Clomp clomp, my footsteps feel heavy
Just leave me alone today, don’t wanna do anything
Pat pat, actually
I need you, I miss you
Maybe I hoped it wasn’t it, this trembling
Even small memories of my heart fluttering
I’m afraid it’ll make me miserable when I open my eyes
I said that I’m more comfortable being alone
Maybe that’s what drove us apart
I can’t go to you or leave you
I’m pacing back and forth, listening to this song that you can’t hear
At the end of a crazy day
As if it was waiting, I think of you again
My heart pounds and I keep laughing
Without even knowing
Maybe I wasn’t confident
I was too tired to be hurt again
If I say that’s why I waited, is that just a bad excuse?
I said that I’m more comfortable being alone
Maybe that’s what drove us apart
I can’t go to you or leave you
I’m pacing back and forth, listening to this song that you can’t hear
On teary and faded nights, I was hiding my past
But now I want to tell you these feelings today and even my hopes for tomorrow
Even if I get hurt, even if I regret it later
I’ll hold out my hand, go to you and hold you
I’ll tell you all the feelings I tried to erase
I’ll tell you about this day that I imagined so much
