If You’re Gonna Be Like This (이럴거면) lyrics

이럴 거면 날 흔들어 놓지 말지
이럴 거면 잘해주지나 말지
이럴 거면 첨 스쳐가게 놔두지
너를 모르는 채 살게 하지 떠날 거라면

원망해도 후회해도 널 향한 나의 사랑은
이미 엎질러진 물처럼 주워 담을 수 없어

나를 울리려고 이럴려고
날 사랑했니 너를 사랑하게 했니
멀쩡한 사람 왜 넌 바보 만들어
버릴 거면 그럴 거였으면
왜 내 맘 모두 가져간 거야
조각나버려 이제 다신 쓸 수도 없게

내 머리는 내 입술은 매일 네 욕만 하는데
나의 가슴은 내 눈물은 자꾸 네 편만 들어

나를 울리려고 이럴려고
날 사랑했니 너를 사랑하게 했니
잘 살던 사람 왜 늘 울게 만들어
버릴 거면 그럴 거였으면
왜 내 맘 모두 가져간 거야
누구에게도 이제 다신 줄 수도 없게

너를 알기 전 서로 몰랐던 때로
돌아가기엔 널 너무 사랑했나 봐

잊지 못할 거면 이럴 거면
널 붙잡을 걸 네게 떼라도 써볼걸
사랑한다고 너 없인 못 산다고
울릴 거면 그립게 할 거면
차라리 너의 곁에서 울려
볼 수 있다면 혼자 사랑해도 되니까
나만 사랑해도 되니까

ireol geomyeon nal heundeureo nohji malji
ireol geomyeon jalhaejujina malji
ireol geomyeon cheom seuchyeogage nwaduji
neoreul moreuneun chae salge haji tteonal georamyeon

wonmanghaedo huhoehaedo neol hyanghan naui sarangeun
imi eopjilleojin mulcheoreom juwo dameul su eopseo

nareul ulliryeogo ireollyeogo
nal saranghaessni neoreul saranghage haessni
meoljjeonghan saram wae neon babo mandeureo
beoril geomyeon geureol geoyeosseumyeon
wae nae mam modu gajyeogan geoya
jogaknabeoryeo ije dasin sseul sudo eopsge

nae meorineun nae ipsureun maeil ne yokman haneunde
naui gaseumeun nae nunmureun jakku ne pyeonman deureo

nareul ulliryeogo ireollyeogo
nal saranghaessni neoreul saranghage haessni
jal saldeon saram wae neul ulge mandeureo
beoril geomyeon geureol geoyeosseumyeon
wae nae mam modu gajyeogan geoya
nuguegedo ije dasin jul sudo eopsge

neoreul algi jeon seoro mollassdeon ttaero
doragagien neol neomu saranghaessna bwa

ijji moshal geomyeon ireol geomyeon
neol butjabeul geol nege tterado sseobolgeol
saranghandago neo eopsin mot sandago
ullil geomyeon geuripge hal geomyeon
charari neoui gyeoteseo ullyeo
bol su issdamyeon honja saranghaedo doenikka
naman saranghaedo doenikka

If you're going to do this, don't shake me up
If you're going to be like this, be nice to me or not.
If it's going to be like this, I'll just let it pass by.
If I'm going to leave, I'll make you live without knowing you

Even if I resent it or regret it, my love for you is
Like water that has already been spilled, I can't pick it up.

To make me cry
Did you love me? Did you make me love you?
Why do you make a fool out of a normal person?
If I was going to throw it away, I would.
Why did you take my whole heart
It's broken into pieces so I can't use it again.

My head and my lips only curse at you every day
My heart and my tears keep taking your side

To make me cry
Did you love me? Did you make me love you?
Why do people who lived well always make me cry?
If I was going to throw it away, I would.
Why did you take my whole heart
I can't give it to anyone anymore

Before I knew you, when we didn't know each other
I guess I loved you too much to go back

If you’re going to never forget, if you’re going to do this
I'm going to hold on to you, I'm going to try to take it from you
I love you and I can't live without you
If you're going to make me cry, if you're going to make me miss you
I'd rather cry next to you
Because if I can see it, I can love alone
Because you can love only me