Shouldn’t Have… (이럴거면 그러지말지) (feat. Young Hyun) lyrics

궁금해서 잠이 안 와
그때 왜 그랬어?
구차해도 묻고 싶어
그때 난 뭐였어?

나나나나나나나나
나만 애 탄거니
나나나나나나나나
난 진심인데 넌..

그랬구나 그랬어
좋았는데 넌 아니었나 봐
그랬구나 그때 넌
그런 줄 모르고 나 혼자

이럴 거면 바래다주었던 그날 밤
넌 나를 안아주지 말았어야지
설렘에 밤잠 설치게 했던 그 말
그 말도 말았어야지 그러지는 말지

비겁하게 숨어버린 너를
돌아 올 거라고 믿은 내가 바보야
사랑스럽게 날 보던 네 눈빛에
빠졌던 내가 바보지
이럴 줄도 모르고

이렇게 돼 버린 이상
그냥 얘기할게
이미 떠나버린 니 맘
돌릴 순 없으니

그랬구나 그랬어
좋았는데 넌 아니었나 봐
그랬구나 그때 넌
네 생각뿐인데 나 혼자

이럴 거면 바래다주었던 그날 밤
넌 나를 안아주지 말았어야지
설렘에 밤잠 설치게 했던 그 말
그 말도 말았어야지 이럴 줄은 몰랐어

RAP) 어때 넌 어떻게 하고 싶니
지금 이 순간의 감정일지
중간에 금방 에러가 날것인지
I don’t know 하지만 내 생각엔
오래가진 못할 거 같아
너 아닌 나 때문에
이 관계는 이어지지 못해

잠 못 들어 아픈 이 새벽
잘 지내니 문자 한번쯤은 해주지
혹시나 하며 올린 우리 얘기에
좋아요 누르지 말지 괜히 기대 하게

바래다주던 그 날 밤처럼
돌아와서 포근하게 나를 안아줘
설렘에 밤잠 설치게 했던 말로
또 두근거리게 해줘 다시 날 녹여줘

이럴 거면 귀엽다고 하지 말지 그러지 말지
혼잣말만 늘어가네 전하지도 못할 말만

gunggeumhaeseo jami an wa
geuttae wae geuraesseo?
guchahaedo mudgo sipeo
geuttae nan mwoyeosseo?

nananananananana
naman ae tangeoni
nananananananana
nan jinsiminde neon..

geuraessguna geuraesseo
johassneunde neon anieossna bwa
geuraessguna geuttae neon
geureon jul moreugo na honja

ireol geomyeon baraedajueossdeon geunal bam
neon nareul anajuji marasseoyaji
seolleme bamjam seolchige haessdeon geu mal
geu maldo marasseoyaji geureojineun malji

bigeobhage sumeobeorin neoreul
dora ol georago mideun naega baboya
sarangseureobge nal bodeon ne nunbiche
ppajyeossdeon naega baboji
ireol juldo moreugo

ireohge dwae beorin isang
geunyang yaegihalge
imi tteonabeorin ni mam
dollil sun eobseuni

geuraessguna geuraesseo
johassneunde neon anieossna bwa
geuraessguna geuttae neon
ne saenggagppuninde na honja
ireol geomyeon baraedajueossdeon geunal bam
neon nareul anajuji marasseoyaji
seolleme bamjam seolchige haessdeon geu mal
geu maldo marasseoyaji ireol jureun mollasseo

RAP) eottae neon eotteohge hago sipni
jigeum i sunganui gamjeongilji
junggane geumbang ereoga nalgeosinji
I don’t know hajiman nae saenggagen
oraegajin mothal geo gata
neo anin na ttaemune
i gwangyeneun ieojiji mothae
jam mot deureo apeun i saebyeog
jal jinaeni munja hanbeonjjeumeun haejuji
hogsina hamyeo ollin uri yaegie
johayo nureuji malji gwaenhi gidae hage

baraedajudeon geu nal bamcheoreom
dorawaseo pogeunhage nareul anajwo
seolleme bamjam seolchige haessdeon mallo
tto dugeungeorige haejwo dasi nal nogyeojwo

ireol geomyeon gwiyeobdago haji malji geureoji malji
honjatmalman neureogane jeonhajido mothal malman

I’m so curious, I can’t sleep
Why did you do that?
Even if it seems pathetic, I want to ask
What as I to you?

nananananananana
Am I the only one who’s burning up?
nananananananana
I mean it but you…

I see, I see
It was good for me but not for you
I see, back then you were like that
I didn’t know,
I was the only one

Then you shouldn’t have
walked me home that night
You shouldn’t
have hugged me
Those words you said that made
my heart flutter all night
You shouldn’t have said them
You shouldn’t have

You cowardly hid
I’m the fool
for believing you’ll come back
You used to
look at me lovingly
I’m the fool for falling for it
I didn’t even know it’d be like this

Since it came to this
I’m gonna just tell you
Your heart already left
But can’t you turn it back?

I see, I see
It was good for me
but not for you
I see, back then you were like that
I didn’t know, I was the only one

Then you shouldn’t have
walked me home that night
You shouldn’t
have hugged me
Those words you said that
made my heart flutter all night
You shouldn’t have said them
I didn’t even know it’d be like this

What do you want to do?
I don’t know if this
is just momentary feelings
Or if this is all going to error really soon
I don’t know
but I think it won’t last long
Not because of you
but because of me
This relationship can’t continue

I can’t fall asleep
in this painful dawn
Can’t you text me
to see how I’m doing?
When I posted something up
You shouldn’t have clicked like
Making me excited for no reason

Like the night you walked me home
Come back
and warmly hug me
With words that will make
my heart flutter all night
Make my heart pound again
Melt me again

Then you shouldn’t have called me cute
You shouldn’t have
I keep talking to myself now
Saying words I can’t even tell you