OK or Not (괜찮아 안 괜찮아) lyrics

괜찮아 안 괜찮아
괜찮아 안 괜찮아

이런저런 일이 많았다며
너의 읊조리는 말투
표정하며 또 손짓
마치 그때 그 자리 같아 그땐

괜찮다고 했던 너였고
괜찮다며 나를 떠났던
그 시간 속에 넌 어떻게 지냈는지
궁금했어 넌 어쩌면

변한 게 없이 넌 예쁘게 그대로
오랜만이라 어색한 것만 빼고

잘 지냈어 넌 그동안 어땠어라는
그런 뻔한 인사는 빼고

괜찮아 정말 괜찮아
괜찮아 안 괜찮아
나를 떠나겠다고
그게 나을 것 같다고
그래서 정말 괜찮아

넌 괜찮아 넌 괜찮아
안 괜찮아 안 괜찮아
보란 듯이 괜찮았어야지
사실 내가 안 괜찮아
사실 내가 안 괜찮아

이런저런 이야기로
둘러대며 난 애가 탔어
네가 떠난 그 이후로도
하루도 빠짐없이 네 생각을

했어 나 솔직히 아프다
많이 야윈 모습이라서
그동안 많이 아팠던 것만 같아서
나보다 아팠을까 봐

네가 더 맘을 많이 다친 것은 아닐까
내심 너의 아픈 기억을 꺼내기가
좀 그래 그냥 미안해
아니 미안하단 말을 하기가
더 미안해
괜찮아

안 괜찮아 안 괜찮아
아프잖아 아프잖아
아프면 아프다고
힘들면 힘들다고
그냥 그러면 되잖아

나 나 나 안 괜찮아
사실 너 나 안 괜찮잖아

조심스레 내민 손에 망설이며
살며시 포갠 손은
그때보다 더 차갑고
몇 분이 흘러도 따뜻하지가 않아

괜찮아 나는 괜찮아
나는 정말 괜찮아
시간이 지나면 괜찮아질 거라고
그래서 정말 괜찮아

넌 괜찮아 넌 괜찮아
안 괜찮아 안 괜찮아
널 잡을 수 없다는 게 그게
사실 내가 안 괜찮아

gwaenchanha an gwaenchanha
gwaenchanha an gwaenchanha

ireonjeoreon iri manhassdamyeo
neoui eulpjorineun maltu
pyojeonghamyeo tto sonjis
machi geuttae geu jari gata geuttaen

gwaenchanhdago haessdeon neoyeossgo
gwaenchanhdamyeo nareul tteonassdeon
geu sigan soge neon eotteohge jinaessneunji
gunggeumhaesseo neon eojjeomyeon

byeonhan ge eopsi neon yeppeuge geudaero
oraenmanira eosaekhan geosman ppaego

jal jinaesseo neon geudongan eottaesseoraneun
geureon ppeonhan insaneun ppaego

gwaenchanha jeongmal gwaenchanha
gwaenchanha an gwaenchanha
nareul tteonagessdago
geuge naeul geot gatdago
geuraeseo jeongmal gwaenchanha

neon gwaenchanha neon gwaenchanha
an gwaenchanha an gwaenchanha
boran deusi gwaenchanhasseoyaji
sasil naega an gwaenchanha
sasil naega an gwaenchanha

ireonjeoreon iyagiro
dulleodaemyeo nan aega tasseo
nega tteonan geu ihurodo
harudo ppajimeopsi ne saenggageul

haesseo na soljikhi apeuda
manhi yawin moseubiraseo
geudongan manhi apassdeon geosman gataseo
naboda apasseulkka bwa

nega deo mameul manhi dachin geoseun anilkka
naesim neoui apeun gieogeul kkeonaegiga
jom geurae geunyang mianhae
ani mianhadan mareul hagiga
deo mianhae
gwaenchanha

an gwaenchanha an gwaenchanha
apeujanha apeujanha
apeumyeon apeudago
himdeulmyeon himdeuldago
geunyang geureomyeon doejanha

na na na an gwaenchanha
sasil neo na an gwaenchanhjanha

josimseure naemin sone mangseorimyeo
salmyeosi pogaen soneun
geuttaeboda deo chagapgo
myeot buni heulleodo ttatteushajiga anha

gwaenchanha naneun gwaenchanha
naneun jeongmal gwaenchanha
sigani jinamyeon gwaenchanhajil georago
geuraeseo jeongmal gwaenchanha

neon gwaenchanha neon gwaenchanha
an gwaenchanha an gwaenchanha
neol jabeul su eopsdaneun ge geuge
sasil naega an gwaenchanha

ok not ok
ok not ok

That there were a lot of things
your muffled tone
Facial expressions and gestures
It's like that place at that time

It was you who said it was okay
you left me saying it was okay
how have you been in that time
I wondered maybe

You haven't changed, you're pretty
It's been a while, except for the awkwardness

How have you been?
Except for those obvious greetings

it's ok really ok
ok not ok
will leave me
i think that would be good
so it's really good

you are ok you are ok
not okay not okay
It should have been fine
Actually I'm not okay
Actually I'm not okay

with a story
Turning around, I got on a child
even since you left
Every day I think of you

I'm honestly sick
Because you look so skinny
I feel like I've been in a lot of pain
I think it hurts more than me

Maybe you've been hurt more
To bring out your painful memories in my heart
I'm just sorry
no to say i'm sorry
more sorry
OK

not okay not okay
It hurts, it hurts
If it hurts, it hurts
It's hard when it's hard
just do that

me me i'm not okay
Actually you're not okay with me

Hesitating in the carefully held out hand
The gently folded hands
colder than then
It's not warm even after a few minutes

it's ok i'm fine
i'm really fine
I'll be okay with time
so it's really good

you are ok you are ok
not okay not okay
That I can't hold you
Actually I'm not okay