like the light of a street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
at the end of a lonely day
Standing dumbly
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly
I don't want to tease
My weak self
To those who depended on me
this look contradicts
Pretending to be strong, pretending not to be sick
pretend it's okay
just someone
I want to be your strength
You can't take their power away from me
At the words “You can look forward to it”
I don't have the courage to put a question mark
The pain is in a room with no exit door
Being trapped and growing silently
I've endured enough, but I've become numb
I guess I can still endure it, because I endure it
Band over the wound
will eventually fall
I put it on in a hurry
I can't go far and I get burned again
The rainwater that accumulates on the demolished roof
How well do you know my flaws
leak and repeat
I need someone before everything collapses
ask me again if it's okay
anyone
like the light of a street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
in the middle of a lonely night
I just look bright
at the end of a lonely day
Standing alone again
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly
can't rely on anything
Choose to rely on yourself
But now that I'm shaking
Who am I supposed to hold on to?
In front of the shoulder where I raised my hand before
more droopy than that
my shoulder who cares
I can't tell you, I can't tell you everything
The pain of not being able to shake off is eventually
blame myself
If you breathe in the turbid air
beyond the unpleasant
I'm gasping for breath
words that are nothing
I don't care
nothing
I'm fine
The eyes of the people around me are not even directed at me
I feel prickly
I looked at the expression I had hidden for a while
Will it be revealed
I'm afraid yes I'm afraid
like the light of a street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
(I'm afraid I'm afraid)
at the end of a lonely day
Standing dumbly
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly
like that street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
in the middle of a lonely night
I just look bright
at the end of a lonely day
Standing alone again
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly
like the light of a street lamp
like the light of a street lamp
in the middle of a lonely night
I just look bright
at the end of a lonely day
Standing alone again
In the middle of a lonely night
I try to smile brightly