Illusion (사랑이었을까) lyrics

어쩌면 난 널 많이 좋아했나 봐
가슴에서 너를 떠올려
바보처럼 어쩜 우리는 서로를 사랑하면서 보내야 했나 봐
아직은 어리고 약한 내가 부족했을까 그땐

*정말 사랑이었을까
나의 불안했던 날에 꿈처럼 너를 또 본건 아닐까
우리의 지난날이 초라해 보여
무색해진 나의 후회가 가끔 슬퍼

괜찮은 척 또 아닌 척을 해봐도
붉어진 두 눈이 말을 해
아직 너를 잊을 준비가 되지 않았었나 봐 많이 아팠나 봐
한참을 지금껏 이런 나를 왜 몰랐을까 여태

*Repeat

이런 너를 보면
낡아 버린 기억으로 버틸 수 있을까
괜한 이기심일까 아니면 긴 미련일까
되려 힘들게 만들었을까 바보처럼

정말 사랑했었는데
내 품에 안겼던 너는 왜 희미하게 사라져갈까
우리의 지난날이 쓸쓸해 보여
어색해진 나의 인사로 널 보낸다

오랜 나의 사랑아

eojjeomyeon nan neol manhi johahaessna bwa
gaseumeseo neoreul tteoollyeo
babocheoreom eojjeom urineun seororeul saranghamyeonseo bonaeya haessna bwa
ajigeun eorigo yakhan naega bujokhaesseulkka geuttaen

*jeongmal sarangieosseulkka
naui buranhaessdeon nare kkumcheoreom neoreul tto bongeon anilkka
uriui jinannari chorahae boyeo
musaekhaejin naui huhoega gakkeum seulpeo

gwaenchanheun cheok tto anin cheogeul haebwado
bulkeojin du nuni mareul hae
ajik neoreul ijeul junbiga doeji anhasseossna bwa manhi apassna bwa
hanchameul jigeumkkeot ireon nareul wae mollasseulkka yeotae

*Repeat

ireon neoreul bomyeon
nalka beorin gieogeuro beotil su isseulkka
gwaenhan igisimilkka animyeon gin miryeonilkka
doeryeo himdeulge mandeureosseulkka babocheoreom

jeongmal saranghaesseossneunde
nae pume angyeossdeon neoneun wae huimihage sarajyeogalkka
uriui jinannari sseulsseulhae boyeo
eosaekhaejin naui insaro neol bonaenda

oraen naui saranga

Maybe I liked you a lot.
I remember you from my heart.
Like a fool, maybe we should have loved each other.
I was young and weak yet I was lacking

* It was really love
Maybe I saw you again like a dream on my anxious day
Our old days look grim
My regrets that have become unclear sometimes sad

Do not pretend to be nice or pretend
The red eyes say.
I guess he was not ready to forget you yet.
I do not know why

* Repeat

Look at you.
Could I hold on to the memory that was worn out?
Is it selfish selfishness or long slackness?
Like a fool

I really loved it.
Why would you fade away in my arms?
Our past days look lonesome
I send you to my awkward greetings.

My long love