Because You Don’t Love Me (사랑하지 않아서 그랬니) lyrics

사랑하지 않기로 했어
나만 생각하기로 했어
너의 그 말 못 들은 척 못 하겠어
네게 버림받기 싫어서
예쁜 표정을 지어보며
매달리는 내가 나조차 싫어져

마지막까지 상처받긴 싫은데
넌 여전히 나를 배려해 줄
마음이 없나 봐

사랑하지 않아서 그랬니
처음부터 그런 거니
아무 힘없이 널 보내야만 하니 정말
매번 이기려 했던 너에게
애를 써 져주려고 했었던 순간도
니가 필요했던 숱한 밤도
너를 사랑하니까 그랬어

마지막으로 안아주면 안 될까
말하고 싶어도
우느라고 정신이 없는 날

사랑하지 않아서 그랬니
처음부터 그런 거니
아무 힘없이 널 보내야만 하니 정말
매번 이기려 했던 너에게
애를 써 져주려고 했었던 순간도
니가 필요했던 숱한 밤도
너를 사랑하니까 그랬어

넌 모르지 얼마나 아픈지
왜 내가 버텨내고 참았는지
뭐가 미안한데
도망치듯 날 버릴 거면서
너만 후련한 거 같아 여기까지라서

기다리는 건 안 해 안 할래
널 미워하고 말래
거짓말하면 날 돌아봐 줄 거니 제발
내가 말리든 말든 들었던 술잔도
아픈 나를 혼자만 둔 밤도
니 친구들 안 보여준 것도
사랑하지 않아서 그랬니

saranghaji anhgiro haesseo
naman saenggakhagiro haesseo
neoui geu mal mot deureun cheok mot hagesseo
nege beorimbatgi silheoseo
yeppeun pyojeongeul jieobomyeo
maedallineun naega najocha silheojyeo

majimakkkaji sangcheobatgin silheunde
neon yeojeonhi nareul baeryeohae jul
maeumi eopsna bwa

saranghaji anhaseo geuraessni
cheoeumbuteo geureon geoni
amu himeopsi neol bonaeyaman hani jeongmal
maebeon igiryeo haessdeon neoege
aereul sseo jyeojuryeogo haesseossdeon sungando
niga piryohaessdeon suthan bamdo
neoreul saranghanikka geuraesseo

majimageuro anajumyeon an doelkka
malhago sipeodo
uneurago jeongsini eopsneun nal

saranghaji anhaseo geuraessni
cheoeumbuteo geureon geoni
amu himeopsi neol bonaeyaman hani jeongmal
maebeon igiryeo haessdeon neoege
aereul sseo jyeojuryeogo haesseossdeon sungando
niga piryohaessdeon suthan bamdo
neoreul saranghanikka geuraesseo

neon moreuji eolmana apeunji
wae naega beotyeonaego chamassneunji
mwoga mianhande
domangchideut nal beoril geomyeonseo
neoman huryeonhan geo gata yeogikkajiraseo

gidarineun geon an hae an hallae
neol miwohago mallae
geojismalhamyeon nal dorabwa jul geoni jebal
naega mallideun maldeun deureossdeon suljando
apeun nareul honjaman dun bamdo
ni chingudeul an boyeojun geosdo
saranghaji anhaseo geuraessni

I decided not to love you
I decided to think only of myself
I can't pretend I didn't hear you
Because I don't want to be abandoned by you
Looking at a pretty face
Even I hate myself for clinging

I don't want to be hurt until the end
you will still take care of me
I guess you don't have a heart

Was it because I didn't love you
Was it like that from the beginning?
I really have to let you go without any power
To you who always tried to win
Even the moment I tried to lose
The many nights I needed you
I did it because I love you

Can I hug you one last time?
I want to talk
The day I'm out of my mind from crying

Was it because I didn't love you
Was it like that from the beginning?
I really have to let you go without any power
To you who always tried to win
Even the moment I tried to lose
The many nights I needed you
I did it because I love you

you don't know how much it hurts
Why did I endure and endure
what are you sorry
As if you were running away, you were going to throw me away
I think you're the only one who's relieved

I don't want to wait
i hate you
If I lie, will you look back on me please
Whether I stopped it or not, the drinking glasses I heard
Even the nights when I left the sick me alone
What your friends didn't show
Was it because I didn't love you