The temperature has changed
of the wind that brushes my ear
I am standing on the line of changing seasons
Taking a walk, stepping on the streets of the street
Our memories solidify like fossils
as it continues to torture me today
I’m not living my life like you wanted me to
I can’t be satisfied with anything in my life right now
Hundreds and thousands of times
I tried to hate you
Even during my busy days,
I smell your scent that became an afterimage
I love you, I love you,
I want to hug you and tell you, even if it’s for a day
It’s mid-season, when you catch colds the most,
so I can’t help it, I keep getting a fever
I take medicine multiple times
but my illness ruins me
I barely fall asleep,
I dream the same dream every night,
I sweat as if I’m having a nightmare
I hold out my hand but I can’t touch you
I don’t want to wake from this nightmare with you
The afternoon when my
trembling hand first touched yours
I keep remembering your smiling face
under the sunlight
I’m miserable again today
I’m not living my life like you wanted me to
I can’t be satisfied with anything in my life right now
Hundreds and thousands of times
I tried to hate you
Even during my busy days,
I smell your scent that became an afterimage
I love you, I love you,
I want to hug you and tell you, even if it’s for a day
Time is clearly cursing me,
cruelly making me wander
Everything I thought would be my future
is now in my past
My confession that I overwhelmingly said
The countless nights I tightly held onto you
I love you, I love you, if I shout it out,
will you come back?
The illusion of you that I loved
I’m sick after we broke up,
with no strength, I’m laying down
My once warm heart has cooled down
My heart is coughing, pain is built up like old dust
I try to clean it up but I can’t, I go even crazier
All year I’m sick, will I forget you
when winter and spring come?
