I hate alcohol
I hate that it reminds me of you
You may have forgotten
But after pouring one or two glasses and swallowing them
The bitter words that scratch my insides as if it were yesterday
I hate it
But I hate myself who seeks alcohol
You don't know,
But it was a good thing that you left me,
The incurable me who couldn't stand it without doing this
We should have just left love as a dream
Like when we used to steal glances at each other from afar
I hate alcohol
I hate myself who makes us face each other
Deep in my heart
I hate the drunkard fool who makes me pick up the phone with empty courage
I look for alcohol
I raise my head that was hunched over and look for you
I start crying
And then I close my eyes, drawing you fading away
In the darkness that has sunk to the bottom
We were quite beautiful
And maybe it seemed like it would last forever
I don't know that I'll wake up from this blue dream of love I didn't know
I hate alcohol
I hate myself for making you face me
As if it never happened
I can still hold on to you
I hate that drunken fool who makes you call me out of vain greed
Flowing down through my memories
Falling as cold tears
I hate alcohol
I hate alcohol