To Me (나에게) lyrics

움직일 수가 없어
자꾸 자책만 하는
마음이 서글퍼서
눈물이 흐른 건 왜일까

여전히 두려운 걸까
가슴으로 머리로는 알겠는데
다가가면 자꾸 멀어져 가는
내 바램들
도무지 끝이 보이질 않아

걱정이 많아요
눈치만 보네요
뭘 해도 자꾸만 되지가 않아
부족한 걸까
힘없이 오늘도 이 자리에 서서
괜히 허공에 한숨을 내쉰다
하늘을 보며

누구나 그렇잖아
나만 울고 나만 힘든 것 같잖아
괜찮다고 가끔 토닥거려도 됐을 텐데
내게만 너무 모질었나 봐

많이 힘들었지
눈물이 날만큼
그런 날 모른 척 했었나 봐
돌아보지 않고
앞만 봐야 해서 놓치고 살았던
한 번도 안아주지 못했던

한걸음 뒤에서
울고 있던 내게
잠시 나 멈춰 말을 건넨다
수고했다고
참 잘해왔다고

umjigil suga eopseo
jakku jachaekman haneun
maeumi seogeulpeoseo
nunmuri heureun geon waeilkka

yeojeonhi duryeoun geolkka
gaseumeuro meorironeun algessneunde
dagagamyeon jakku meoreojyeo ganeun
nae baraemdeul
domuji kkeuti boijil anha

geokjeongi manhayo
nunchiman boneyo
mwol haedo jakkuman doejiga anha
bujokhan geolkka
himeopsi oneuldo i jarie seoseo
gwaenhi heogonge hansumeul naeswinda
haneureul bomyeo

nuguna geureohjanha
naman ulgo naman himdeun geot gatjanha
gwaenchanhdago gakkeum todakgeoryeodo dwaesseul tende
naegeman neomu mojireossna bwa

manhi himdeureossji
nunmuri nalmankeum
geureon nal moreun cheok haesseossna bwa
doraboji anhgo
apman bwaya haeseo nohchigo sarassdeon
han beondo anajuji moshaessdeon

hangeoreum dwieseo
ulgo issdeon naege
jamsi na meomchwo mareul geonnenda
sugohaessdago
cham jalhaewassdago

I can not move.
Selfish
I am sick of heart
Why is tears flowing?

Is he still afraid
I can see with my head in my head.
When I approach it,
My wishes
I can not see the end of it.

I have a lot of worries.
I do not see it.
I do not keep doing what I do.
Is it lacking
I stand here today without strength.
I breathe a sigh in the air.
Looking at the sky

Everyone does.
I just cry and I feel like I'm tough.
Sometimes I'd be pissed off.
I guess I just got too close to you.

It was very hard.
Tearfully
I guess she pretended not to see me like that.
Without looking back
I missed it because I had to look ahead.
I never had a hug

One step behind
I was crying
I'll stop for a while.
I did my best.
I have been very good.