Happier (Feat. Crush) lyrics

잘돼야 하는데 잘 돼야만 그게
행복인 줄 알았어 Uh 행복인 줄 알았어 Uh

그래 행복이란 건 아마 뜬구름 같은 것
실낱같은 희망을 주면서 나를 유혹하는 덫
행복은 저 하늘의 별 내 손에 닿지 않는 곳
그 어딘가에 머물며 무너지는 날 보고만 있어

지겨워 괜찮은 척 힘내라는 말도 썩
듣기 좋지는 않아 그들의 말은 가시가 달린 장미꽃 Uh
이 세상이란 벽이 너무 높아
숨이 가빠 미친 듯 달려왔지만
난 딱 중간쯤에 서 있어 Uh

저 하늘을 봐 여전히 푸르잖아
그게 원망스러울 때도 있겠지만 한때뿐이잖아
모르잖아 사람 일은 아무도 모르잖아
난 살아있고 미래를 꿈꾸잖아

무뎌질 줄 알았던 그 아픔도
끝내 지우지 못해
어쩌면 손 뻗으면 닿을 거라 믿었는데 이젠
멀리 와버린 듯해
I wanna be happier
그때 기억을 꺼내요

그래 행복이란 건 저 길의 끝에 있는 점
다가가면 갈수록 멀어져 만질 수가 없는 것
행복은 비행기에서 내려다본 세상 같은 것
내 전부는 세상의 일부이고 난 그 일부의 일부라는 것

신이시여 내 마음의 병을 제발 고쳐 주십쇼 말하자
다 알았으니 네 마음을 여기 꺼내 보거라
내 얼굴은 내 얼의 꼴에 핀 욕심이라는 꽃
입에는 욕 눈에는 독 채울 수 없는 밑이 빠진 독 Uh

저 바다를 봐 끝이 안 보이잖아
끝을 보려고 발버둥 쳐봤자 결국 제 자리잖아
모르잖아 사람 일은 아무도 모르잖아
난 살아있고 미래를 꿈꾸잖아

무뎌질 줄 알았던 그 아픔도
끝내 지우지 못해
어쩌면 손 뻗으면 닿을 거라 믿었는데 이젠
멀리 와버린 듯해
I wanna be happier
그때 기억을 꺼내요

아름답고 싶어서
사람답고 싶어서
누군가의 사랑이고 싶었어
자랑이고 싶었어

아름답고 싶어서
사람답고 싶어서
누군가의 사랑이고 싶었어
자랑이고 싶었어

무뎌질 줄 알았던 그 아픔도 (무뎌질 줄 알았었는데)
끝내 지우지 못해
어쩌면 손 뻗으면 닿을 거라 믿었는데 이젠
멀리 와버린 듯해 (멀리 와버렸는데)
I wanna be happier (happier)
그때 기억을 꺼내요 (그 소중했던 기억들)

jaldwaeya haneunde jal dwaeyaman geuge
haengbogin jul arasseo Uh haengbogin jul arasseo Uh

geurae haengbogiran geon ama tteungureum gateun geos
silnatgateun huimangeul jumyeonseo nareul yuhokhaneun teocc
haengbogeun jeo haneurui byeol nae sone dahji anhneun gos
geu eodingae meomulmyeo muneojineun nal bogoman isseo

jigyeowo gwaenchanheun cheok himnaeraneun maldo sseok
deutgi johjineun anha geudeurui mareun gasiga dallin jangmikkot Uh
i sesangiran byeogi neomu nopa
sumi gappa michin deut dallyeowassjiman
nan ttak jungganjjeume seo isseo Uh

jeo haneureul bwa yeojeonhi pureujanha
geuge wonmangseureoul ttaedo issgessjiman hanttaeppunijanha
moreujanha saram ireun amudo moreujanha
nan saraissgo miraereul kkumkkujanha

mudyeojil jul arassdeon geu apeumdo
kkeutnae jiuji moshae
eojjeomyeon son ppeodeumyeon daheul geora mideossneunde ijen
meolli wabeorin deushae
I wanna be happier
geuttae gieogeul kkeonaeyo

geurae haengbogiran geon jeo girui kkeute issneun jeom
dagagamyeon galsurok meoreojyeo manjil suga eopsneun geos
haengbogeun bihaenggieseo naeryeodabon sesang gateun geos
nae jeonbuneun sesangui ilbuigo nan geu ilbuui ilburaneun geos

sinisiyeo nae maeumui byeongeul jebal gochyeo jusipsyo malhaja
da arasseuni ne maeumeul yeogi kkeonae bogeora
nae eolgureun nae eorui kkore pin yoksimiraneun kkocc
ibeneun yok nuneneun dok chaeul su eopsneun miti ppajin dok Uh

jeo badareul bwa kkeuti an boijanha
kkeuteul boryeogo balbeodung chyeobwassja gyeolguk je jarijanha
moreujanha saram ireun amudo moreujanha
nan saraissgo miraereul kkumkkujanha

mudyeojil jul arassdeon geu apeumdo
kkeutnae jiuji moshae
eojjeomyeon son ppeodeumyeon daheul geora mideossneunde ijen
meolli wabeorin deushae
I wanna be happier
geuttae gieogeul kkeonaeyo

areumdapgo sipeoseo
saramdapgo sipeoseo
nugungaui sarangigo sipeosseo
jarangigo sipeosseo

areumdapgo sipeoseo
saramdapgo sipeoseo
nugungaui sarangigo sipeosseo
jarangigo sipeosseo

mudyeojil jul arassdeon geu apeumdo (mudyeojil jul arasseossneunde)
kkeutnae jiuji moshae
eojjeomyeon son ppeodeumyeon daheul geora mideossneunde ijen
meolli wabeorin deushae (meolli wabeoryeossneunde)
I wanna be happier (happier)
geuttae gieogeul kkeonaeyo (geu sojunghaessdeon gieokdeul)

It should be good, but it has to be good
I thought it was happiness Uh I thought it was happiness Uh

Yes, happiness is probably like a floating cloud
A trap that tempts me while giving me a glimmer of hope
Happiness is a star in the sky where I can't reach
Staying somewhere and watching me fall apart

I'm tired of pretending I'm okay
It's not good to hear, their words are roses with thorns Uh
The walls of this world are too high
I ran out of breath like crazy
I'm just in the middle uh

Look at that sky, it's still blue
There are times when I resent it, but it's only once.
You don't know, nobody knows about people
I'm alive and dreaming of the future

Even the pain that I thought would become dull
I can't erase it
I thought maybe if I stretched out my hand I would reach it, but now
It seems you've come a long way
I wanna be happier
then take the memory

Yes, happiness is at the end of that road
The closer you get, the farther away you are, the more untouchable
Happiness is like the world you see from an airplane
That all I am is a part of the world and I am a part of it

God, please heal my heart, let me tell you
Now that you know everything, take your heart out here
My face is a flower called greed that blooms in the shape of my face
A curse in your mouth, poison in your eyes, a poison that can’t be filled

Look at that sea, you can't see the end
Even if I struggle to see the end, it's my place in the end
You don't know, nobody knows about people
I'm alive and dreaming of the future

Even the pain that I thought would become dull
I can't erase it
I thought maybe if I stretched out my hand I would reach it, but now
It seems you've come a long way
I wanna be happier
then take the memory

I want to be beautiful
I want to be human
I wanted to be someone's love
I wanted to be proud

I want to be beautiful
I want to be human
I wanted to be someone's love
I wanted to be proud

Even the pain that I thought would become dull (I thought it would become dull)
I can't erase it
I thought maybe I could reach it if I stretched out my hand, but now
It seems you've come a long way (I've come a long way)
I wanna be happier (happier)
Then take out the memories (the precious memories)