Ex (미친 놈) lyrics

유난히 차갑던 그 날의 말투
유난히 많았던 그 날의 하품
하루 이틀 또 핑계가 된 바쁨
결국엔 티 났던 식어버린 마음

미안하단 말을 남긴 채 너와
손을 떨며 써 내려간 슬픈 결말
떠나보내 놓고 난 아프죠
내가 그래 놓고 왜 내가 아프죠

고맙다는 말도 못 한 채 너와
말을 떨며 주고받은 날카로운 말
멀쩡한 척해도 거짓말 못 하는
그리움이 날 후회하게 만들죠

다 깨져버린 추억들 속에 널 찾아
붙잡아봤자 너의 눈물만 떠올라

그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
잠깐 미쳤던 거야

그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
숨쉬기도 벅찬데 뭘 믿고 그랬을까
미친 놈이었던 날

욕해도 좋아
맘껏 욕 욕 욕해
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
욕해도 좋아
실컷 욕 욕 욕해
날 향한 증오가 화 정도가 될 때까지
화가 풀려 다시 돌아갈 수 있다면

할 말 다 털어놓은 상태
서로 안 맞았던 걸로 포장해
사실 너를 만나는 중에 딴 사람도 눈에
들어왔던 게 나의 죄

무슨 일 있냐고 물어보는 너의
목소리를 들었을 때 절레절레
신경 쓰지 말라고 말했었던 난데
그 말을 뱉은 내가 더 신경 쓰여 왜

다 깨져버린 추억들 속에 널 찾아
붙잡아봤자 너의 눈물만 떠올라

그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
잠깐 미쳤던 거야

그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
숨쉬기도 벅찬데 뭘 믿고 그랬을까
미친 놈이었던 날

주제도 모르고 너를 놓치고
후회만 하는 내가 너무도 밉다
주체를 못 하고 보고 싶은데 yeah
저 멀리 멀어져 닿을 수 없는 널
잊지 못하는 고통 속에 살아가

그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
잠깐 미쳤던 거야

그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
숨쉬기도 벅찬데 뭘 믿고 그랬을까
미친 놈이었던 날

욕해도 좋아
맘껏 욕 욕 욕해
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
욕해도 좋아
실컷 욕 욕 욕해
날 향한 증오가 화 정도가 될 때까지
화가 풀려 다시 돌아갈 수 있다면

yunanhi chagabdeon geu nare maltu
yunanhi manatteon geu nare hapum
haru iteul tto pinggyega dwen bappeum
gyeolgugen ti natteon shigeobeorin maeum

mianhadan mareul namgin chae neowa
soneul tteolmyeo sseo naeryeogan seulpeun gyeolmal
tteonabonae noko nan apeujyo
naega geurae noko wae naega apeujyo

gomabdaneun maldo mot han chae neowa
mareul tteolmyeo jugobadeun nalkaroun mal
meoljjeonghan cheokhaedo geojitmal mot haneun
geuriumi nal huhwehage mandeuljyo

da kkaejyeobeorin chueokdeul soge neol chaja
butjababwatja neoye nunmulman tteoolla

geuttaen naega michyeo doranna bwa neo eomneun shigan
nan jashini eomneunde gyeolguk neobakken eomneunde
jamkkan michyeotteon geoya

geuttaen naega micheo mollanna bwa neo eomneun gonggan
sumshwigido beokchande mweol mitgo geuraesseulkka
michin nomieotteon nal

yokhaedo joa
mamkkeot yok yok yokhae
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
yokhaedo joa
shilkeot yok yok yokhae
nal hyanghan jeungoga hwa jeongdoga dwel ttaekkaji
hwaga pullyeo dashi doragal su ittamyeon

hal mal da teoreonoeun sangtae
seoro an majatteon geollo pojanghae
sashil neoreul mannaneun junge ttan saramdo nune
deureowatteon ge naye jwe

museun il innyago mureoboneun neoye
moksorireul deureosseul ttae jeollejeolle
shingyeong sseuji mallago malhaesseotteon nande
geu mareul baeteun naega deo shingyeong sseuyeo wae

da kkaejyeobeorin chueokdeul soge neol chaja
butjababwatja neoye nunmulman tteoolla

geuttaen naega michyeo doranna bwa neo eomneun shigan
nan jashini eomneunde gyeolguk neobakken eomneunde
jamkkan michyeotteon geoya

geuttaen naega micheo mollanna bwa neo eomneun gonggan
sumshwigido beokchande mweol mitgo geuraesseulkka
michin nomieotteon nal

jujedo moreugo neoreul nochigo
huhweman haneun naega neomudo mibda
juchereul mot hago bogo shipeunde yeah
jeo meolli meoreojyeo daheul su eomneun neol
itji mothaneun gotong soge saraga

geuttaen naega michyeo doranna bwa neo eomneun shigan
nan jashini eomneunde gyeolguk neobakken eomneunde
jamkkan michyeotteon geoya

geuttaen naega micheo mollanna bwa neo eomneun gonggan
sumshwigido beokchande mweol mitgo geuraesseulkka
michin nomieotteon nal

yokhaedo joa
mamkkeot yok yok yokhae
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
yokhaedo joa
shilkeot yok yok yokhae
nal hyanghan jeungoga hwa jeongdoga dwel ttaekkaji
hwaga pullyeo dashi doragal su ittamyeon

The unusual coldness in the way I spoke that day
The unusual amount of times I let out a yawn that day
The busy-ness that I used as an excuse for a day or two
The feeling that had worn off eventually became obvious

With the words of “I’m sorry”
I wrote the sad ending that I had with you with shaking hands
Leaving and letting go, it hurts me
I’m the one who did that, so why am I the one hurting?

I didn’t even get to say thank you
As we exchange sharp, quivering words to each other
Pretending to be sane, but the longing can’t even lie
It’s definitely making me regret things

I search for you in broken memories
Should’ve held on, can’t think of nothing but your tears

I must’ve gone crazy then, I don’t have confidence
In the moments where you weren’t there, and at the end, I only had you
I went crazy for a moment

I guess I didn’t know back then, I couldn’t even breathe in the spaces
That didn’t have you, what did I believe on?
On the day I was a crazy bastard

I like you even when you curse
As much as you want, swear, swear, swear at me
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
I like you even when you curse
As much as you like, swear, swear, swear at me
To the point your hatred towards me turns into fire
If only I could hold my anger and turn back

In the state of baring all the words I want to say
Covering the things we had that couldn’t match each other
Honestly, it’s my fault for even letting my eyes
Go to someone else while I was seeing you

The you who’d ask me about what’s wrong
I would shake my head when I heard your voice
The me who’d told you to not worry about it
Worries more while spitting those words out, why

I search for you in broken memories
Should’ve held on, can’t think of nothing but your tears

I must’ve gone crazy then, I don’t have confidence
In the moments where you weren’t there, and at the end, I only had you
I went crazy for a moment

I guess I didn’t know back then, I couldn’t even breathe in the spaces
That didn’t have you, what did I believe on?
On the day I was a crazy bastard

Not even knowing my place, I let you go
I hate myself so much for regretting
Can’t even hold myself, I want to see you
You’re getting further and further away and I can’t reach you
So in this suffering of not being able to forget you, I live on

I must’ve gone crazy then, I don’t have confidence
In the moments where you weren’t there, and at the end, I only had you
I went crazy for a moment

I guess I didn’t know back then, I couldn’t even breathe in the spaces
That didn’t have you, what did I believe on?
On the day I was a crazy bastard

I like you even when you curse
As much as you want, swear, swear, swear at me
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
I like you even when you curse
As much as you like, swear, swear, swear at me
To the point your hatred towards me turns into fire
If only I could hold my anger and turn back