Father (아버지) lyrics

쓸쓸해진 뒷모습이 낯설어
걸어가는 내내 바라보다가
그냥 눈물이 나서
그냥 울기만 했어
지금껏 모르고 산 내가 미워서

앞에선 태연한 척 웃기만 해서
항상 내 앞에선 강한 척 해서
생각조차 못했어
아닌 줄만 알았어
쓸쓸한 뒷모습을 몰랐던 거야

그때는 몰랐죠 너무나 어렸죠
누구보다 외로울 텐데
다가가지 못했죠
이제야 알았죠 조금 늦은 건 아니죠
너무나 하고 싶은 말
영원히 사랑합니다
내 아버지

한참을 그렇게 난 바라보다가
달려가서 그냥 안아버렸어
마냥 울고 싶어서
그 품에 울고 싶어서
당신의 고마움이 너무 서러워서

그때는 몰랐죠 너무나 어렸죠
누구보다 외로울 텐데
다가가지 못했죠
이제야 알았죠 조금 늦은 건 아니죠
너무나 하고 싶은 말
영원히 사랑합니다
내 아버지

한숨 한 번 푹 쉬면 다 나아진 듯 센 척
내겐 보여요 그대의 흐르지 않는 눈물
상처 가득한 가슴
울지 않곤 아팠을 흉터
다 내가 만든 건데 자꾸 해요 왜 그대 탓을
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
이제 내가 안아 줄게요 내게 기대도 돼요
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
그대는 영원한 나의 높은 하늘이에요

거칠어진 손에 주름진 눈가에
쓸쓸해진 뒷모습마저 난 익숙하지 않아서
내가 그랬나 봐 아프게 했나 봐
뒤돌아선 뒷모습마저
내가 남긴 짐만 같아서
해준 게 없지만 난
드린 게 하나 없지만
너무나 하고 싶은 말
영원히 사랑합니다
내 아버지

sseulsseulhaejin dwitmoseubi natseoreo
georeoganeun naenae barabodaga
geunyang nunmuri naseo
geunyang ulgiman haesseo
jigeumggeot moreugo san naega miwoseo

apeseon taeyeonhan cheok utgiman haeseo
hangsang nae apeseon ganghan cheok haeseo
saenggakjocha mothaesseo
anin julman arasseo
sseulsseulhan dwitmoseubeul mollatdeon geoya

geuddaeneun mollatjyo neomuna eoryeotjyo
nuguboda weroul tende
dagagaji mothaetjyo
ijeya aratjyo jogeum neujeun geon anijyo
neomuna hago sipeun mal
yeongwonhi saranghabnida
nae abeoji

hanchameul geureohge nan barabodaga
dallyeogaseo geunyang anabeoryeosseo
manyang ulgo sipeoseo
geu pume ulgo sipeoseo
dangsinui gomaumi neomu seoreowoseo

geuddaeneun mollatjyo neomuna eoryeotjyo
nuguboda weroul tende
dagagaji mothaetjyo
ijeya aratjyo jogeum neujeun geon anijyo
neomuna hago sipeun mal
yeongwonhi saranghabnida
nae abeoji

hansum han beon puk swimyeon da naajin deut sen cheok
naegen boyeoyo geudaeui heureuji anhneun nunmul
sangcheo gadeukhan gaseum
ulji ankon apasseul hyungteo
da naega mandeun geonde jakku haeyo wae geudae taseul
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
ije naega ana julgeyo naege gidaedo dwaeyo
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
geudaeneun yeongwonhan naui nopeun haneurieyo

geochireojin sone jureumjin nungae
sseulsseulhaejin dwitmoseummajeo nan iksukhaji anhaseo
naega geuraetna bwa apeuge haetna bwa
dwidoraseon dwitmoseummajeo
naega namgin jimman gataseo
haejun ge eobtjiman nan
deurin ge hana eobtjiman
neomuna hago sipeun mal
yeongwonhi saranghabnida
nae abeoji

His lonely back seemed so unfamiliar
I just watched him as he walked along
And tears just formed
So I just cried
Because I hated myself for not knowing all this time

Because he always pretended to be calm and smiled
Because he always pretended to be strong in front of me
I didn’t even think of it
I thought I would never see it
So I didn’t know about his lonely back

I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else
But I didn’t approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much
I love you forever
My father

After watching him for a long time
I ran to him and just hugged him
I wanted to just cry
I wanted to cry in his arms
Because my gratitude toward you was so sad

I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else
But I didn’t approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much
I love you forever
My father

You pretend to feel better after letting out a deep sigh
I can see your invisible tears
You don’t cry over your scarred heart
With the painful wounds
I made those scars but why do I keep blaming you?
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
Now I will embrace you, you can lean on me
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
You are forever a high sky to me

Your beaten hands, your wrinkled eyes
Your lonely back, I’m not used to any of those
Maybe that’s why I was like that, that’s why I hurt you
Even your turned back seems
Like baggage that I left behind
I haven’t done anything for you
I haven’t given anything to you but
These are the words I wanted to say so much,
I love you forever
My father