To My Boyfriend (내 남자친구에게) lyrics

나 무서웠나봐 그래서 말 못했었나봐
아직 내 맘에 그 말들이 맴도나봐

혹시나 몰라서 다시 마주칠지 몰라서
네가 좋아했던 그때 그 향수만 뿌렸어

널 보고 싶어서 미칠 것 같아서
달려와서 날 안아 줄 것만 같아서
미칠 듯 아파서 바보처럼 울기만 했어
스쳐가는 널 잡지 못하고
돌아서는 널 잡지 못하고

실감이 안 났어 너를 보낼 수가 없었어
왠지 이런 내 맘 너와 같을 것 같아서

시간이 지나도 더욱 선명해질 너라서
너 없는 시간이 내겐 의미조차 없나봐

널 보고 싶어서 미칠 것 같아서
달려와서 날 안아 줄 것만 같아서
미칠 듯 아파서 바보처럼 울기만 했어
스쳐가는 널 잡지 못하고
돌아서는 널 잡지 못하고

난 왜 눈물만 나는데 지울 수가 없는데
네가 다시 돌아 볼 것만 같아
바보처럼 아무 말도 못하고 붙잡지 못 했던
이런 내가 나조차 너무 싫어

널 보고 싶어서 미칠 것 같아서
달려와서 날 안아 줄 것만 같아서
미칠 듯 아파서 바보처럼 울기만 했어
스쳐가는 널 잡지 못하고
돌아서는 널 잡지 못하고 널 보냈어

na museowonnabwa geuraeseo mal motaesseonnabwa
ajik nae mame geu maldeuri maemdonabwa

hoksina mollaseo dasi majuchilji mollaseo
nega johahaetdeon geuttae geu hyangsuman ppuryeosseo

neol bogo sipeoseo michil geot gataseo
dallyeowaseo nal ana jul geotman gataseo
michil deut apaseo babocheoreom ulgiman haesseo
seuchyeoganeun neol japji motago
doraseoneun neol japji motago

silgami an nasseo neoreul bonael suga eobseosseo
waenji ireon nae mam neowa gateul geot gataseo

sigani jinado deouk seonmyeonghaejil neoraseo
neo eomneun sigani naegen uimijocha eomnabwa

neol bogo sipeoseo michil geot gataseo
dallyeowaseo nal ana jul geotman gataseo
michil deut apaseo babocheoreom ulgiman haesseo
seuchyeoganeun neol japji motago
doraseoneun neol japji motago

nan wae nunmulman naneunde jiul suga eomneunde
nega dasi dora bol geotman gata
babocheoreom amu maldo motago butjapji mot haetdeon
ireon naega najocha neomu sirheo

neol bogo sipeoseo michil geot gataseo
dallyeowaseo nal ana jul geotman gataseo
michil deut apaseo babocheoreom ulgiman haesseo
seuchyeoganeun neol japji motago
doraseoneun neol japji motago neol bonaesseo

I must have been scared, that must be why I didn’t do well
Those words must still be circling in my mind

Just in case since I don’t know
Since I don’t know if we’ll run into each other again
I only sprayed the perfume that you liked back then

Since I miss you, since I feel like I’m going crazy
Since it feels like you’re going to come running and hold me
Since it hurts so crazily, I cried like a fool
I couldn’t hold onto you when you brushed by
I couldn’t hold onto you when you turned around

I didn’t realize it, I couldn’t let you go
Somehow I think you feel the same way

Even if time passes, you’ll become more clear
The times when you’re not here must have no meaning

Since I miss you, since I feel like I’m going crazy
Since it feels like you’re going to come running and hold me
Since it hurts so crazily, I cried like a fool
I couldn’t hold onto you when you brushed by
I couldn’t hold onto you when you turned around

Why do only tears come out, when I can’t erase you
It feels like you’re going to come back
Like a fool, I couldn’t say anything, couldn’t hold onto you
I dislike myself for being like this

Since I miss you, since I feel like I’m going crazy
Since it feels like you’re going to come running and hold me
Since it hurts so crazily, I cried like a fool
I couldn’t hold onto you when you brushed by
I couldn’t hold onto you when you turned around