
We were unforgettable