Am I the Only One Like This? (나만 이런거야?) lyrics

나만 이런거야 원래 그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래?
너 정말 이럴꺼야 (그럴꺼야)?
나만 이런거야 원래 그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래?
너 정말 이럴꺼야 (그럴꺼야)?

나라고 별반 다를것 없었어
이 상황까지의 과정이 어떻던
허탈함이 먼저
머리챌 잡고 날 탓해
얼룩진 기억
눈물과 함께 닦아내

혼자있기가 머쓱해져
오늘을 살지만 내 속안은 예전
사진속 너가 유일한 말동무
냉장고 절반은
맥주캔에게 내줘

집안 내 방안 곳곳에
니 흔적이 허전함을 보태
뻔한 이별에 태연하지 못해서
너란 병실에서
퇴원하지 못했어

너도 이런현상을
수시로 겪나
문득 궁금해
나만이런걸까
알 방법이없나
또 문자를 썼다가 지웠다

낯설기만 해
텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어
잊을래 지울래 너의 자리
하루에 열번씩은 다짐해
나만 이래

이별 뒤 내겐 고작 상실감
사라져버린 내 삶의 나침판
혼자서만 이런가 싶어
되 새기고 새긴말 I`ll be fine

근데 쉽지 않아
뜻대로 잊긴 커녕 시간만
낭비하는 느낌인걸
오히려 널 잡는게 빠르다는
생각밖에 안들어

나 조차 이런내가 안쓰러
가끔씩은 너가
밉고 원망스러
뒤죽박죽된 머리속
중심엔 너가있는데
What about you?

추억이 깃든 것들 다 버려도
넌 일상 곳곳에 스며 있었어
이 상황에서 도망가고 싶은데
뛰고 있는건 발이
아닌 심장이였어

낯설기만 해
텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어
잊을래 지울래 너의 자리
하루에 열번씩은 다짐해
나만 이래

나만 못 잊는거야
왜 맘 졸이는거야
내가 이 지경인데 너가
멀쩡하면
네 자신을 속이는거야

나만 못 잊는거야
왜 맘 졸이는거야
내가 이 지경인데 너가
멀쩡하면
네 자신을 속이는거야

낯설기만 해
텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어
잊을래 지울래 너의 자리
하루에 열번씩은 다짐해
나만 이래

나만 이런거야 원래 그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래?
너 정말 이럴꺼야 (그럴꺼야)?
나만 이런거야 원래 그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래?
너 정말 이럴꺼야 (그럴꺼야)?

naman ireongeoya wollae geureongeoya
na honja kkomjjak motago irae?
neo jeongmal ireolkkeoya (geureolkkeoya)?
naman ireongeoya wollae geureongeoya
na honja kkomjjak motago irae?
neo jeongmal ireolkkeoya(geureolkkeoya)?

narago byeolban dareulgeot eobseosseo
i sanghwangkkajiui gwajeongi eotteoteon
heotalhami meonjeo
meorichael japgo nal tatae
eollukjin gieok
nunmulgwa hamkke dakkanae

honjaitgiga meosseukhaejyeo
oneureul saljiman nae soganeun yejeon
sajinsok neoga yuilhan maldongmu
naengjanggo jeolbaneun
maekjukaenege naejwo

jiban nae bangan gotgose
ni heunjeogi heojeonhameul botae
ppeonhan ibyeore taeyeonhaji motaeseo
neoran byeongsireseo
toewonhaji motaesseo

neodo ireonhyeonsangeul
susiro gyeokkna
mundeuk gunggeumhae
namanireongeolkka
al bangbeobieomna
tto munjareul sseotdaga jiwotda

natseolgiman hae
teongbin nae gaseum han kyeoni
neomu jichyeo ulgibodan useo
ijeullae jiullae neoui jari
harue yeolbeonssigeun dajimhae
naman irae

ibyeol dwi naegen gojak sangsilgam
sarajyeobeorin nae sarmui nachimpan
honjaseoman ireonga sipeo
doe saegigo saeginmal I`ll be fine

geunde swipji anha
tteutdaero itgin keonyeong siganman
nangbihaneun neukkimingeol
ohiryeo neol jamneunge ppareudaneun
saenggakbakke andeureo

na jocha ireonnaega ansseureo
gakkeumssigeun neoga
mipgo wonmangseureo
dwijukbakjukdoen meorisok
jungsimen neogainneunde
What about you?

chueogi gitdeun geotdeul da beoryeodo
neon ilsang gotgose seumyeo isseosseo
i sanghwangeseo domanggago sipeunde
ttwigo inneungeon bari
anin simjangiyeosseo

natseolgiman hae
teongbin nae gaseum han kyeoni
neomu jichyeo ulgibodan useo
ijeullae jiullae neoui jari
harue yeolbeonssigeun dajimhae
naman irae

naman mot itneungeoya
wae mam jorineungeoya
naega i jigyeonginde neoga
meoljjeonghamyeon
ne jasineul sogineungeoya

naman mot itneungeoya
wae mam jorineungeoya
naega i jigyeonginde neoga
meoljjeonghamyeon
ne jasineul sogineungeoya

natseolgiman hae
teongbin nae gaseum han kyeoni
neomu jichyeo ulgibodan useo
ijeullae jiullae neoui jari
harue yeolbeonssigeun dajimhae
naman irae

naman ireongeoya wollae geureongeoya
na honja kkomjjak motago irae?
neo jeongmal ireolkkeoya (geureolkkeoya)?
naman ireongeoya wollae geureongeoya
na honja kkomjjak motago irae?
neo jeongmal ireolkkeoya (geureolkkeoya)?

I’m the only one like this
It’s been like this
I’m alone can’t move and I’m like this
Are you really going to be like this

I’m the only one like this
Only my heart is like this
I’m alone can’t move and I’m like this
Are you really going to be like this

Just because it’s me, itdoesn’t make it any different
Whatever the path to thissituation has been
Despondency grabs my hairfirst and blames me
I wipe away the stainedmemories along with the tears

It is discouraging to bealone
I am living in the present,but inside of me, it is the past
The you in the picture ismy only companion
I have given half of myfridge over to beer cans

Throughout my room
The evidence of yourpresence adds to the emptiness
I couldn’t be cool aboutthe obvious break-up
I couldn’t be dischargedfrom you, my hospital room

Do you experience this allthe time too?
I’m really curious if I amthe only one that feels this way
There is no way to know
I wrote a text, and thenerased it again

This one empty spot in mychest is unfamiliar
Too exhausted to cry, Ilaugh
I want to forget, eraseyour place
I pledge ten times a day;only I am like this

After the breakup only asense of loss is left
My life’s compass hasdisappeared
I think perhaps I am theonly person that feels this way
The words I say over andover again: I’ll be fine

But it’s not easy
Time that is far from beingforgotten, like I wish
It feels like it’s beingwasted
The only thought is that itmay be easier to get you back rather than forget

Even I feel sorry for me
Sometimes I hate you andblame you
In my topsy-turvy mind
You are at the center of itall, what about you?

Even if I throw away allthings wrapped in memories
You were imbued throughoutthe day in everything
I want to run away fromthis situation
But what was running werenot my feet, it was my heart

This one empty spot in mychest is unfamiliar
Too exhausted to cry, I laugh
I want to forget, eraseyour place
I pledge ten times a day;only I am like this

I’m the only one that can’tforget, why am I the only one that is anxious
I’m feeling terrible, butif you are fine then you’re deceiving yourself

This one empty spot in mychest is unfamiliar
Too exhausted to cry, I laugh
I want to forget, eraseyour place
I pledge ten times a day;only I am like this

I’m the only one like this
It’s been like this
I’m alone can’t move and I’m like this
Are you really going to be like this

I’m the only one like this
Only my heart is like this
I’m alone can’t move and I’m like this
Are you really going to be like this