Even for those who were cast away
Do they still have doors on their walls?
The world outside the window
Is it just a picture in a frame
that has nothing to do with me?
Why is it that I continue to be sad
But stop right when happiness is in front of me?
I don’t know
You know that feeling you suddenly get
When you feel like the person in the mirror isn’t you
Passion, enthusiasm and desire are ripped apart
and only anger remains in your face
You thought it was clear
but your ego is actually
burnt black
I scooped out half of my greed, thinking it was my duty
But even that half is so heavy, I’m carrying that burden
If you wanna go farther,
give up your stubbornness
I’ll raise my hands in surrender
Now can I just walk?
The tongues of those who carve me
The hands of those who give me pain
Everyone wants to see the end
People who should shine are more
comfortable in the dark
The world I looked at past my shoulder was a fantasy
Now I’m avoiding that world,
looking for a shoulder to lean on
Hiding my emotions made my senses
and attachments to disappear
PLEASE HAVE
MERCY OH GOD
Did it have to be me?
I can’t see ahead
Is there a cliff in front of me?
PLEASE HAVE
MERCY OH GOD
All of this will just
come out as a sigh
You just need to nod
as if you know everything
You need to deceive to have others open up
Even introductions are fake, so scary
When the lights go off,
as much as it was flashy
You become that much pitiful, it’s natural
You need to accept the blame like destiny,
that’s more comfortable
You know if you stand still,
you’ll at least be in the middle
Is that why only we are the noisy ones?
I’m still
a really young guy
Is that why
my blood boils even more?
I’m sorry, I have no room in my heart
To listen to your hardships
When I start to fold in my arms
I hear the clanging sound of my imprisonment
PLEASE HAVE
MERCY OH GOD
Did it have to be me?
I can’t see ahead
Is there a cliff in front of me?
PLEASE HAVE
MERCY OH GOD
All of this will just
come out as a sigh
I held out my hand
To take that something that doesn’t even exist
Just to lose the things I already had
WHERE I GO
WHERE AM I
I hope this darkness can be the shadow
for me to rest in for a moment
PLEASE HAVE
MERCY OH GOD
Did it have to be me?
I can’t see ahead
Is there a cliff in front of me?
PLEASE HAVE
MERCY OH GOD
All of this will just
come out as a sigh