acting as if it’s nothing,
telling people that I broke up with you,
acting like I forgot about you, really,
I forgot about you now
I have no more of your things,
messages we’ve shared, they’re all erased
in acting strong,
I’ve become stronger
habits that are hard to fix,
I say, I erased them so easily like erasers,
I tried so hard to act
as if I was all alone, but
today your last digit,
last digit is wrapped around my head
while opening the door your last digit,
last digit, why am I pressing it
am I crazy? But already,
missing you like crazy
like I’m on something, your last digit,
last digit, is all I can think about
your last digit,
last digit, is all I can think about
even your face is not clear in my head,
your last digit is what I remember so clearly
maybe it’s a good thing
I forgot about all the other digits
I can’t call you, yes…
I think it’s all good
I know me very well
when I hear your voice, I will cry and
say that I’m still waiting for you
and be a baby
today your last digit,
last digit is wrapped around my head
while opening the door your last digit,
last digit, why am I pressing it
am I crazy? But already,
missing you like crazy
like I’m on something, your last digit,
last digit, is all I can think about
your last digit,
last digit, is all I can think about
even your face is not clear in my head,
your last digit is what I remember so very clearly
damn it, because of four digits
my day is ruined and I can’t focus now
I wanna forget about you for sure
another me is longing for you, what should I do now
today your last digit,
last digit is wrapped around my head
while opening the door your last digit,
last digit, why am I pressing it
am I crazy? But already,
missing you like crazy
like I’m on something, your last digit,
last digit, is all I can think about
your last digit,
last digit, is all I can think about
even your face is not clear in my head,
your last digit is what I remember so very clearly