What I believed to be love
It's just a memory of my childhood
What I believed to be memories
It's just a long rotting memory
What I believed to be memories
you and my joy now
breathing deep
fuel for unhappiness
What I believed to be unhappiness
It's just a wound from childhood
What I believed to be scars
It's just food for new flesh
What I believed to be new life
It's just meaningless leather
You who came through that skin
I just believed it was love
lost
no point
no work
in love
lost
laughed
someone
in the wind of laughter
it was long
lost
starved
for love
empty
erased
only
to a person like you
it was easy
What I believed to be love
It's just the lingering feelings of childhood
What I believed to be regret
It's just an inevitability
Things I believed were inevitable
dwelling in you and me now
born with a darker color
It's just the beginning of the trials
What I believed to be the beginning
It's just a pretty name at the end
What I believed to be the name
just a small piece of you
Things I believed to be pieces
maybe all of you
you who handed it all over
I just believed it was love
By the time you believe in love
Why do you light misfortune
I thought it was a wound
Why do you give me the courage to grow old
By the time I believe it's regret
Why do you appear and encourage me
I believed it was the beginning yesterday, but why
At the end of the day, you push me away
lost
no point
no work
in love
lost
laughed
someone
in the wind of laughter
it was long
lost
starved
for love
empty
erased
only
to a person like you
it was easy