She Didn’t Love Me (사랑했던걸까) lyrics

어두워 질 때면
어느새 혼자 남아서 그저
아침이 밝아 올 때까진
밀린 생각에 잠겨있어
이해란게 어려워서

나 오늘은
널 믿어보려고 해봤어
아무리 내 잘못을 꺼내도
널 미워하기엔 내 추억이
널 믿어보기엔 내 기억이
닳지를 않아

그땐 널 많이 사랑했었나봐
나 혼자만 사랑했던 걸까봐
너를 잃어 힘든 아픔 보다
내가 모르던 네 모습이 날
외롭게 만드는 걸

그때 넌 나를 사랑했던 걸까
나 혼자서 사랑했던 것 같아

oh oh oh oh
no you you you
널 믿고 싶어 그저 난 oh oh

날이 밝아지면 어느새
잊혀지고선 다시 이렇게
하루에도 수 없이 떠난
네가 그리워져 가끔씩 또 나
널 잊기가 널 믿기가
되돌려보기엔 내 추억이 닿지를 않아

그땐 널 많이 사랑했었나봐
나 혼자만 사랑했던 걸까봐
너를 잃어 힘든 아픔 보다
내가 몰랐던 네 모습이 날
더 외롭게 만드는 걸

그때 넌 나를 사랑했던 걸까
나 혼자서 사랑했던 것 같아

oh oh oh oh
no you you you
널 믿고 싶어 그저 난 oh oh

나를 바라보며 사랑을 말하던
네 모습을 떠올려
그땔 그리워하는 마음과
더는 아니라 하는 마음이
아직도 날 떠날 수 없게 믿을 수도
아니 바랄 수도 없게 해

그땐 널 많이 사랑했었나봐
나 혼자만 사랑했던 걸까봐
너를 잃어 힘든 아픔보다
내가 몰랐던 네 모습이 날
더 외롭게 만드는 걸

그때 넌 나를 사랑했던 걸까
나 혼자서 사랑했던 것 같아

oh oh oh oh
no you you you
널 잊고 싶어 그저 난 oh oh

eoduwo jil ttaemyeon
eoneusae honja namaseo geujeo
achimi balka ol ttaekkajin
millin saenggage jamgyeoisseo
ihaerange eoryeowoseo

na oneureun
neol mideoboryeogo haebwasseo
amuri nae jalmoseul kkeonaedo
neol miwohagien nae chueogi
neol mideobogien nae gieogi
talhjireul anha

geuttaen neol manhi saranghaesseossnabwa
na honjaman saranghaessdeon geolkkabwa
neoreul ilheo himdeun apeum boda
naega moreudeon ne moseubi nal
oeropge mandeuneun geol

geuttae neon nareul saranghaessdeon geolkka
na honjaseo saranghaessdeon geot gata

oh oh oh oh
no you you you
neol mitgo sipeo geujeo nan oh oh

nari balkajimyeon eoneusae
ijhyeojigoseon dasi ireohge
haruedo su eopsi tteonan
nega geuriwojyeo gakkeumssik tto na
neol ijgiga neol mitgiga
doedollyeobogien nae chueogi dahjireul anha

geuttaen neol manhi saranghaesseossnabwa
na honjaman saranghaessdeon geolkkabwa
neoreul ilheo himdeun apeum boda
naega mollassdeon ne moseubi nal
deo oeropge mandeuneun geol

geuttae neon nareul saranghaessdeon geolkka
na honjaseo saranghaessdeon geot gata

oh oh oh oh
no you you you
neol mitgo sipeo geujeo nan oh oh

nareul barabomyeo sarangeul malhadeon
ne moseubeul tteoollyeo
geuttael geuriwohaneun maeumgwa
deoneun anira haneun maeumi
ajikdo nal tteonal su eopsge mideul sudo
ani baral sudo eopsge hae

geuttaen neol manhi saranghaesseossnabwa
na honjaman saranghaessdeon geolkkabwa
neoreul ilheo himdeun apeumboda
naega mollassdeon ne moseubi nal
deo oeropge mandeuneun geol

geuttae neon nareul saranghaessdeon geolkka
na honjaseo saranghaessdeon geot gata

oh oh oh oh
no you you you
neol ijgo sipeo geujeo nan oh oh

When darkness falls
I’m left alone again
Until the day dawns I stay up thinking
It’s hard to understand

Today I tried to believe you
No matter how much I blame myself
It’s impossible to hate you
It’s impossible to trust you My memories haven’t faded

I must have loved you a lot back then
But I must have been the only one in love
It wasn’t the pain of losing you
It was the side of you I didn’t know that made me feel so lonely

I wonder if you loved me too
I feel like I must have been the only one in love

Oh oh oh oh No, you, you, you
I just want to believe you, oh oh

When the sun rises it all becomes forgotten like this
A thousand times a day I miss you though you left
To forget, or to trust you
To go back in time My memories don’t go that far

I must have loved you a lot back then
But I must have been the only one in love
It wasn’t the pain of losing you
It was the side of you I didn’t know that made me feel so lonely

I wonder if you loved me too
I feel like I must have been the only one in love

Oh oh oh oh No, you, you, you
I just want to believe you, oh oh

I keep thinking about how you looked at me and spoke of love
My heart misses it, but knows we no longer can be
Making it impossible for me to leave
Impossible to count on you again Impossible to want anything from you

I must have loved you a lot back then
But I must have been the only one in love
It wasn’t the pain of losing you
It was the side of you I didn’t know that made me feel so lonely

I wonder if you loved me too
I feel like I must have been the only one in love

Oh oh oh oh No, you, you, you
I just want to get over you, oh oh