If I wake up from this long sleep
Will you be here?
I try swinging my hands and rubbing my eyes
But I can’t see you anywhere
If I run faster than time
Will I be able to meet you?
If I walk ahead of our farewell
Will I be able to hold onto you?
If only I knew, if only I knew a little earlier
Even if I lost everything, I could’ve protected you
Even in a world without you, it’s only you for me
Even in the next life, it’s only you for me
If I knew you would’ve suffered too
I should’ve held onto you
I thought you’d be fine, I thought you’d be alright
Yes, I resented you
If only I knew, if only I knew a little earlier
Even if I lost everything, I could’ve protected you
I’m afraid of forgetting you
So each day passing hurts so much
If only I could know, if only I could know the end
Even if I lost myself, I would’ve loved you
Even in a world without you, it’s only you for me
Even in the next life, it’s only you for me
Even if we have to say goodbye